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  • Jeff Belyea <jeff@mindgoal.com>
    Mirela - Pain distracts awareness, and clouds judgments. Joy focuses awareness and brings clarity. Joy is the better teacher. Love, Jeff
    Message 1 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
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      Mirela -

      Pain distracts awareness,
      and clouds judgments.
      Joy focuses awareness
      and brings clarity.

      Joy is the better teacher.

      Love,

      Jeff
    • Athanor
      300 years old mirela ... From: Jeff Belyea To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:31 PM
      Message 2 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
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        300 years old
        mirela
        ----- Original Message -----
        From: Jeff Belyea <jeff@...>
        To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
        Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:31 PM
        Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S AGE


        Mirela -

        How old would you
        be if you didn't
        know how old you
        were?

        Love,

        Jeff



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      • Athanor
        i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny.. mirela ... From: Athanor To:
        Message 3 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
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          i was asking you about your age because of the message below... i was just trying to be funny..
          mirela
          ----- Original Message -----
          From: Athanor
          To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
          Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 7:33 AM
          Subject: Re: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


          Jeff,
          how old are you?
          mirela
          ----- Original Message -----
          From: Jeff Belyea <jeff@...>
          To: meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com
          Sent: Thursday, January 02, 2003 12:39 AM
          Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Re: THE SAGE'S VIEW


          Sweet friend, Judi -

          Can you possibly keep your
          slasher tongue in its holster
          long enough to read more
          than one sentence? Your
          self-contradiction is
          showing all over the place.
          You say it's not joy, but you call
          it pure joy. It's not experience
          but you call it a new
          perceptual condition.
          New is necessarily experiential,
          perception is experiential -
          understanding is experiential.
          Semantic hair-splitting
          just to be an antagonist
          is your tiresome game.

          And speaking of place, this
          really isn't the place for this,
          but I'm tired of stepping
          in your smelly bullshit
          everywhere I go...and I want
          a shoot out, Rocky.

          Go ahead and run back to the ranch.
          I'll be on your trail. I don't
          like your style, but I grew
          up with people who walked it
          and talked it, and I'm willing
          and able to stand my ground
          against your bluster, buster.

          I guess you don't have enough
          to rant about at the ranch.
          You got an extra bunk?.
          You didn't run me off, you
          invited me back "anytime".
          Still a standing invitation?
          You'll have your boys there.

          I left because your juvenile boys
          grew ridiculously boring.
          They didn't scare me off, my
          side was hurting from laughing
          at their naivety, pompous parroting,
          and pitiful pandering to you.
          You talk about others wanting fawning
          disciples. What do you have at
          the ranch? They got nothing.
          Less than Snarlo's Guru Raters,
          even.

          And get real, you jumped around
          like a tenderfoot with someone
          shooting at her feet when my
          inquiries got too hot.

          You, I challenge to duel...
          Hot-Air filled Cream puffs
          at 50 paces. That's about
          all you got other than
          a bundt pan.

          Still reading?...

          On July 21, 1975 at about
          9:30am my life changed, a
          door opened. It was not a flash,
          not a la la la moment, it was a
          permanent shift of identity,
          a new awareness of a reality
          that I had been separated
          from - a separate reality -
          until known, a new overriding
          current running through my every
          conscious moment from that
          moment on. And it was and is
          blissful, peaceful beyond
          understanding, and full of joy.
          Still is.Doesn't mean I don't have
          a bold and bad-ass ego, or
          that I run from a scrap.

          Not all sages are milquetoasts,
          the best of them have been
          known to fashion a whip and
          crack a few heads.

          Whatever I choose to call
          my awakening experience
          cannot be negated by your
          constant carping. Its wasted.
          The person who entered
          the meditation center,
          after 24 years of seeking,
          never left. He ceased to exit.
          (Sound familiar?)

          So you don't subscribe to
          the Boddisattva vow? I do.
          I took it. I honor it.

          Your shots at my ego
          are in vain. I grin
          and bear it, because I don't
          miss the wry smile behind
          all your seeming ferocity.

          But for the sake of
          those who are here
          for inquiry...

          Can't you ever just shut
          the fuck up, and let someone
          speak without whacking them on
          the head with your tight-ass,
          self-righteous, know-it-all
          table of the Judi commandments?

          Your need to straighten
          out all the error you
          see in everyone else
          might have something to
          do with the ego you
          consistently see
          all around you.

          Rude enough to win
          you over?

          Your blissed out bawdy friend,

          Jeff

          PS: My apologies to the gentle folks here
          for this evening's R-Rated entertainment.
          Somewhere there's a lesson here.I'm going
          to go see what's cookin' at the ranch.



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        • Jeff Belyea <jeff@mindgoal.com>
          Mirela - You have great wisdom for your age. Love, Jeff
          Message 4 of 11 , Jan 2, 2003
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            Mirela -

            You have great wisdom
            for your age.

            Love,

            Jeff
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