Apparently there is a great lack in my
understanding of this matter.
I mean, I understand it well, intellectually
... but of what use ? I admit I did not meditate or consciously sought
answers with my heart to the extent of aquiring a deeper sense and personal
acception of The Mistery of THe Golgotha.
But you have to forgive me, as lately I have
been so busy preventing Lucifer and Ahriman taking over my life, that I
could not identify with others' sufferings - be it that of The Christ. I am
in a position where I have to spare others on the price of my pain - and I
am not at all used to this kind of behavior.
It seems that the more I struggle to become
better, the more it is thrown at me - Steiner said noone should overdo any
spiritual exercise, especially not on the expense of his other duties. After
dedicating a lot of time and effort to truth seeking, searching, learning,
self discipline, I had to realize that the best spiritual practice is living
ones own life, in a meaningful manner. (The lucifer being in me just hates
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Sent: Tuesday, April 29, 2008 11:53
[anthroposophy_ tomorrow] Re: Sacrafice
> I think I may have used the term 'play' but I
> to share that I DO NOT implY(d) this means there was no
> suffering to what had occurred.
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