FIC: That Judgment Cannot Cure (Summers in a Sea of Glory, 4/10)
- I wasnt so mad at him after that day. The day when we
had the mission at the zoo. Im not sure why. I sure
as fuck had been mad at him before. But then a lot
happened on that day and things changed somehow.
Scott and me hadnt talked, hadnt fucked, hadnt done
much of anything together since Vermont, and Id just
been getting madder and madder. Keeping it to myself,
but it was there all the time. I wasnt even sure what
I was mad about, but I couldnt look at him without
feeling this rage or something. And shame, too.
Feeling like Id been tricked, betrayed, like Id
fallen for a pack of lies. Hating him for telling me
all that stuff, hating myself for believing him.
Feeling like things had been just fine with him and me
before he started getting this love stuff in his head.
Whyd he have to go ruining everything? Only I didnt
say anything about it. Didnt know what to say. And
then it just came out in the meeting about Cassandra.
Maybe thats what I needed just yell at him, even if
it wasnt about what I really was mad for. Relieve
some of the tension.
Or maybe fucking helped. It usually puts me in a
better mood. Like I said, we hadnt done it since
before Jeannie got back to being herself. I hadnt
done it with anybody else, neither. Doing without
always makes me pretty surly, I know. I was real mad
at him when he followed me down to the Danger Room
that day. Mad, but not just mad. Feeling other stuff,
too. Wanting him, even if I didnt want to think about
that. And not wanting to talk about anything.
Only he keeps going on and on and trying to get me to
tell him whats on my mind. Talk to me, Logan. Why
are you so angry at me all the time, Logan? I was
wishing hed just shut up. I didnt know whether to
tell him to get the fuck out, punch him in the face,
or stick my dick in his mouth. I wasnt planning on
kissing him, wasnt planning on anything. But then I
did, and one thing led to another, and it all felt
really good. Started off as angry sex, but it felt
good. After a while I started wanting him to feel
good, too. I felt kind of close to him after. Not so
mad anymore, anyway.
Or maybe it was the fighting that made the difference
fighting on the same side. We still didnt know what
Magneto was up to not that day, anyway. So we
couldnt call the mission an entire success. There was
still stuff to do find out what that metal guy was
there for and, when we did, we had to figure out how
to stop him. But that was still a day or two away.
That day, after we got back from the zoo, we were
feeling pretty good. Hey, we did manage to save those
people, and we brought back Pyro and turned him over
to the Professor. Who wanted to rehabilitate him,
which seems like a real stupid idea to me, but who
Yeah, we accomplished the mission, at least that first
part, and it made me feel good. Good about being an
X-Man. Felt good about Scott, too, at least some of
Seeing Scott in action, working together like that, it
did something to me. I dont know what exactly. It
reminded me of what were good at together, made all
this other stuff seem not so important or something.
Other stuff. Like whether he really wants to be with
me or get married to Jean. Well, he sure seemed like
he wanted to be with me when he had a mouthful of my
dick. He sucks me like its all he ever wanted to do
in this life. And then after, when I was fucking him,
and I could feel his dick moving in my hand while I
pushed into him again and again. The sounds he was
making, the things he was saying. When Im doing it
with him, its hard to believe he wants anything
anyone but me, hard to believe hed give up what
weve got for anything. But theres more than sex
involved here. Well, more than sex for him and Jean
anyway. And I used to think there was more for him and
me, too, but now Im thinking maybe not. Not much
point thinking about it, anyway.
Lots of other stuff to think about. What Magneto was
looking for at the zoo when he and Pyro started that
distraction became clear real quick. An animal had
been stolen from the zoo infirmary while we were busy
rescuing the people trapped in the cable cars. Metal
doors had mysteriously opened and a baby gorilla there
had been taken. A baby gorilla theyd taken out of the
gorilla exhibit two weeks before.
This animal that was snatched had been really strange.
Thats why they took it off the display. It seemed to
be spooking all the other ones. Its own mother was
rejecting it, and the rest of the gorilla group was
suddenly doing all this crazy gorilla shit. Well, even
more crazy than usual gorilla shit, I guess
attacking each other, self-mutilating. So, they took
the weird one out and right away they all calmed down.
And the vets there were observing it, trying to figure
out what was wrong with this one. Only I guess Magneto
must have known what was wrong with it. He must know
he could use that animal for something, too. We didnt
know what yet but we knew whatever it was it couldnt
be good. And I was fine working with Scott and them to
try to figure it out, try to get the gorilla back.
Mostly I wasnt even thinking about the other stuff,
Sometimes I thought about him, though. I mean, not
thought about him as the field leader, but thought
about him and me. I dont know if I believe him or not
that hes not getting back together with Jean. I dont
know if he even knows, really. If he wanted something
big with me, something long term and real like he says
he does, well then hed tell her about us, that much
Im sure of. So I think he probably doesnt, not
really. Maybe thats just the way he likes to talk,
the way he likes to think. Pretending, but then he
couldve sort of forgotten it was pretend.
