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  • Era
    ... dear SG and at all, I ask you to forgive me I am having a talk at n other forum and I became agitated I am immersed in music and the dots brake my train of
    Message 1 of 105 , Oct 1, 2003
      --- In meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com, "manjusrilotus" <manjusrilotus@y...> wrote:
      > > I can't take these dots...
      > >
      > > looks like petit mal epilepsy online
      > > from here
      > >
      > > sorry I'll soon blow a fuse
      > >
      > > love, Karta
      > SG: what harm is it doing to you ?
      > does it take so little to

      dear SG and at all,

      I ask you to forgive me I am having
      a talk at n other forum

      and I became agitated

      I am immersed in music and the dots
      brake my train of though and I loose
      focus and have to go back constantly

      I don't get the meaning of them either,
      why are there where they are and what
      does the variety their nubers mean
      if anything

      may ask you what do they mean to you?

      > disturb your peace?

      no, my love of rhytm

      > if so take a deep breath sit back and ask yourself
      > honestly Why ?
      > This is an potential opening to reach deep and
      > contemplate how caught up you are within these

      I hope you are kidding

      its not that important

      > minor externals that you are allowing to disturb your
      > peace .......
      > the dots are nothing more than pauses along the
      > path ...... they are not there to disturb your peace.....
      > perhaps see them simply as reminders to stop and
      > smell the roses rather than rushing through the garden
      > and savoring the fragrance...

      I do that with MY OWN beat

      oh! I see: the preachers pause when
      making an "important' point

      like a highlight

      I dislike preacher stance, other
      than the black ones in a Gospel

      in the bible they use the
      > term selah after poignant pauses and as a reminder to
      > take time to reflect ........
      > sometimes you write and misspell words in your haste;
      > the outflow here leaves a trail of pauses..... it is simply
      > the way it flows and is not done as a consciously placed
      > distraction....... do you not think that Love can
      > overcome such a small thing ? relaxing into the
      > moment rather than holding a ridged concept of how it
      > must look would also help, to see it in a different light....
      > Infinite Love

      I love this signo SG and I know its true coming from you

      love, Karta
    • Era
      ... Nina, you just made my day smiles
      Message 105 of 105 , Oct 5, 2003
        --- In meditationsocietyofamerica@yahoogroups.com, "Nina" <murrkis@y...> wrote:
        > > > When the inspiration fails, it is no worse than
        > > > a sandcastle being washed away by the beach tide.
        > > > Tomorrow, I build another sandcastle.
        > > >
        > > > The thing is, I do know that at any time, I could
        > > > let go of the sandcastle building... but why?
        > > > Maybe you know why and would share the why...
        > >
        > > SG: one perhaps builds sandcastles until there is no longer
        > > an attachment to building and creating a structured form ......
        > > Inspirations may be wrapped up in sandcastles .....
        > >
        > > perhaps at that point one simply creates them out of the joy of
        > > the moment..... not expecting them to last but simply for the
        > > beauty and joy of spontaneous art and motion which flows from
        > > the Bliss of Being here now in this place in this moment .......
        > > it needs not carry behind it some representation or hidden
        > > meaning it simply is as it is Beautiful and sacred within it's own
        > > right.......
        > >
        > > then as in all things (this creation of the moment) simply falls
        > > away so that another image may take its place
        > >
        > > First one goes beyond the transient unfolding play before it is
        > > fully understood and appreciated for what it is ....... then one
        > > steps back into the lila and play simply Enjoying that lila as an
        > > expression of Infinite Love in motion........
        > > Formless or Form it is the same Essense
        > > minus the distinguishing factors .....
        > > SG: hahahahaha perhaps so .... everything proceeds from
        > > Source and returns to Source in some manner......
        > >
        > >
        > > Infinite Love
        > 1. There are pictures of this sandcastle building: faded square
        > photographs with radiused corners, the blues and greens and sand
        > colors of photographs from that time, the reds always slightly
        > pungent, as if the pigment were wired and erratic, unsure of its
        > place in the film. There we are, squatting in the sand: my blond-
        > haired mother, sitting aside, arm around the barrel-chest of the
        > small grey dog; my father and a very small I sitting together,
        > scraping sand into forms. What the photograph barely hints at is the
        > joy of building that sandcastle, part enjoyment of the sand and
        > water, part thrill and satisfaction of building it with my father.
        > What the photograph doesn't contain is what came later. After
        > building it, I felt so much happiness and pride; we played in the
        > water, and I kept looking back to see that sandcastle sitting before
        > the waves. Then the two boys came, stepping into the sandcastle,
        > crushing it. I cried salt tears to the sea, inconsolable, and unable
        > to explain or even understand that the greatest loss was not the
        > sandcastle, but what the sandcastle represented.
        > 2. We like to go early to the beach, before the beach patrol comes on
        > line, and let our dogs run off leash. One morning, on the way back,
        > we are walking close to the dunes, past a sandcastle left above the
        > tide line. One of the dogs stalks the sandcastle, circling it,
        > sniffing it carefully, as if the castle might move. She notes the
        > hollow center of the castle, and daintily scratches it with one paw,
        > once, twice. Moving within the hollow, she begins to dig, throwing
        > large arcs of sand beneath and behind her, very efficiently deepening
        > the hollow. Sufficiently inspired, she leaps from the castle, and
        > runs circles on the beach. She is amazing, lean muscle and arching
        > back, her earth-pounding feet carrying her so close to us on her
        > returns that her breath is heard and wake is felt.
        > 3. After the walk, I remain on the beach after the others return
        > home. The sun is coming up, pink and orange, and the sky is humid and
        > a thick blue-grey. The moon is still out, and a few stars, but are
        > gradually fading in a sky that is approaching their brilliance. I
        > stand within the laps of the waves, and look out to the rocking
        > shrimp boats, and the long, thin horizon beyond. With each receding
        > wave, the water draws sand from beneath the edges of my feet.
        > Eventually, I am balancing on two pyramids beneath my arches. I find
        > that if I am not perfectly balanced through the soles of my feet as
        > these pyramids form, that eventually I must cling to the tops of the
        > pyramids with the muscles of my legs, lest my feet slide from the
        > pyramids. I stand for a long while like this, trying on new pyramids,
        > learning as a matter of course what it is to be perfectly balanced
        > within my soles, and how transparent and effortless that feels,
        > watching the night suns recede as I am warmed by the heat advancing
        > in the eastern sky. At some point, the shrimp boats disappear, and I
        > take that as my cue to leave.
        > Thanks for your letter, SG.
        > Nina

        Nina, you just made my day

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