Re: [anthroposophy_tomorrow] Outragiously blatant
- "I have the audacity to believe that people everywhere
can have three meals a day for their tired bodies,
education and culture for their spirits. I believe
that what self-centered men have torn down, men
other-centered can build up. I still believe that one
day mankind will bow before the altars of God and be
crowned triumphant over war and bloodshed, and
non-violent redemptive goodwill will proclaim the rule
of the land 'and the lion and the lamb shall lie down
together and every man shall sit under his own vine
and fig tree and none shall be afraid.' I still
believe that we shall overcome."
Martin Luther King, Jr.
Friends, you know there have been so many happenings
with this Eleazar/Miriam/Sophia family that I just
could not be making time to share them with you all.
But now that I just picked up a further piece of the
puzzle I feel to share this little piece.
Eleazar and myself are collaborating on a screen play
I wrote many years ago called A Christmas in the
Ghetto. And while doing this I found myself back at
the beach where I began writing screenplays 11 or so
years ago. Eleazar lives down that way and I made a
committment to pick him up if he made the committment
to write every day. And somehow it ends up we are at
the place I began my writings.
But a funny thing happened last week and it has to do
with that Swan I told you was on my head while riding
down the street last year or so. I have the picture of
it in my photo files for those that don't know what I
am talking about.
We head down to the coffee shop and he always picks
the same table outside. I go inside and when I come
out I see he is at a different table. And I thought
'well that's interesting' as the table we usually sit
at is open and nobody is outside but us. It's night
I see him make this face as if he is seeing something
above and behind me. I don't turn around because I
thought 'unhuh, he's not gonna catch me being a fool'.
And a little bit later he says 'what's that swan doing
sitting in that tree'? And I say 'man, I ain't looking
behind me, unhun'. And he says 'I'm telling you dottie
there is a damn swan in that tree'. And I say 'man, I
aint looking'. And he says 'okay, if you don't want to
see that swan sitting up in that there tree I'm fine
with that'. So I put my pouty face on and turn around.
There is a swan in the tree about 30 feet up in the
air if not more. And I thought 'oh, that's a plastic
one' and then the neck moved.
So, he says 'I told you, there was a swan sitting
right over top of your head'. From his vantage point
the swan was over my head. And so I look at this swan
and I just am like 'man, I just don't know what to say
to this'. But I realize that there is a connection to
my path as I've been feeling at a crossroads of sorts
these last few weeks.
And so we start talking and he says 'do you want to
know how that swan got up in that tree'? And I was
thinking to myself that the swan wasn't really in the
tree it was actually sitting on the ledge of this 50
foot or so condominium building. And so I say 'it
probably got up on the ledge of that building somehow
but it looks like its in the tree'. He says 'girl,
what's wrong with you, take a look again, ain't no
building that close to the tree'. And I look and
realize that he's right: the building is not even
close although from my vantage point it looks so.
So I say 'I am sure that swan was not just put there
Eleazar. I am sure it flew up. And he just smiled and
shook his head. And I said, 'man I am telling you
nobody put that damn swan there, it flew up to the
tree either from the left or right'. And he smiled
again. And in that moment I remembered watching him
look at something over my head and behind me with his
eyes all squished up trying to see a thing. And I
looked at him and he said 'I was looking past you when
all of a sudden I saw something funny happening in the
air, like all sparkles of light or something. And then
the swan appeared and then flew up into the tree'.
Now, now, really I can't attest to that in any case. I
can consider that a possibility as I am sitting with a
very interesting young man who came to me with a
Miriam and a Sophia.
And then, right after he says he turns to the empty
table behind him and says 'and what's that mean for
you'? It's a table tent with a number on it for some
food pickup or something. And I look at the number and
I think to myself that Rudolf Steiner died at 64. I
think it was 65 but the way I look at it, we are an
age only after we finish the whole year out. So
technically in my terms he was 64. And I say to him
right quick 'man we are Rudolf Steiner's students and
you need to hear me'. And he just smiles. And then he
says 'and what about 68, whose 68'? And I found all
kinds of different concoctions for 86 but nothing for
Well, looking at the year of Martin's death today, and
the fact that last night I found myself with Eleazar
up at the place that I would go to every year to honor
his sacrifice, I realize we were feeling Martin.