Yeah, I think thats it. He kind of got carried away
there for a while when he thought she was dead. Scott
was really depressed for a while there. They were all
worried about him here. Then he was getting better and
at the same time him and me were spending so much time
together. And the sex was real good and maybe for a
little while there he just thought it was something
more than that. Carried away, like I said.
Well, maybe I got carried away, too. But not any more.
I know who I am and I know what I am. An army of
lovers could conquer the world? Nice story, but its
not for real. I dont even want that with him, anyway.
It was a stupid idea. Im not cut out for that kind of
thing. I dont know why I said the stuff I did just
kind of caught up in the moment, I guess. But now that
Jeans really back and he doesnt want to tell her
about him and me, well its making me realize that
this love bullshit just isnt for me, either.
None of my business what he and Jeannie do. Sure, Id
miss fucking him if they do get back together. But I
dont need to think about that, not yet anyway. Were
sort of back to normal, back to the way it was, with
him and me getting together late at night. The sex is
good rough and hot and none of that love talk. Id
miss it if he got back together with her. But damned
if Id do it with him if hes getting married. I got
no need to be sneaking around; I can find somebody
else. Plenty of somebody elses.
Yeah, he can do what he wants with her, or anybody
else for that matter. And if theyre not getting
married, well no reason Scott and me cant just keep
on going like we have been. Sex sometimes, hanging out
together sometimes. Doing whatever we want with
anybody else, too.
I dont know if he *was* doing it with anyone else,
though. Maybe Jeannie. He says he isnt, but who
knows? Id see them together sometimes. Maybe they
were working, maybe doing something else. He says hes
not even interested in women.
Dont know if I believe that. Well, I sure know he
likes dick. I was getting a good demonstration of how
much he likes it most nights him on his knees
gobbling me up while I shoved it deep. Still, he was
with her for years before she disappeared. He must
have gotten something out of it. Something besides
looking good to the kids and the professor.
Maybe he was doing it with some other guy, too. Could
be. Northstar got sent to Westchester to work with us
on the Magneto thing and Id see him and Scott
together sometimes. Maybe talking business, maybe
something else. None of my business, anyway. He can do
what he wants.
And like I said, so can I. I started going out at
night, especially nights he was busy with Northstar.
Or with Jean. Not with any plan in mind, really, just
wanting to be somewhere else for a while.
This one night I went to this place in town beer and
burger joint. Id been there with Scott once, a long
time ago, right after we left Jeannie at Alkali Lake.
It was that time when he was kind of falling apart and
I figured Id take him somewhere to get away from the
school for a while.
Shit. I was coming out here for a change of scene no
time to be thinking about him.
So I start thinking about the cute barmaid instead.
Id noticed her before. Long red hair tied back in a
ponytail, but a few wisps kept falling in her face and
shed blow them away. Great mouth on her. Great ass,
too, which Id get a nice look at every time she
turned around to get another bottle from behind there.
Tight short skirt showed it off real good. Seeing her
bending over like that made me want to bend her over,
me right behind her and pulling the skirt up and her
panties down. She caught me looking, and I smiled and
she smiled back. I was going to ask her when she gets
off work, but before I could she says, So hows your
The one with the problem with his eyes. You brought
him here once.
Oh him. Hes okay.
Whats his name?
Did the surgery work?
I almost said What surgery? but then I remembered
Scott had told her he had to wear the dark glasses
because of an operation hed had, that his eyes were
sensitive to light. So I told her no, that it didnt
work and he still had to wear glasses all the time.
Well, tell him Im real sorry about that. And say
hi for me tell him Maddie says hi. And that he
should stop in here some time. Okay? Tell him that for
Didnt seem much point in trying to get anywhere with
her after that. I stayed a little longer, looking
around, but the only other women in the place were
either there with their boyfriends or pretty close to
falling down drunk. So I finished my beer and went
back to the school.
I passed on the message all right. Later that night.
With him sitting on my lap, my cock pushed all the way
up his ass. He was panting and moaning while I rubbed
his dick harder and faster. I licked him on the side
of the neck then whispered it right in his ear.
Maddie barmaid at that place in town wants you to
stop in, I told him. He grabbed onto my thighs,
saying Oh Logan and kind of sighing or something as
he came on my hand. Then I pushed him on to the floor
on his hands and knees and shoved it into him again.
Fucked him hard and fast, lying full on his back. So
good like that, doing it with someone strong enough to
take the weight of the adamantium in me. He pushed
back, holding me up while I moved in him, harder and
faster. And he licked the cum off of my fingers while
I was fucking him. One finger at a time, real slow,
making it last until I was ready to shoot. He didnt
say nothing about Maddie.
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