Almost part II---Fading away
- Today is no different from yesterday.
A mire 24 hours separate the two.
And whom would of known that 24 things would go wrong?
Having flash back that are more like astral projections.
Yet I see not where I'm going but rather where I've been.
Like so many of my work,
Simply lost the words
The same way I lost my way.
The echo in my hear is fading away.
Symbolizing, I'm fading away.
The smile I once had yesterday is drifting away,
The mirror flip of that is what I'm seeing today.
A 360, is what my life have done in a day.
Going from cloud 9,
To 6 feet under,
In a blink of an eye.
What if I blink twice?
Would I meet the fallen angel himself?
I'm pass doom cause my world done fade away.
No, I'm no longer fading away,
I'm being push away.
So away I go,
Till I reach the end of no end.
Till I fall to my knees
Not by choice,
But because I'm catching my tears.
And my heart is stopping
Cause my life is slipping away.
I lost my wings.
Plunging onto my death
I call for help,
But my guardian angel is no longer guarding me.
Still my mind is racing away.
I'm dead inside,
Everything that once matter
Died with my heart.
The person I once was,
Is waving me bye,
As its walking away.
I've hit rock bottom,
Yet I'm still falling.
Holding on to faith when I lost my will.
Holding on to pride
Has proven to be my greatest down fall.
And now even my ego turned it back on me
I'm seeing myself fade away.
But the weight of my failure,
Which is buried inside my heart
It's keeping me from moving on.
The pain is so unbearable
That it immobilizes my body.
I stop praying
I'm in an "I wish" bases now.
How I made it so far
Only to lose my legs at the front gate?
I'm sick of it
20 years down the drain.
And what do I have to show for it
20 years of failure.
I'm so lost
Fallen so deep
There's no turning back
I've faded away from this world.