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  • Tony
    Thanks G, This is excellent advice which I heeded to today. ... From: gangak000 To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com Sent: Saturday, July 06, 2002
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      Thanks G,

      This is excellent advice which I heeded to today.

      ...Tony
      ----- Original Message -----
      From: gangak000
      To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
      Sent: Saturday, July 06, 2002 4:20 PM
      Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: Journal Entry - tosime




      Immediately I started my session I had a flood of strong
      background white noise that drowned the normal sounds I hear
      during meditation. This was very unusual and hard to
      understand. Even after relaxing and waiting, the strong
      background sounds persisted. Eventually it reduced a little but
      came back as soon as I recognized that it had reduced. I had
      mixed feelings of frustration and curiosity. Frustration as my
      normal insights and waves were blocked, curiosity as to what is
      was and what it meant. I tried to reason it (continuous ringing of
      bell, missed session yesterday, thinking of right ear technique,
      something developing inside my mind, or a combination of
      these etc) but no real answer. I tried to feel for what was
      happening but nothing came up. I could feel the waves of bliss
      attempting to rise but they were choked off by the background
      noise. Strongly, mind chatter was low.

      G: mind chatter was low because mind was actively engaged in
      seeking.... Nad and internal sounds change with time... don't
      attempt to "hold" or "seek" something..... what comes , comes...
      in your attempt to evaluate and seek you simply distance yourself
      from the event.... don't be to intent on attempting to develop a
      certain type of phenomena.... what you seek in the end is not the
      phenomena of light and sound but That which is the Source of
      them.... go beyond them to where they proceed from...


      shanti om ...g..


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