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  • Athanor
    i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny.. mirela ... From: Athanor To:
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      i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny..
      mirela
      ----- Original Message -----
      From: Athanor
      To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
      Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 7:33 AM
      Subject: Re: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


      Jeff,
      how old are you?
      mirela
      ----- Original Message -----
      From: Jeff Belyea <jeff@...>
      To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
      Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:39 AM
      Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


      Sweet friend, Judi -

      Can you possibly keep your
      slasher tongue in its holster
      long enough to read more
      than one sentence? Your
      self-contradiction is
      showing all over the place.
      You say it's not joy, but you call
      it pure joy. It's not experience
      but you call it a new
      perceptual condition.
      New is necessarily experiential,
      perception is experiential -
      understanding is experiential.
      Semantic hair-splitting
      just to be an antagonist
      is your tiresome game.

      And speaking of place, this
      really isn't the place for this,
      but I'm tired of stepping
      in your smelly bullshit
      everywhere I go...and I want
      a shoot out, Rocky.

      Go ahead and run back to the ranch.
      I'll be on your trail. I don't
      like your style, but I grew
      up with people who walked it
      and talked it, and I'm willing
      and able to stand my ground
      against your bluster, buster.

      I guess you don't have enough
      to rant about at the ranch.
      You got an extra bunk?.
      You didn't run me off, you
      invited me back "anytime".
      Still a standing invitation?
      You'll have your boys there.

      I left because your juvenile boys
      grew ridiculously boring.
      They didn't scare me off, my
      side was hurting from laughing
      at their naivety, pompous parroting,
      and pitiful pandering to you.
      You talk about others wanting fawning
      disciples. What do you have at
      the ranch? They got nothing.
      Less than Snarlo's Guru Raters,
      even.

      And get real, you jumped around
      like a tenderfoot with someone
      shooting at her feet when my
      inquiries got too hot.

      You, I challenge to duel...
      Hot-Air filled Cream puffs
      at 50 paces. That's about
      all you got other than
      a bundt pan.

      Still reading?...

      On July 21, 1975 at about
      9:30am my life changed, a
      door opened. It was not a flash,
      not a la la la moment, it was a
      permanent shift of identity,
      a new awareness of a reality
      that I had been separated
      from - a separate reality -
      until known, a new overriding
      current running through my every
      conscious moment from that
      moment on. And it was and is
      blissful, peaceful beyond
      understanding, and full of joy.
      Still is.Doesn't mean I don't have
      a bold and bad-ass ego, or
      that I run from a scrap.

      Not all sages are milquetoasts,
      the best of them have been
      known to fashion a whip and
      crack a few heads.

      Whatever I choose to call
      my awakening experience
      cannot be negated by your
      constant carping. Its wasted.
      The person who entered
      the meditation center,
      after 24 years of seeking,
      never left. He ceased to exit.
      (Sound familiar?)

      So you don't subscribe to
      the Boddisattva vow? I do.
      I took it. I honor it.

      Your shots at my ego
      are in vain. I grin
      and bear it, because I don't
      miss the wry smile behind
      all your seeming ferocity.

      But for the sake of
      those who are here
      for inquiry...

      Can't you ever just shut
      the fuck up, and let someone
      speak without whacking them on
      the head with your tight-ass,
      self-righteous, know-it-all
      table of the Judi commandments?

      Your need to straighten
      out all the error you
      see in everyone else
      might have something to
      do with the ego you
      consistently see
      all around you.

      Rude enough to win
      you over?

      Your blissed out bawdy friend,

      Jeff

      PS: My apologies to the gentle folks here
      for this evening's R-Rated entertainment.
      Somewhere there's a lesson here.I'm going
      to go see what's cookin' at the ranch.



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