Journal Entry - Jul 07 - tosime
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Journal Entry - tosime
Date: July 07
Type: Meditation on inner sounds (with earplugs)
Variation: Focus on breath
Time: 06:25 a.m.
Duration: 73 minutes (open)
Posture: Seated on chair
Body: Eyes closed, tongue tip to pallet, hands on knees-index finger
Condition: Dark room. Candles. Incense. Essential Oil - (Bergamot
+ water on burner). Bell.
Mind Chatter: Medium.
Waves of bliss: 3 - 6 (some induced).
Experience: Interesting session.
Notes: Started session with similar high background noise to yesterday. Today it felt less unusual as if I had adjusted to it being present. Went through normal meditation session, but with background noise numbing usual sensitivity. Experienced a few long waves of bliss. Surprisingly the second one cleared the background sounds and I was back to a normal session with some very good waves. I tried to feel or sense (no thinking) the source or cause of the background sounds. I got an image of a thick industrial glove. I interpreted this as the background sounds being some kind of insulation that was protecting me in some way.
When I ended the session rather than removing my ear plugs and writing my journal, I decided to lie on my bed for a few minutes. After a while I felt something gathering inside me like two small whirling bolts of electricity that were sort of buzzing gently. It felt as if it was moving around inside me but would only become strong and loud when they passed through my brain. Is this chi? I had no control over the bolts, which seemed to be slowly darting around my body in a sort of random fashion. They left and came back almost randomly. I tried to control them but could not. When I got up and took my ear plugs out they vanished.
Questions: Does this sound like chi to anyone? Why did it come when I lay down and not while I was sitting in meditation? Is it safe to experience this?
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- --- In meditationsocietyofamerica@y..., "Tony" <tosime@l...>
*** Questions: Does this sound like chi to anyone? Why did it
come when I lay down and not while I was sitting in meditation?
Is it safe to experience this?
G: indeed that would be a moving energy or chi..... anytime
you are engaged in meditation or the spiritual search....
if you are connecting with an awakened teacher there is
the chance that chi will happen..... also a chance that a
spontenous kundalini awakening may occur..... if you
maintain a balanced practice and stay in contact with a
kundalini completed master and do not rush ahead of
yourself it will be fine.... Once again do not chase after
the rising phenomena..... see that it is part of the transient
Love shanti om ...g...