HI EVERYONE,ITS LYNN... ONE LAST THING....
Well, Im feeling better. Carolyn's body has been shipped onto
Minnesota where the majority of their family lives. Her bro Richard
lives there and now Carolyn's Mom and Dad are going to head on back
before the snow and get the hell out of Ca.
I have been having a long talk with God and I have forgiven. Im not
over it yet but Im at peace now. I just want to go on. What else
can I do? I cannot sit here and blame Dr. Banaar and Southladogs
beliefs every time something goes down. However, I have been
enlightened to the fact that I can do for myself what I need to do
and hope that others will have the common sense to do the same.
No word is GOD. None of us have the right to say to others, "THIS IS
THE WAY, THE ONLY WAY." Then get angry and upset when they dont
follow our way. To Hawk, I did not know that you and Southladogs
were biologically related. Thismust be difficult for you being that
you are family. Im sorry about it. Im sorry that a bro and sis have
to fight and I hope it can work out.
I dont know what Im going to do next except try to get on with my
life and miss my friend terribly. But I cant bring her back. So I
have to try and go on. Im trying to be posative here. The visit I
had with her folks helped alot. We looked at old pics and videos and
although we cried some, we laughed too. It helped me alot. It
helped them alot. I dont care that Dr. Banaar thinks its a hoax or
fiction. Schindler's List is also in the fiction section but we all
know the truth surrounding Hitler, the Jews and WWll. In other
words, whatever, the facts still remain.
Thank you for everything. I am taking a deep breath and doing what
is right for me. I am going to be vegetarian/vegan. Im going to eat
raw foods and steamed veggies and some grains and oatmeal and rice
and beans and Im gonna enjoy life and work out and spend time in the
sun with my kids and not worry about the Dr. Banaars and Southladogs
of the world--maybe if those people were "getting some" it might
relieve a lot of that pent up tension. I think I'll go have sex with
my wife, it might do me some good too. I suggest instead of a fast
where everyone is starving and cranky, why dont you all go have sex
with your significant others, take a hot bath, fix something good to
eat, sit back with a good movie and take a load off.
No, Im not over all of this nor making light, Im just trying to find
something posative and good in myself and try to see the sun through
the clouds, which is what Carolyn would have wanted me to do. She
hated negativity and would always tell me to cheer up, that even the
worst of situations have a silver lining. So I hope you all have a
blessed weekend. I'm gonna try. Halloween is coming soon and my
wife and kids wanna dress up and have fun so Im gonna try to do that
for them. Ya'all take care now and be good.
- --- In fruitarians@y..., "lynnredcat10" <lynnredcat10@y...> wrote:
> To Hawk, I did not know that you and Southladogsthat
> were biologically related. Thismust be difficult for you being
> you are family. Im sorry about it. Im sorry that a bro and sishave
> to fight and I hope it can work out.Huh???!!!!! This must be more of the crazy fantasy that some people
seem to be weaving. A total fabrication.
I am an only child, I have never had a brother or sister.
I am from Hungary, I have two cousins in the U.S. clear across the
country, and one cousin in Canada. And two cousins in Hungary. That
is the extent of my family. I have not had any contact with any of
them for many years, and I can only hope that they are all still
alive and well.
I have never met "Hawk", and from experiencing his abusiveness on
this board, I hope I never do. He seems to have an axe to grind with
me. I had posted about the problems with grain and herbs, which he
has announced he's heavily into. So he declared war on me. I believe
I responded to his first post attacking me, but then I just ignored
his messages after that, what can one say to all that? He has just
resumed and accelerated his attacks on me, having seen an opportunity
to do it all over the internet. I am glad he at least has the
integrity to admit in his recent post that we don't know the facts
about the situation at hand.
"Bftbhappy", who says she is a nutritionist, has obliquely goaded me
since she joined the list. When I first got on this list several
months ago, no one was posting much, the list was very quiet. I began
posting much of what I had learned, and did not get any responses for
quite a while, I didn't even know if anyone was reading what I wrote.
Then people finally began to make some comments, and some people
began to respond positively, which apparently "bftbhappy" (supposedly
two people have posted from that address also) found threatening,
from the moment she joined the board, and has seemed to tirelessly
devote herself to trying to discredit me.
Both "bftbhappy" and "Hawk" harrassed me, though bftbhappy in a more
subtle manner, and when I wouldn't respond, they both left the list
in loud denunciation of me. Bftbhappy sort of seemed to slink back to
the list, "Hawk" came back with a bang recently.
This is very interesting, this whole bunch, "Hawk" and "bftbhappy"
and Lynn and Chet Day. Wonder what's really going on here.
I certainly have never claimed to know everything, nor set myself up
as anything other than someone who teaches and communicates about
Hygiene and raw foods and fruitarianism. I feel I know more about
health than most people, which is not saying much, but the real
knowledge is in the great works of Hygiene, the scholarly books of
those who have done the research, done the work, and which I try to
communicate to people, and try to get them to read the works
themselves, and consult with the living practitioners, doctors of
Hygiene, of health.
I present information, and we all have the right to present
information and viewpoints. I have never objected to people saying
whatever they want, even when it has been nothing but ad hominem
attacks on me. Apparently even that has not been enough for some
bullies. It is unfortunate that some people will try anything to shut
me up, try to silence me, and by such devious, nasty means. They are
I realize there are those who want information suppressed. People who
have agendas which are threatened by the information about Hygiene
and/or raw veganism. Unfortunately, Hygiene has always been
persecuted, since it flies in the face of all the unhealthy practices
out there, dietary as well as medical, and raw veganism is certainly
being attacked, by SAD eaters, by "paleo's", perhaps by the animal
abuse industries, by the gov't, etc.
Isn't it interesting that this is a fruitarian board, yet these
people attack me for advocating fruitarianism, or raw veganism, on a
board which is the venue for it. The raw vegan movement is really
growing. This list is a very small venue compared to the size of many
of the raw lists and forums on the internet with many hundreds or
even thousands of visitors to them. I guess these bullies don't dare
harrass people on the larger forums.
I guess raw veganism is a threat to some people. Isn't it interesting
that none of the people who have attacked me are raw and/or vegan?
They are posting on a fruitarian list, yet they are completely
opposed to fruitarianism, in any form. What the heck are they doing
on this list? Really makes you wonder.