Overall
Rating: 9.5This is a disturbing and fascinating exploration of
Buffy's (and Ben's) conscience and the price one must pay to be virtuous...the
price the other foolishly eschews.
Plot Synopsis:The
(badly formatted - sorry) description of this episode may be found
here, courtesy of BuffyWorld.com.
The
Skinny:I'm certain I'm not the only person who has reviewed this
episode and chosen to understand it as a direct comparison between a
well-meaning person who is nonetheless selfish and thus chooses evil over good
and a well-meaning person who acts selfishly for a time and then chooses to be
an agent for good, no matter the personal cost. With some episodes, there
aren't a whole bunch of novel ways to achieve personal understanding. That
is obviously what the writers were intending here - to compare Ben with Buffy
and make a statement about self-involvement and its great capacity toward
evil. There is an entire branch of modern psychology that preaches
navel-gazing and internal analysis - the self is placed at the top of the
priority list when one is unwell (under the theory that you can't succeed in the
wider world without loving yourself first). I think it's fair to say that
Joss Whedon and company reject this notion and embrace, instead, the Christian
(yes I said Christian) idea that healing comes when we focus on the world at
large and direct our energies toward making a positive contribution. That
we begin to love ourselves when we love others.
Buffy begins the episode
trapped inside her own mind - forever reliving a moment in which she believes
she failed, bringing about the death of her sister. While this is a
natural reaction to the pain of failure and of personal loss, it is doubtlessly
selfish. It's a lot easier to pity oneself - to cry "woe is me! I am
worth nothing!" - than to actually work to change that impression. Willow
experiences a terrifying loop in which Buffy murders her sister over and over
again - all leading to the conclusion that, as she so colorfully puts it, Buffy
must "snap out of it." "Hello! Dawn...not dead yet!" The
reality is that the whole of season five is about Buffy's losses and we can all
understand why those mounting losses would take their toll on her psyche.
But wallowing in self-pity or self-loathing won't make it better...and Willow -
being Buffy's best friend - does the right thing and forces Buffy to deal with
the pain and to move on.
On the other hand, Ben is all too easily swayed
to a evil act with promises that acting for good will cause him great loss (he
will cease to exist), whereas acting in an evil manner will bring him eternal
life and comfort. He takes what is presented to him as the easy path -
he'll wind up hating himself for it in the end, and paying for his mistakes with
his life. Glory's pontification regarding the mass of men leading lives of
loud and destructive desperation is the very way of thinking that powers
Bohemian (read: selfish laziness and promiscuity as a lifestyle) culture, the
hippie movement, Marxism (read Carl Marx' writing...he hates people more than
almost anyone else in literary history...including himself), Wahhabi Islam and
just about anything else you can imagine that has led to untold suffering and
death. And Ben - though he is a nice guy on the surface, falls for
it. You see...if the world is full of pain and suffering, then the only
virtue is personal fulfillment and joy. Because what good does it do you
or anyone else to try to work for some greater good when it doesn't
exist?
And of course...what Glory says isn't even true. When she
dares Dawn to think of one person who loves their life and will endure suffering
to keep on living, Dawn calmly and without hesitation names her sister. At
the time, Buffy is struggling, but Dawn is absolutely right. Buffy sees
the good in the world and loves with all of her heart...and even after
everything she's been through this year, she can still find the desire in her
soul to keep on fighting for the greater good. And she is hardly
alone.
Writing: 9.5I thought the argument between Ben and
Glory was a little rushed. He went from claiming not to believe anything
Glory said to simply saying "I believe you..." when Glory promised she would
keep him alive in her hellish dimension and set him up really well...in a matter
of seconds. Apart from that bit of hand-waving, the script is without
major flaws.
Acting: 9.0I'm sorry to say...the guy playing
Ben just does not carry it very well...yet again. I'm so glad he didn't
turn into a love interest for Buffy...it would have been Marc Blucas all over
again.
Message: 10.0It's all discussed above...and I think
it's a winning combination of plots to tell the story
needed.
Highlights:SPIKE: Now, uh, don't turn
me into a horned toad for asking, but ... what if we come across Ben? (shot of
the others listening)
WILLOW: I-I don't think a doctor's what Buffy needs
right now.
SPIKE: Well, yeah, especially not one who also happens to be
Glory. (Everyone looks confused)
GILES: What do you mean?
