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    Journal Entry - tosime Date: June 03 Type: (1) Meditation on inner sounds (with earplugs) Type: (2) Chi Kung Variation: Focus on heart beat and breath Time:
    Message 1 of 99 , Jun 3, 2002
      Journal Entry - tosime
      Date: June 03
      Type: (1) Meditation on inner sounds (with earplugs)
      Type: (2) Chi Kung
      Variation: Focus on heart beat and breath
      Time: 6:50 a.m.
      Duration: (1) 63 minutes
      Duration: (2) 20 minutes
      Posture: (1) Seated on chair
      Posture: (2) Standing (Zhan Zhuang)
      Condition: (1) Dark room. Candles. Incense. Essential Oil - Bergamot (in burner). Bell.
      Condition: (2) Normal room.
      Experience: Relaxed session
      Insights: (a) An important technique for me is to switch my thinking from an active mode to a passive mode. In an active mode I am reasoning, judging etc and creating thoughts in my conscious mind (monkey mind?). In a passive mode my conscious mind is still and is waiting for images or thoughts from my subconscious. The problem is how to switch from the active to the passive and remain in the passive mode. During this meditation session I tried imagining myself sitting in an empty room that had doors all along the walls. Mentally I would open each door and look to see what was behind the door. If I saw nothing, I would gently close the door and proceed to the next door. This action placed my mind in a passive state - an alert watching, waiting state. The key here is not to place an image behind the door or your active mind would have 'sneaked in through the back door!'. If it is done well there should not be any image behind any door. The image or thought from the subconscious will simply appear spontaneously.
      Insights: (b) A lot of what happens in meditation is very subtle. During this session I worked on improving my ability to perceive more and more subtle thoughts and reactions. My approach was to scan for the most subtle thought or physical reaction from the mass of reactions. As I went deeper into my meditation the volume of reactions decreased but this made searching for the most subtle reaction harder. However this also improved my ability to sense for subtle reactions. One immediate benefit was that I was able to lower my inner body perception threshold. Quite spontaneously I felt a mass of physical sensations that were previously below my level of perception. To my great surprise, my body was still reacting to the meal I ate last night! At the time I thought I enjoyed the meal. My body was telling me that it did not like the food very much. I have a sense that eventually, I will be able to sense my body's true reaction to a meal before I eat it, regardless of what my higher senses (taste and smell etc) are saying.
      Questions: Although this was a fairly long session, I had very little sensation of time for both types of meditation. Why is this? Do we have control of our time perception? How does this work outside of simple distraction?

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    • Swami-G
      ... without ... on ... very ... and deeper ... slide ... If I ... come when I ... thoughts is a ... any ... thought ... Sg: nice to see the site come back to
      Message 99 of 99 , Nov 29 11:37 AM
        --- In meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com, "tosime"
        <tosime@b...> wrote:
        > Journal Entry - tosime
        > Date: November 29 2003
        > Type: Meditation on inner sounds (with earplugs)
        > Time: 07:55 a.m.
        > Duration: 38 minutes (open)
        > Posture: Seated on chair
        > Body: Eyes closed,
        > - Hands on knees
        > Room Condition: Darkened room
        > - One candle
        > - Incense
        > - Essential Oil - (Gardenia + water on burner)
        > Pre-session:
        > - Full body stretch (3 times).
        > - Struck the bell 3 times before starting
        > Mind Chatter: Low
        > Waves of bliss: None
        > Experience: Good Session. First session after about a year
        > meditating
        > Result: Recall Session - Getting used to the motions.
        > Surprising easy to return to meditation. My body felt as if it were
        > automatic pilot - simply did most of the usual things I did with
        > little thinking on my part.
        > Good physical relaxation. Moved quite quickly through deeper
        and deeper
        > states of physical relaxation.
        > Had the insight that my day to day thinking was like watching a
        > show. Each slide would stop if I dwelt on it by thinking about it.
        If I
        > did not, the next slide would appear. Most of my problems
        come when I
        > dwell too much on each passing thought. The progression of
        thoughts is a
        > natural process that I interfere with when I dwell too long on
        > particular thought. I should try relaxing more and allowing the
        > process to take its natural course.

        Sg: nice to see the site come back to its intention.....
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