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Fic: " Fire Eyes, Golden Heart" PG (1/1) [Scott, Xavier]

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    Hi, Me again........... Feedback: Is loved. Please? neh@post10.tele.dk Enjoy: Fire Eyes, Golden Heart By Nadja Lee 2/6/01 English is
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      Fire Eyes, Golden Heart By Nadja Lee 2/6/01

      English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.

      Disclaimer: “X-men” and all the characters here belong to Marvel , 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.

      Only the original idea contained within this work is the property of the author. Please do not copy this story to any website or archive without permission of the author.

      Timeline: Any

      Universe: Movie

      Pairing: None really

      Summary: Charles’s thoughts on his son…..Scott…

      Archiving: Want, ASK, take, have.

      Feedback: Yes, please. My e-mail address is neh@....

      Rating: G

      Dedicated to: Helene, L. Burke, Jemi and Misty. Thanks for your kindness and friendship.

      Thanks to Christina for the Beta.



      I catch myself watching him

      He walks with an air

      Of confidence

      He didn’t have as a child

      He walks…

      As a leader of men



      I think back to when…

      To when I first saw him

      He was a slim young boy

      Frightened and scared

      Scared on body and soul



      Even then in your tortured form

      I knew the power within you

      I knew what you could be

      You were…

      A diamond in the rough

      A glittering stone for me to form



      And form you I did

      I made you my legs

      I made you my Dream

      I made you all the things I wanted

      I made you all the things I thought

      Good and fair



      Now I think…

      Was that good or fair to you?

      You saw me as your saviour for that I was

      You saw me as your mentor and that too I was

      You saw me as your father and I you as a son

      I see now that I really never gave you a choice

      My ideals become yours without a question asked



      I always condemned those in your past who had hurt you

      I thought them cruel

      I hated your foster father for so long

      Hated what he had done to you

      Forcing you to raise a shield around

      Your body and soul

      Afraid to let people close

      Afraid that they’ll be as him

      That they’ll hurt you and then leave



      Now I think if I am that much better than them

      I respected the wall you build around yourself

      I never even once tried to break it down

      I guess I was afraid of what I`ll find if I saw

      Your tortured soul

      Your troubled past

      Your confused mind



      I see now that I wasn’t that much better

      Than those people in your past

      They stole your childhood and soul

      I stole your youth and freedom

      I made a role for you and put you in it

      I never even considered

      If you wanted the part



      I saw people come and go

      In your life

      One stayed

      Jean stayed

      I didn’t want to interfere

      I didn’t want to go where I shouldn’t

      But now I see that maybe I should



      Jean is a daughter in many ways

      And that is only one of the reasons

      Why I think this to be wrong

      She is too matched to Cyclops

      She is as controlled as he is

      She is as distinct as he is

      But dear child;

      You need someone who can

      Speak to Scott



      Someone who can make you feel

      Someone who can make you live

      Someone who can make you lose control

      Someone who can make you feel free

      Someone who can make you happy

      Someone who can make Scott happy

      For once my son;

      Choose with your heart



      I look at you

      And I see the man I created

      I see Cyclops

      Fearless and strong

      Leader of a Dream

      Prefect leader of men

      I see…

      What I made



      I want to see Scott as well

      I want to see Scott;

      I want to see his fire eyes

      Shining with happiness

      I want to see his golden heart

      Beat with a lover’s

      I want to see his arms

      Wrapped around another’s body

      In a sweet embrace

      And not grab for empty air



      Now I see that maybe you are doing

      All this for me

      Thinking I`ll only love you

      If you remain the prefect leader

      Always in control

      Always alone



      But you are wrong

      You are my son

      I`ll always love you

      Now I see that I should

      Have told you that



      Now I know what I need to do

      I need you to understand

      I need you to believe

      Believe in me

      Believe in the bond we share

      Believe when I say;

      You’ll always be my son



      So son;

      Let me see you as I once did

      Let me see you smile

      Let me hear your laughter again

      Let me feel your happiness

      Let me see your fire eyes

      Laughing behind shades

      Let me see your golden heart

      Beat with joy



      Son, let me see you…..
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