SPIKE: You know.
Ben is Glory.
WILLOW: (frowns) You mean ... Ben's with Glory?
XANDER:
"With" in what sense?
ANYA: They're working together?
SPIKE: No. No. Ben
is Glory. Glory's Ben. They're one and the same.
Beat. Everyone looks
completely confused (except Tara who still looks blank).
ANYA: When did all
this happen?
SPIKE: Not one hour ago! Right here, before your very eyes! Ben
came, he turned into Glory, snatched the kid, and pfft! Vanished, remember?
They continue to stare at him.
SPIKE: (uncertainly) You do remember...?
(squints at them) Is everyone here very stoned? (getting annoyed) Ben! Glory!
He's a doctor, she's the beast. Two entirely separate entities sharing one body.
Like a bloody sitcom. Surely you remember.
XANDER: So you're saying ... Ben
and Glory...
ANYA: Have a connection.
GILES: Yes, obviously, but what
kind?
SPIKE: (laughs sarcastically) Oh, I get it. That's very crafty. (nods)
Glory's worked the kind of mojo where anyone who sees her little presto-change-o
instantly forgets. And yours truly, being somewhat other than human ... stands
immune.
WILLOW: (frowning) So ... Ben and Glory ... are-are the same
person?
XANDER: (slowly, like a revelation) Glory can turn into Ben, and Ben
turns back into Glory.
ANYA: And anyone who sees it instantly
forgets.
SPIKE: (sighs in relief) Kewpie doll for the lady. (He puts one
finger on his nose and points the other hand at Anya)
GILES: Excellent.
(looks around at them) Now. Do we suspect there may be some kind of connection
between Ben and Glory?
GLORY: Pillow? (looks around) I don't know if this
thing gets cable. Doubtful.
DAWN: (crying) Please. Stop.
GLORY: You
nervous?
DAWN: (crying) Yes.
GLORY: (smiles, gets down to sit on the chair
seat) I know how you feel. It is your last night. As, you know ... a human.
(picks up Dawn's hand by the wrist and shakes it around) This body ... it's just
a rental, Dawnie. Being human? It's like a costume for girls like you and me.
Being something else, *that's* what we are.
DAWN: (firmly) Don't.
GLORY:
(smiling) What?
DAWN: Don't call me Dawnie. (oh snap!)
YOUNG BUFFY:
Doesn't she look funny? Like a wrinkly old grandpa. (Young Buffy turns back to
Joyce. Joyce gently puts the baby in Young Buffy's arms.)
JOYCE: Like this
... okay, support the head ... there you go! We're calling her Dawn.
WILLOW:
(softly) Dawn.
YOUNG BUFFY: (smiling) I ... I could be the one to look after
her sometimes ... if you need a helper. (Joyce smiling at the baby) Mom? Can I
take care of her?
JOYCE: (smiling, stroking Young Buffy's hair) Yes, Buffy,
you can take care of her.
SPIKE: Found Ben's room at Glory's. Didn't
learn much.
XANDER: Wait, wait, wait. Ben? At Glory's? (Spike rolls his eyes)
You're saying all this time he's been subletting from her?
SPIKE: This ... is
gonna be worth it. (Spike bitch-slaps Xander upside the head.)
SPIKE/XANDER:
Ow!!
Cut to the front again. They both stumble, use each other to regain
their balance, and continue walking.
SPIKE: Last time. From the
top.
GLORY: I mean really. Is this what the poets go on about, this?
(thumps her chest, shakes her head, sighs) Call me crazy, but as hard-core drugs
go, human emotion is just useless! People are puppets! Everyone getting jerked
around by what they're feelin'. Am I wrong? (looks at Dawn) Really, I want to
know.
Shot of Dawn leaning against the pillar, looking at the floor.
GLORY: Gonna bleed you either way.
DAWN: (opens her eyes, looks at Glory)
Depends on the person.
GLORY: So you're saying some people like
this.
DAWN: (defensively) Some.
GLORY: Funny. 'Cause I look around at this
world you're so eager to be a part of ... and all I see is six billion lunatics
looking for the fastest ride out. (smiles) Who's not crazy? Look around.
Everyone's drinking, smoking, shooting up ... shooting each other, or just plain
screwing their brains out 'cause they don't want 'em anymore. (looks at Dawn)
*I'm* crazy? Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the
blind. (sighs) 'Cause at least I admit the world makes me nuts. Name one
person who can take it here. That's all I'm asking. (in Dawn's face) Name
one.
