17332Re: [Meditation Society of America] Question about self-moha!
- Jul 9, 2010
your not allone Greg and you found a great spot for self exploration
--- On Fri, 7/9/10, Greg Brown <browntrout@...> wrote:
From: Greg Brown <browntrout@...>
Subject: [Meditation Society of America] Question about self-moha!
Date: Friday, July 9, 2010, 1:55 PM
I have been reading your pages of your web site, and I have also been working on using positive affirmations, meditations, etc... before I knew about your site. I have leaned that I have one of the worst habits possible for a human being, that is giving myself negative thoughts, self-moha, all the time, a habit learned from an abusive childhood. I strongly believe in morality, justice and kindness - but, I do not give this to myself! This habit has been exceptionally hard to break and change into a positive inner dialog or even more appropriately and accepting dialog, as I am not able to recognize when I do it, as it is such a deeply ingrained habit for me to do to myself. I know all the techniques in cognitive retraining, but can not seem to get to correcting this negative inner dialog. I thought "maybe there is a way meditation can help me change this debilitating habitual negative inner dialog".
Do you have any thoughts, as I would be honored and glad to consider them.
Thank you, Greg.
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