And welcome to my newsletter for February, 2011! Please feel free to forward this to anyone you think would be interested in keeping up with me! To receive these newsletters regularly, please drop me an email or subscribe online from my website (http://www.JefMurray.com
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URGENT! Despite the fact that we are already in February, I have had a number of friends ask whether I would put together a fantasy-themed calendar for 2011(!). As a result, I'm teaming with the organizers of this year's "A Long Expected Party II" (http://alep2.us/)
in Kentucky, and we are considering producing a calendar that should be available by the end of February. The calendar would feature my artwork plus will highlight the upcoming ALEP2 gathering.
However, we can only do this if there is enough interest. Please contact me if you would like your name added to the list to purchase a copy; the price should be around $17, plus shipping, and can be shipped worldwide. If we find that there is enough interest, we will proceed with all due haste so that you can enjoy the calendar for the remaining 10 months of the year.
Please let us hear from you!
"He came to bring us joy." The thought bounds unbidden into my brain on this chilly February morning.
A roseate dawn glimmers above the Emory campus as I hike the hill to the library. Bare trees stand silent in the space between dusk and dawn, and all is hushed: there is no birdsong, even. Yet, there is a bubbling beneath the surface
a murmuring and anticipation that I cannot entirely account for.
This is what revelation must feel like. Not a cataclysm, but a kiss
a secret smooch upon our foreheads to remind us that we are, each of us, called to love deeply and live devoutly.
Last week the sun was shining in a cerulean sky, and in glorious January warmth I pruned the grapevines and the branches of our enormous fig tree. I cannot recall having ever done so before without girding myself in gloves and heavy coat, yet here I was in shirtsleeves, clipping tangled tendrils, in wonder at such warm and waxing days.
And the brambles reminded me of a friend I have who is snarled in a strange and distant land. Anger and indignation towards leaders of his church drove him away, and like a citizen of C.S. Lewis' "grey town", he shuns those with whom he disagrees, clinging to ever more murky notions about what it means to be a "real Catholic". I've seen similar strangeness in friends and family who have fled over the years to increasingly infinitesimal faith communities, or who ultimately hem themselves in to a personal "spiritual" community of one, with no reference to anyone other than themselves, nor to anything other than their personal peeves and preferences.
This is truly hell. This is Mordor: a luxurious Mordor that is paved with our own prejudices, one that has been papered over in pretty pictures all our own, but Mordor nonetheless.
G.K. Chesterton speaks eloquently about the methodology of such madness in his book "Orthodoxy". Therein he describes an inmate of an asylum who seems rational, but whose obsessions describe a Lilliputian loop from which he cannot escape. Such is, I fear, the landscape inhabited by my friend, who seems convinced that the "real church" is known only to an elect few, and that anyone who does not believe as he does is a member, instead, of a "church of darkness".
But even those of us who are not lost in a spiritual "grey town" can mire in our own impish ideologies. We grind through days, listening only to those who agree with us, anticipating only the next weekend or the next shopping spree. We trudge and trample dim-lit paths past those we meet in streets and hallways, our myopic gaze downward cast
going `round and `round again in a niggardly orbit of our own making.
But every now and then we are sent some small scent
some fresh fragrance wafting in from the wider world without, and we are, as C.S. Lewis would say, "surprised by joy." The timeless tramping within our personal prison cell is interrupted, and we shake sleep from eyes, wondering whatever came over us. How could we ever forget the enchantment of this earth and the monumental mirth of its Creator?
Regarding the Maniac, Chesterton tells us that the secret realization that can rout us out of our seemingly rational ruts is that none of our pet peeves is really as important as we assume. If we could simply see our own smallness in the enormity, glory, and wonder of God's world, ironically, we could break out of this "tiny and tawdry theatre" in which our own little plot is always being played, and we would find ourselves under a freer sky. We could look up, as Sam Gamgee did, and descry the stars shining brightly above the fumes of our own meager Mordor, and realize that there is goodness, and hope, and beauty outside of our own orbit, even if we sometimes forget it.
We are all of us pruners of the world around us. But, we are also the vines that God must shear, lest the wild growth of our own ego swells and entangles our lives, blotting out the sun. "He came to bring us joy," and the joy that He brings us is the joy of the musical instrument being well played, the joy of the brush in the hands of the Master, the joy of the poem being chanted aloud in dulcet tones.
Embrace that joy! Embrace the hand that prunes you and calls you away from yourself! Shake off the heavy weight of your own habits and hauntings, and breathe in the morning air! For the One that made you is also the one who can unlock all prison doors
and finally set you free!
A new EWTN TV special has been completed on J.R.R. Tolkien. Featuring Joseph Pearce, this production will also include dozens of my illustrations of Tolkien's world. The air dates for the show, which should be accessible worldwide, are April 6 at 10pm EST, April 8 at 1pm EST, and April 9 at 5pm EST.
The Return of the Ring 2012 (see http://www.returnofthering.org/)
will be a huge Tolkien-themed conference and gathering at Loughborough University on 16-20th August, 2012. I am delighted to have been invited to appear as a guest of honour at the event and am looking forward not only to sharing my paintings and sketches, but also to participating in panels and presentations. You can book reservations now online.
I have signed copies both of "The Magic Ring" by Fouque and "Black & White Ogre Country" by Hillary Tolkien available for sale. If interested, you can contact me directly via Facebook or at my website (www.JefMurray.com).
For folks interested in my original paintings and sketches, please take a look at the ADC Art and Books online catalog at www.adcbooks.co.uk. It features Tolkien-themed works by Ted Nasmith, Peter Pracownik, and myself. In addition, you'll find collectible items (e.g. Black & White Ogre Country: The Lost Tales of Hilary Tolkien) and rare books featured in the catalog and on the website.
In addition to the ADC Art and Books catalog, you can find more Tolkien and non-Tolkien themed works of mine, including both prints and original paintings and sketches, online at www.JefMurray.com .