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Fic: "In Dreams" PG-13 (1/1) [Logan/Rogue]

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  • Nadja Lee
    In Dreams By Nadja Lee 01/12/01 English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes. Disclaimer: “X-men”
    Message 1 of 1 , Dec 2 2:04 PM
      In Dreams

      By Nadja Lee 01/12/01

      English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.

      Disclaimer: “X-men” and all the characters here belong to Marvel, 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.

      Only the original idea contained within this work is the property of the author. Please do not copy this story to any website or archive without permission of the author.

      Timeline: Set in the movie universe. After the movie

      Universe: Set in the movie universe; NOT the book which goes with it.

      Romance: Logan/Rogue

      Summary: In dreams anything is possible

      Archiving: Want, ASK, take, have.

      Feedback: Yes, please. My e-mail address is neh@....

      Rating: PG-13

      Sequel/series: None

      Dedicated to Bani with all my love. You’ll live on in my heart forever. I love you.

      Part 1:

      I see her, you know. Every night, every time my head touches my pillow she comes to me like a memory from dream or an Angel from above. There is no sweeter torture than this. When I reach for her she disappears and fades away. She’s like fragile glass; hold on too close and she breaks and leaves you with broken pieces of glass digging painfully into your flesh.

      In dreams….in dreams anything can happen yet still I keep loosing her. I try so hard to keep her with me but she keep slipping away.

      I talk with her but she never answers me. I wish she would. When I say I’m sorry I wish she’d say she forgives me. When I say I love her I wish she’d say she knows…I need to hear those words. I need to be certain that she knows.

      My heart hurts but my own thoughts hurts me the worst. All the doubts I have, all the uncertainties. Did she know I loved her? Did she know how much she meant to me? Did I tell her? Did I do everything I could for her? Did I miss the signals she was sending me? Did I? Did she know?

      I’ve thought about talking with someone about this but I don’t know whom it should be. Who would understand? Every time I forget her death for just a minute I feel ashamed and like I’m betraying her memory, if I’m happy for just a moment I feel like I’m dishonouring all she meant to me. But on the other hand; do I mourn her for her sake…or my own?

      I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore. But I do know this; every night in my dreams she comes to me. All dressed in white she floats over the floor and stands beside my bed. I try not to touch her though all I want to do is take her in my arms. Her lips move but I can’t hear the words. I try so hard to hear them but I can’t. Why can’t I hear her? Is it a sign? That I didn’t listen to her when she was alive? Is it a warning so I won’t do it again?

      I don’t know. But I do know that though seeing her brings tears to my eyes I’ll die without her in my life.

      I wish the nights would last forever so I’ll never be forced to leave her again. So I could always be with her.

      So, I put my head to my pillow and close my eyes and waits for her to reappear. A smile curves my lips when I see her and this time I swear; I’ll not leave her. Not again. Never again. I promised I’ll take care of her and that I will…….that I will.

      And my eyes stay closed forever.

      The End
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