Hustle and Flow
- Hey Friends,
I've been struggling with how come I can't just get it
like the rest of you. How come I can't just understand
from reading something and then cognizing. It just
doesn't happen that way for me.
So, I'm on my morning walk and I have a realization.
And I am so pissed because I'm thinking 'damn, how
come I couldn't of understood this before when I read
it. Why do I have to experience it first and then
understand it!!! And you know it was/is a frustration
for me. And then I realized that it's about being able
to experience the Akashic Records. That no matter how
much we read, no matter how much knowledge we gain, if
we do not put it into a passage of time it becomes
somehow deadened in us and the barrier to being able
to experience fully the work of Rudolf Steiner in its
intention: consciously cocreating with our spiritual
And it seems that it has to do something with memory.
But not a memory like I wish I had rather a living
memory that only seems to come with passages of time.
I am thinking 'hey man, I need to get this etheric
body going here in the memory department as I am
severly lacking in this field. And I usually judge
myself for not being able to remember in a way that
you cats can. But something changed.
I came upon the temperments and I realized which one I
am. And in that I can see how memory does not really
work for me, not in the normal sense, because I am
someone who is really open to all possibilities. I
don't hold onto certain things as facts as I am always
experiencing new facets of these things I thought were
facts. It's a really humanizing/humbling experience to
allow oneself to be vulnerable enough to not be right
on what we think we are right on. It can almost be
schizophrenic if others with no spiritual science
understandign were looking in on this whole process.
And to think that John Kerry was called a flipflopper:
whew, he has nothing on me. :)
Working towards some of the little guideposts along
the way, allows us to have a concept or maybe its
called a percept, who knows really, not me, yet, of
the possibilities before us. So, in looking at the
possibility that there does indeed exist an Akashic
Records we would want to know or understand how do we
come to experience this world record? I mean not
everyone has to but I imagine it is something on the
minds of those that participate in this work.
We read the words of Rudolf Steiner, we do the
exercises, we contemplate, and still, still there is
this abyss so to speak between the idea and the
ability to participate in the reality of this idea,
this concept. We can even be fooled by our intellect
and or our feelings that we are participating in it as
we have convinced ourselves that we have reached
something. And yet the real truth lies somewhere in
between, it seems to lie in the nittiest grittiest
place of 'man know thyself'.
How far is one willing to go to understand the honesty
of what is called for in order to reach the 'man know
thyself' stage. I think Mike Helsher is one who has
been a great example of someone willing to hit the
botton of the barrel looking for the answer to that
part of the self that one denies most of the time even
exists. Some bad behaviours are proud of them and that
they know of them and yet that is not even the half of
it. It's coming to understand the impact that it has
on others and ones higher ego being.
Coming into the Akashic Records we need flow. Not
hustle really, but flow. Memory is not a dead memory
but one built in the passage. It is the forward and
backwards, not just in our nightly review, but in our
daily walking lives, that builds the organs, maybe
allows the organs to know, that you are a person who
is interested in coming to experience the spiritual
worlds on their terms, their movements, their laws.
And those laws are inherent within each one of us as
we are from there. And when we work with the Reverse
Cultus we are finding a way to bring flow into our
thinking our feeling and our willing.
Working with this flow allows us to encounter the
beings that help us to experience the Akashic Records.
All good things,
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> Get matching pajamas and repair the holes in your
> underwear; you never
> know when you'll be on TV in the emergency room.
Ocean Thirteen's crew that has some fireworks going
off: first time ever for me here in Hollywood, ON
HOLLYWOOD BOULEVARD no less!!! Whew. I mean do you
even know what coulda happened with FIRE WORKS on a
small street surrounded by old buildings. What can
these people be thinking?
My co-worker Mr. Wallace took me to the airport when I
told him I had the strangest experience the other
night. He too heard the commotion and he did too go
out into the street, across the street from where I
was peeking my nose out the door, to see what the
hell! was going on. At least there are two people
awake in Hollywood! But he was naked. :)
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