Eleazar didn't want to go home after recording. He
said 'lets roll on up to the beach'. So we roll on up
to the beach where we've been a few times having some
conversation when he says 'no keep on going up that
hill there'. And I go up a little bit and I turn
around. And he says 'no, keep on going up there, I
want to see those lights at the end of that tunnel
there'. So I do a uturn and head up the mountain. And
it's like he's seeing where he is going to live or
something. He's checking the space out and its like 11
pm or something. And we come across the place where I
would go and sit and contemplate my love of Martin and
need to be like him, on April 4th every year except
for the last few.
It didn't occur to me until this morning when getting
up from my coffee what had taken place. I mean we were
taken back to Martin's place the day before his
sacrifice. And I just am thinking to myself that this
is so unbelievable to me. It's just incredible
watching this world song play out. I mean how blatant.
Dennis Klocek says that the new community with
Anthroposophia also includes those that have crossed
the threshold. And I can say without a shadow of a
doubt that Martin is connected to our teacher and the
ongoing teachers of Wisdom and Harmony. I mean we can
say that but for me to be brought to the mountain in
this way is just absolutely clarifying. Martin is a
part of those that work with our teachers in the
And another thing while I'm at it. I had a clear clear
understanding that I am connected to Betsy Ross and
the George Washington moment when Count Saint Germain
walked into the room and conversed with them. Whether
that was me being in the spiritual worlds or down here
on earth I do not know at the moment, but I am
connected. And in fact it calls me to think that we
are all in a way. I mean this country was founded on
Freedom. It was for this that America came to be. And
in that it is our legacy as spiritual beings to be
connected with the Declaration of Independence. It
goes without saying. And to me this is where I also
find Dennis Klocek and also Dr. Virginia Sease.
All good things,
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- --- In firstname.lastname@example.org, "Mike helsher" wrote:
> I'm with you on that one baby! Absolutely no doubt!Isn't it funny how a pebble tossed into a pond can create a ripple
> Here is a little gift for you, and Mr. Lightsearcher. I suggest you
> listen carefully.
> It may take a minuet to load, so be patient. Computers are soooooo
> If this inspires you, don't appluad or say nice things, just throw
> Much Love and stuff
effect, and we might never know just how much that "effect" has made
a difference. When I went to listen to this song, I thought about how
inspired I have been by Dottie, too, and was really glad to see her
honored in this way at your website. Thanks, Mike! I just signed your
guestbook, by the way.
Cheers & love,
- Ohh jeez guys! I mean what the heck! is going on here:) that was so
funny because I didn't really read this and when I saw 'honoring
dottie' I thought 'hhhhhmmmmm, I think I'll have to check that out:)
nothing that won't soothe a little sentient soul feathers every once
in a while!
And man, look at the spelling in the subject line. Got a few of them
on my little letter I just sent out as well. At least now I can begin
to really realize damn! I am not allowed to allow that to happen!
Mike, that's Joe isn't it! That's too funny.
Over and way out of here!
p.s. somebody please send your editing angel my way.
- --- In email@example.com, "dottie zold"
> Ohh jeez guys! I mean what the heck! is going on here:) that was so
> funny because I didn't really read this and when I saw 'honoring
> dottie' I thought 'hhhhhmmmmm, I think I'll have to check that
> nothing that won't soothe a little sentient soul feathers everyonce
> in a while!them
> And man, look at the spelling in the subject line. Got a few of
> on my little letter I just sent out as well. At least now I canbegin
> to really realize damn! I am not allowed to allow that to happen!Yup!
> Mike, that's Joe isn't it! That's too funny.
>Oh com-on! we say and do nice things for you and you just bolt on
> Over and way out of here!
outa here! "see ya" "yawhateva" "astalavista"!
well, all I can say to that is:
ps. my spelling anlge has permanant etheric damage.