DAWN: (firmly) Buffy.
BUFFY #2: It's what I do. (Shot of Dawn
lying on the bed. She breathes slowly and seems to be crying.) I mean, come on,
you've known me ... for how long? It's what I'm here for. It's all I am.
- Buffy turns to look at Dawn again. Then she picks up a pillow from
beside Dawn and puts it over Dawn's face. Dawn begins to struggle, with muffled
noises of protest.
WILLOW: Buffy, stop! No!
- Buffy looks very
calm as she holds the pillow in place. Dawn's arms and legs wave in the air
ineffectively.
WILLOW: God, no!
BUFFY #2: (turns to Willow, still holding
the pillow down) What? (Dawn's struggling slows) I keep telling you, Will. I-I
figured it out. Death is my gift. (Dawn stops struggling. Her arms and legs fall
limply onto the bed. Willow stares in horror.) - (DUDE!!)
WILLOW: What
happened here?
Shot of Buffy #2 watching.
BUFFY #1: (not turning) This
was when I quit, Will.
Shot of Willow standing beside Buffy #2, both staring
at Buffy #1.
WILLOW: You did?
BUFFY #2: Just for a second.
Shot of
Willow and Buffy sitting in the darkened bedroom.
BUFFY VOICEOVER: I
remember.
Cut back to the magic shop.
BUFFY #1: (facing Willow) I was in
the magic shop.
BUFFY #2: I put a book back for Giles.
BUFFY #1: Nothing
special about it. And then it hit me.
WILLOW: What hit you?
BUFFY #2: I
can't beat Glory.
BUFFY #1: Glory's going to win.
WILLOW: (turns to Buffy
#2) You can't know that.
BUFFY #2: (turns to Willow) I didn't just know
it.
BUFFY #1: (staring at nothing) I felt it. Glory will beat me.
BUFFY
#2: (looks away) And in that second of knowing it, Will...
BUFFY #1: I wanted
it to happen.
WILLOW: Why?
BUFFY #1: I wanted it over. This is ... all of
this ... it's too much for me.
BUFFY #2: (staring at nothing) I just wanted
it over.
BUFFY #1: If Glory wins ... then Dawn dies.
BUFFY #2: And I would
grieve. People would feel sorry for me. (looks at Willow) But it would be over.
(looks away) And I imagined what a relief it would be.
BUFFY #2: I killed
Dawn.
Willow frowns, looks at Buffy #2.
WILLOW: Is that what you think?
Shot of the "real" Buffy sitting blankly in the bedroom.
BUFFY VOICEOVER:
My thinking it made it happen.
- Cut back to the magic shop.
BUFFY
#1: Some part of me wanted it. And in the moment Glory took Dawn...
BUFFY #2:
I know I could have done something better. But I didn't. I was off by some
fraction of a second.
BUFFY #1: And this is why...
BUFFY #2: ...I killed
my sister.
WILLOW: I think Spike was right back at the gas station. (loudly)
Snap out of it!
Buffy #2 looks at Willow in surprise. Buffy #1 whirls away
from the bookcase.
BUFFY #1: What?
BUFFY #2: What?
WILLOW: All this
... it has a name. It's called guilt. (the two Buffys exchange a look) It's a
feeling, and it's important. (to Buffy #2) But it's not more than that, Buffy.
(glances at Buffy #1) Buffys.
WILLOW: You've carried the weight of the world
on your shoulders since high school. And I, I know you didn't ask for this, but
... you do it every day. And so, you wanted out for one second. So
what?
BUFFY #2: (pensive) I got Dawn killed.
WILLOW: Hello! Your sister,
not dead yet! But she will be if you stay locked inside here and never come back
to us.
BUFFY #2: (looking at Buffy #1) But what if I can't?
WILLOW: Then I
guess you're right. And you did kill your sister.
- Willow turns and
starts walking toward the magic shop entrance. Buffy #2 turns to her in alarm.
BUFFY #2: Wait!
- Shot of Willow and Buffy sitting in the
bedroom.
BUFFY VOICEOVER: Where are you going?
- Cut back to magic
shop. Willow turns back.
WILLOW: Where you're needed. Are you
coming?