3118RE: [ufodiscussion] To Don
- Jan 2, 2005One more thing Don, that feeling you got when you knew they were coming...
That feeling of overwhelming fear... I understand that as I used to get it
too. For some time I worked on getting over that. I would want to talk to
them and still my body would react that way. It took me some time to get
over the flight or fright syndrome and I think I figured it out. It is when
they come into our dimension. Somehow the opening causes it. I'm pretty
sure... It's either that or the energy field around them. It's like a
natural fear response in your body to an overload of energy. Did you see
Taken? I bet you really had a reaction the the squirrel huh...
From: DRxDON [mailto:drxdon@...]
Sent: Sunday, January 02, 2005 5:38 PM
Subject: Re: [ufodiscussion] To Don
I saw "finger puppet people", which are sometimes screen memories of Greys.
When I read
of other reports of alien abduction hidden as dreams, these peopole
stories as mine and their abductors/visitors were Greys. It's true; I don't
know for sure
what kind of beings they were. I've even entertained the possibility that
this could have
all been a part of an MK-ULTRA mind control experiment by the government. I
have all the
"markers" for that too: father an ex-military man; mother treated for
disorders in a hospital that was given funding by the CIA at that time; I
lived a quarter
mile from a Naval Air Station. I admit, I don't know for sure what even
or whether I was even abducted. As for the rest of my stories/speculations,
I'm just going
on intuition and what I have read in numerous reports. Again, I'm just
telling my *OWN*
feelings/ideas/speculations on this subject overall; I admit I may be wrong.
now* I strongly feel that I'm on the right track.
> I'm confused about something Don, I thought you didn't see the beings but
> were scared by a light and then had missing time? If so how do you know
> kind of beings they were???human
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> Yes Dex, I know that you see things differently. However, I have strong
> that I trust very well. I sensed a VERY palpable feeling of "menace" that
> was much
> different, as I stated, than just a small boy being afraid of something
> unknown. If
> they were trying to "tease" me, they obviously had no understanding of
> This is quite possible too, as the way I see it, these beings have lost
> their contact
> with the "Source" and thereby their sense of compassion and empathy with
> other beings.
> As I said, I think that the Spielberg series "Taken" does a fairly good
> of describing"enlighten"
> their psychology,..almost. They may have had some lost feeble notion of
> what "teasing"
> is, but the fact that they had no telepathic empathic understanding of the
> terror which
> they were inspiring within me showed their true lack of understanding.
> Such "negative" beings, as see these entities, may have their place in our
> "training" as an "ordeal by fire", however that doesn't change their true
> nature. It
> doesn't mean that they had any *personal* intent on their own to
> me. Norafter
> does it mean that they have any idea whatsoever about any kind of "role"
> that they are
> playing in our own development. The Hindu Bagavaghita describes such
> entities perfectly
> as the "Asuras"; beings with vast technological knowledge and power but
> "filled with
> darkness"(spiritual ignorance). They are "desperate" entities trying to
> maintain their
> existence. Any benefit or "enlightenment" that we may gain though our
> contact or
> experience with them is either purely incidental or a result of our own
> reactive survival
> insticts, as when people become "stronger" and more spiritually serene
> living throgh"Force"
> some disaster or catastrophe.
> I don't believe in "God", though I do believe in something like the
> in Star Wars.encouraged
> There are many "gods", in my view; some "greater", some "lessser". We may
> be the resultant
> "product" of an "Orignal Greater god" who had some kind of "plan" for us,
> but many other
> "lesser gods" have interfered since. And also, because of our own FREE
> WILL, we have LONG
> since deviated from any such "Original Plan" and there is no turning back
> now. We are our
> OWN gods, as the Serpent lead us to believe and as Jesus himself
> us to realize.have
> The only way for our "salvation" now is to realize and *actualize* our own
> sooner the better.
> Dex, you seem to believe that you have a vast metaphysical understanding
> because of your
> experiences. You have been with the "angels" and the "Hosts" and they
> told you much.--------------------
> I myself believe...(that word) that I too have a vast metaphysical
> understanding but I have
> NEVER been instructed by ANY "angels", "Hosts", or beings of any kind. My
> comes from ***WITHIN*** and I trust it quite well.
> dexxxaa wrote:
> > I would run around the house and hide
> > under tables and in corners but the light would follow me as if it
> > were "taunting" me.
> > *****************
> > Note my differing attitude. It may make a difference.
> > How about 'teasing' you instead. Kinder. More connected.
> > What kind of difference you might be thinking? Deep...unable to
> > comply... I can't describe it, but I believe it makes a differenc in
> > our training here. Who's doing the training and why? What is this
> > training? Cultivating the 'seed of Life'? I've learned most of the
> > time it's "God" working through it's 'Host'.
> > Dex
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