b boy lament
- I was so disturbed but also entranced
seriously about "the Beach Boys: An American Tradition"
on NBC American TV,
Nothing but Crap,
I cannot lie to thee,.......
The first night was so good...just like Brian wanted us to be.
I was sometimes fearful of my desire to punch my TV.
"Ah Uh ah Uh, ah uh uh...ah UH AH uh..." squirm in the eyes of God.
I was not bent on the world to me...
I went through all kinds of changes and said "That's not me."
But I was dreaming...too many fucking beers after a shitty
day at motherfucking work! Fuck! Shitty!
So I'm just thinking its time to get off........