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  • Athanor
    300 years old mirela ... From: Jeff Belyea To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:31 PM
    Message 1 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
      300 years old
      mirela
      ----- Original Message -----
      From: Jeff Belyea <jeff@...>
      To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
      Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:31 PM
      Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S AGE


      Mirela -

      How old would you
      be if you didn't
      know how old you
      were?

      Love,

      Jeff



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    • Athanor
      i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny.. mirela ... From: Athanor To:
      Message 2 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
        i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny..
        mirela
        ----- Original Message -----
        From: Athanor
        To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
        Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 7:33 AM
        Subject: Re: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


        Jeff,
        how old are you?
        mirela
        ----- Original Message -----
        From: Jeff Belyea <jeff@...>
        To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
        Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:39 AM
        Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


        Sweet friend, Judi -

        Can you possibly keep your
        slasher tongue in its holster
        long enough to read more
        than one sentence? Your
        self-contradiction is
        showing all over the place.
        You say it's not joy, but you call
        it pure joy. It's not experience
        but you call it a new
        perceptual condition.
        New is necessarily experiential,
        perception is experiential -
        understanding is experiential.
        Semantic hair-splitting
        just to be an antagonist
        is your tiresome game.

        And speaking of place, this
        really isn't the place for this,
        but I'm tired of stepping
        in your smelly bullshit
        everywhere I go...and I want
        a shoot out, Rocky.

        Go ahead and run back to the ranch.
        I'll be on your trail. I don't
        like your style, but I grew
        up with people who walked it
        and talked it, and I'm willing
        and able to stand my ground
        against your bluster, buster.

        I guess you don't have enough
        to rant about at the ranch.
        You got an extra bunk?.
        You didn't run me off, you
        invited me back "anytime".
        Still a standing invitation?
        You'll have your boys there.

        I left because your juvenile boys
        grew ridiculously boring.
        They didn't scare me off, my
        side was hurting from laughing
        at their naivety, pompous parroting,
        and pitiful pandering to you.
        You talk about others wanting fawning
        disciples. What do you have at
        the ranch? They got nothing.
        Less than Snarlo's Guru Raters,
        even.

        And get real, you jumped around
        like a tenderfoot with someone
        shooting at her feet when my
        inquiries got too hot.

        You, I challenge to duel...
        Hot-Air filled Cream puffs
        at 50 paces. That's about
        all you got other than
        a bundt pan.

        Still reading?...

        On July 21, 1975 at about
        9:30am my life changed, a
        door opened. It was not a flash,
        not a la la la moment, it was a
        permanent shift of identity,
        a new awareness of a reality
        that I had been separated
        from - a separate reality -
        until known, a new overriding
        current running through my every
        conscious moment from that
        moment on. And it was and is
        blissful, peaceful beyond
        understanding, and full of joy.
        Still is.Doesn't mean I don't have
        a bold and bad-ass ego, or
        that I run from a scrap.

        Not all sages are milquetoasts,
        the best of them have been
        known to fashion a whip and
        crack a few heads.

        Whatever I choose to call
        my awakening experience
        cannot be negated by your
        constant carping. Its wasted.
        The person who entered
        the meditation center,
        after 24 years of seeking,
        never left. He ceased to exit.
        (Sound familiar?)

        So you don't subscribe to
        the Boddisattva vow? I do.
        I took it. I honor it.

        Your shots at my ego
        are in vain. I grin
        and bear it, because I don't
        miss the wry smile behind
        all your seeming ferocity.

        But for the sake of
        those who are here
        for inquiry...

        Can't you ever just shut
        the fuck up, and let someone
        speak without whacking them on
        the head with your tight-ass,
        self-righteous, know-it-all
        table of the Judi commandments?

        Your need to straighten
        out all the error you
        see in everyone else
        might have something to
        do with the ego you
        consistently see
        all around you.

        Rude enough to win
        you over?

        Your blissed out bawdy friend,

        Jeff

        PS: My apologies to the gentle folks here
        for this evening's R-Rated entertainment.
        Somewhere there's a lesson here.I'm going
        to go see what's cookin' at the ranch.



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      • Jeff Belyea <jeff@mindgoal.com>
        Mirela - You have great wisdom for your age. Love, Jeff
        Message 3 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
          Mirela -

          You have great wisdom
          for your age.

          Love,

          Jeff
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