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Four Years Ago--and Today!

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  • Jo Ann Schwartz
    As many of you know, my family and I are pretty active in the peace movement. Here s something that helps explain why. from the dark, JoAnn ... Four Years Ago
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      As many of you know, my family and I are pretty active in the peace movement.
      Here's something that helps explain why.

      from the dark,


      Four Years Ago Today
      By Starhawk
      March 16, 2007

      Four years ago today, I was in Nablus in the Occupied Territories of Palestine,
      volunteering with the International Solidarity Movement that supports the nonviolent
      movement among the Palestinians. I was also supporting my friend Neta Golan, an
      Israeli woman and one of the founders of ISM, now married to a Palestinian, who was
      about to give birth. I had spent a strangely idyllic day in a small village outside
      Nablus, where a group of ISM volunteers had gone because we'd received a report that
      the Israeli army was harassing villagers. When we got there, the army had left, the
      cyclamen and blood-red anemones were in bloom underneath ancient olive trees, and
      the villagers insisted we stay for a barbecue.

      We were just passing through the checkpoint on our way back to Nablus when we got a
      call from Rafah, in the Gaza strip. Rachel Corrie, a young ISM volunteer, had
      trying to prevent an Israeli bulldozer from demolishing a home near the border. The
      bulldozer operator saw her, and went forward anyway, crushing her to death.

      Rachel's death was a small preview of the horrific violence that the U.S. unleashed,
      three days later, with the invasion of Iraq. In Nablus, we were gearing up for a
      possible Israeli invasion when the war began. I was working with another volunteer,
      Brian Avery, to coordinate the team that would maintain a human rights witness in
      the Balata refugee camp on the outskirts of Nablus. I was also praying that Neta
      would not go into labor at some moment when the whole town would be under siege and
      we could not get to a hospital, and boning up on such midwifery knowledge as I
      possess. Perhaps I prayed too hard - she showed no signs of going into labor at
      all, and finally, in an act of great unselfishness, sent me down to Rafah to support
      the team there that had been with Rachel. I offered such comfort as I could to
      volunteers who were young enough that most had never before experienced the death of
      someone close to them.

      It was a strange spring. I made it back to Nablus to support Neta's birth - but the
      joy of that event was tinged with horror, for the night before, Brian was shot in
      the face in Jenin by the Israeli military in an unprovoked attack on a group of
      international volunteers. All during Neta's labor, the nurses (yes, thank Goddess,
      we made it to the hospital!) kept turning on Al Jazeerah which was showing scenes of
      the U.S. bombardment of Iraq. I kept turning it off. Even in a world full of war,
      I wanted her child to be born in a small island of peace.

      I went to Jenin to support the team that had been with Brian, and then to Haifa to
      visit him where he was awaiting surgery. I spent much of the next weeks traveling
      frenetically, often alone, through the one piece of ground on earth most difficult
      to travel in, where checkpoints truncate every route. The olive trees broke into
      leaf, and the almonds swelled into fuzzy green pods which the Palestinians eat
      young. They taste lemony, sharp and poignant, like the moment itself.

      I visited with the Israeli Women in Black in Jerusalem, and trained ISM volunteers
      in Beit Sahour. A young British volunteer, Tom Hurndall, went down to Rafah straight
      from the training. Walking on the border, near where Rachel was killed, he saw a
      group of children under fire from an Israeli sniper tower. He ran beneath the rain
      of bullets, pulled a young boy to safety, went back again for another child. The
      sniper targeted him, shooting him in the head. So I went back to Rafah, that surreal
      town of rubble and barbed wire, ripe oranges and bullet holes, to support the team
      that had been with Tom

      Everywhere I went, the sun shone, the flowers bloomed, and the army seemed to melt
      away, as if I carried some magic circle of protection. I was a long distance
      witness to death, a support for grief without suffering the searing personal pain
      that comes with the loss of a child, a parent, a lover. My own grief hit later,
      when I was home, and safe, and cried for weeks.

      I cry now, every spring, here in California as the daffodils bloom and the plum
      trees flower. The beauty of spring is forever tinged, for me, with the grief and
      wonder and horror of that time: Neta sweating in labor while the TV news shows
      images of war, blood staining the wildflowers a deeper red.

      I cry, and then I get I mad. Four years have gone by, and the killing still goes on
      - in Palestine, in Iraq, and if Bush has his way, in Iran. Ghosts haunt the green
      hills, shimmering like heat waves under an unnaturally hot sun: all the uncounted
      dead of this uncalled-for war, all those yet to die.

      I've got a garden to plant, and a thousand things I'd rather do, but once again this
      spring, I'm gearing up for action. The peace marches have become boring, strident
      and predictable. To be absolutely honest, I hate marching around in the street
      chanting the same slogans I've been chanting for forty years. I'm going, anyway.
      I'm so tired of die-ins and sit-ins and predictable speeches shouted over bullhorns
      that I could scream if I weren't hearing in my ears the far more bitter screams of
      the dying. I'm even tired of trying to drum and sing and make the protest into a
      creative act of magic. It's not creative - it's a damn protest, and I have real
      creative work to do: books to write, courses to teach, and rituals to plan.
      Nonetheless, Sunday will find me trudging along on the peace march and Monday will
      find me lying down on Market Street in some picturesque fashion with a group of
      friends and our requisite banners.

      Why? So I can look myself in the mirror without flinching, and answer to those
      hundred thousand ghosts. But more than that, because it's time, friends. Public
      opinion has turned - now we must make it mean something real. It's time to send the
      Democrats back to their committee meetings saying, "Hell, I can't even get into my
      office - the halls are blocked and the streets are choked with people angry about
      this war." Time to send the Republicans off to their caucuses murmuring quietly "If
      we continue to support this disaster we're going to lose every semblance of power or
      popular support we once possessed." Time to let the rest of the world know that
      dissent is alive and well here in the U.S.A. Time to regenerate a movement as
      nature regenerates life in the spring, with the rising energy that alone can turn
      our interminable trudging into a dance of defiance.

      You come, too. You can skip out on the boring speeches and make cynical remarks -
      but get your feet out on the street this weekend, somewhere. There's a thousand
      different actions planned around the country - and if you don't know where to go or
      what to do, check the websites below.

      Act because hundreds of thousands who are now alive are marked for death if this war
      goes on or expands into Iran. Act because every perfumed flower and every bud that
      breaks into leaf this calls to us to cherish and safeguard life.

      www.starhawk. org

      For a listing of actions, check:

      www.unitedforpeace.org <http://www.unitedforpeace.org/> .



      Starhawk’s many writings on her time in Palestine and other issues can be found on
      her website at:


      "Life's short and we never have enough time for the hearts of those who travel the way with us. O, be swift to love! Make haste to be kind." --Henri-Frederic Amiel
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