[zeph] Re: [TheDailyEnlightenment] Zeph's First Awakening
- Well, people like to be surrounded by other people, cos it gives them a
sense of belonging. Just like me who like to be with my friends. However,
it's this bonding that creates all sorts of karma, both mental and physical.
For example, disagreements, gossip, jealousy of the mind etc....
However, i've to say also that being with people also help us see the faults
of others, and in this way we can better improve on ourselves!
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> I guess I have this sort of feeling before. I like to be alone sometime
> because of the freedom to do anything I want without trying to suit my
> friends. However, being all alone in the mid of Orchard road with so many
> groups of friends, couples, sometimes I would feel panic, lonely, aimless.
> I guess people are always afraid of being lonely. Even with a group of
> friends, there can be times of loneliness.
> "!Namo@mituofO!" <amituofo on 06/03/2000 04:22:40 PM
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> Subject: [TheDailyEnlightenment] [zeph] Zeph's First
> ZEPH & FRENS #1
> Zeph's First Awakening
> 25/12/94- It is Christmas Day. The holiday of the year but Zeph had
> forgotten about it. So he was on the last escalator up to Lido 5 Cineplex
> 3.40pm to get a ticket for 4pm's "Dumb & Dumber". He was his old
> happy-go-lucky self. All the way up he looked downwards at the people
> dressed in their colourful clothes doing colourful things. Shopping and
> window-shopping. The playing of the images reflecting on the mirror
> escalator sides was fascinating. The heart of Orchard. The young
> Singaporeans' "capital" of Singapore. On the last step up, he looked up. A
> wall of people barricaded him. It was a long queue. He was bewildered for
> while. After sweeping a few glances, he went to the down escalator. For
> reason he didn't try to understand, his friends wanted to see some other
> dumb movie that day. But that was okay, though he didn't try to understand
> why. He didn't exactly feel disappointed with them. All he wanted to do
> day was to laugh his head off. He always knew he had choice. Sometimes he
> just doesn't follow the crowd. A kind of freedom- of choice. Maybe he
> happy-go-lucky after all.
> On the last step of the last escalator down, the phrase
> came to his mind for no particular reason he knew. The time is 3.45pm. At
> the entrance-exit of Shaw House, a few steps from the escalator, Zeph was
> stunned. He tried to shake the feeling off by hurrying a few steps
> Out of the shadow of the building. He stood still again. The feeling would
> not go off. There was nowhere to rush to rid the feeling- he was dead
> For the first time in his life, he realised he was all alone. Thoroughly
> alone, and lonely in a crowd. Christmas Eve night he had already hung out
> all night with his friends in Orchard. The heart of Christmas is here. It
> not really boredom. Just a startling realisation that he now has nothing
> particular to do. All day he looked forward to seeing the movie. No plans
> what to do after. He stood on- why should he move when he had nowhere to
> to. His heart started racing. I'm neither hungry nor thirsty. I'm not
> sleepy. I don't want to see any other movie. I always loved swimming but
> now. Why? He could feel the cold of his cold sweat in the heat of the
> sweltering sun. So many emotions all at once. Shock, fear, disappointment
> and something unnameable. An overwhelming sense of urgency- adrenaline
> pumping to bursting...
> [To be Continued in #2]
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