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    Dear Readers, in our free n0by gathering Valerie as an artist in Alaska, like Da Gaff paints in Texas There is this strange sharing and closed connection of
    Message 1 of 2 , Sep 9, 2004
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      Dear Readers,
       
      in our free n0by gathering Valerie
      as an artist in Alaska,
      like Da Gaff paints in Texas
       
      There is this strange sharing and closed connection
      of fearless people to stay ravings, rantings
      - in all illusions, imaginations,
      cracking controversities!
       
      :-)
       
      Friends from personal visits or phone calls
      have meanwhile opened up this kind
      of gathering, what all my efforts
      try to avoid: closed groups of censorship!
      It seems again like all efforts in vain :-( !
      The lesson to learn? Experience has
      to spoil expectations to adjust
      your skills more artfully on
      mediocre minds caught
      in minority complex -
      feeling unworthy
      un-loved -
      all alone -
      broke
      ...
       
      ..
       
      .
       
       
      ''Freedom is just another word,
      nothing have to loose,

      nothing

      and

      you'll be free! ''


      sings  Vocal Artist Janis Joplin,
      destroys her flowering life
      with a tr*th - not to understand
      without similiar experience!
       
      It this urge to share yourself
      from a space lost without
      connections anymore
      to worldy expectations?
       
      ...
       
      ..
       
      .
       
      Isn't this the voice from beyond?
      Beyond mind? Beyond misery?

      Lost here in this world
      but saved in delight
      in a fantasy world?

      A more juicy world from mind, body, heart
      than the poor reality on your bank account?
       
      Gone through these lines,
      maybe you are courious to
      dive into Valeries world?
       
       
       

      Re: ' of course Americans understand Irony ', I said foolishly.

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      Wed Sep 8, 2004  6:04 pm


      as for me, being "in love" has always been futile. having been raised without parental love whatsoever took it's toll. maybe that's why i have sought love wherever twas to be found. like chamomile growing btwn cracks on sidewalks. like nasturtiums doing their OWN thing, and being friends with slugs. like dandelions whose seeds drift in torrents upon the winds.

      in catholic schools - where was love?
      in my heart.
      maybe that's why i spent every recess
      praying alone in the chapel.
      in appreciation from nuns.
      maybe that's why i was always
      THE highest scored academic -
      - the *scorned* - the GEEK...

      maybe that's why when i was abandoned by
      my "parents" in san francisco -
      to people who abhored dark people
      even children -
      i found it down on Haight Street
      in my little catholic schoolgirl uniform,
      me and my older galfriend
      carefully advising everyone
      on matters of health and hygiene.

      i would say that i found TRUE love
      sometimes - when i watched them fighting at riots
      that vanderwhite took me to many of.
      sometimes in the faces of the people
      i saw love
      but then many times they would be killed
      and only within an instant.
      i was maybe 9 years old.

      maybe that's why my
      interior sensitivities developed
      to such an extreme degree;
      seeking love.

      but wait - i was already
      BORN an artist -
      so what does it mean?
      i was already RAISED my
      whole childhood being told -
      "Valerie - you are just
      TOO SENSITIVE! you will
      NEVER survive in this world!"
      so what does it mean?

      maybe it is just the old credo:
      "don't get MAD - get even"?
      but what do i know?

      maybe that is why i must
      sojourned for years to the mountains
      because i found my love
      in Gaia.
      i am "in love" with Gaia.
      the TAO - the 'Holy SPirit'...

      the likes of cactus -
      water seeking it's own level.
      at least he is named 'cactus'
      and not 'valiant and strong'
      (another oxymoron).

      amelia mean 'hard worker'
      and she is a rose -
      another breed from my mother.
      we strive to make her a
      force for good.

      all that being said -
      i will truly share now
      my 'byzantine icon' attempt
      which now hangs aside my hiway
      thru the beating sun, the pouring rains
      and the whipoorwill winds.
      enjoy :-)
      (or don't - whatever...).

      love as i ken it,
      v










       


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    • Era
      ... I like her images.. -- what is love n0by; without irony in Germany? Era
      Message 2 of 2 , Sep 19, 2004
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        no by <n0by4you@y...> wrote:
        > Dear Readers,
        >
        > in our free n0by gathering Valerie
        > as an artist in Alaska,
        > like Da Gaff paints in Texas
        >
        > There is this strange sharing and closed
        > connection
        > of fearless people to stay ravings,
        > rantings
        > - in all illusions, imaginations,
        > cracking controversities!
        >
        > http://www.n0by.de/n0/b/val/Valerie_11.htm
        >
        >

        I like her images..

        -- what is love n0by; without irony
        in Germany?

        Era
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