Re: Effort vs No Effort
- --- In email@example.com, "Melody"
> >devi: i have had a few love affairs on the internet, one i decided
> > Hi Melody,
> > Thanks for sharing.
> > I had this response to someone at the
> > Holistic Expo last week.
> > He facilates the Paramahansa Yogananda
> > Fellowship satsangs in my area.
> My response reminded me of the first
> time I spoke with Sandeep on the phone.
> I cried the moment he said, "Hello, Melody?"
> With Sandeep, the response was not surprising
> as we had 'walked together' for months thru email.
> This response today took me off guard.
> The mind now and then tries to wrap itself
> around the experience - to understand it,
> to give it meaning. But those thoughts tend
> to fade as easily as they arise, as the inclination
> is stronger to just "rest in it". If that
> makes sense.
> In a way, it feels like infatuation. The
> impulse is to want to reach out....touch his face.
> A wanting to kind of get very close. Not in a
> sexual kind of way, but more like....hmmm...
> the analogy of the other day comes to mind....
> of a moth being drawn to a flame.
was the person reminded me of some else i had loved previously the
other we both decided that we had been married in a previous
lifetime....love on the internet..interstin expereince!