The A Team
- When I realized there was a team called the A Team I
thought immediately of AA, they seem to be of the
ArchAngel Team.:) He had to have reached up for some
mighty help to grab that form down and make it so.
Even AlAnon can be seen as the AA Team.
I was/am always one to try and do it by myself because
I do not want to burden anyone else and I want to try
and make it easier for people to participate in a
thing. I am the same way with the angels. I want to
not burden them when they have so much going on. I
think to ask them for help is a burden, to ask them
for guidance is a burden. It feels like I should know
this stuff and figure it out myself if I don't.
I was just rereading How To Know Higher Worlds and it
occurred to me that it has been about ten years since
I had read it. And I found that place where it says at
some point we are to do it ourselves. Well, being 33
and just getting started into the works of Rudolf
Steiner that held a very huge impression for me and my
thinking. I realized I am very Parsifalic :) funny
word, in a way. You know, read something, think I
understand it, and then move into an action where
therein I create all kinds of chaos.
Only through these years of this journey can I look
back and see that Parsifal soul of myself, that Gawan
soul of myself. It's a worth looksee as we work to our
consciousness here on Earth. It's good to see so that
what lies before us will not be met by the same non
conscientious thinking in regards to the reality of
not only our own selves but to the world at large.
So, it came to me that if I was on a team then I would
have to be working at this team work thing wherein
others are not only allowed to ask for my help but I
too am allowed to ask for some help. Whoa nelly, a
biggie for me. So, sosososo, I had/have to come to
realize that in order to really be affective I have to
be a good member of this team in its give and take.
I think sometimes Steiner students carry this heavy
burden when in reality it is actually pretty musical
and funny if we have a wider view of the spiritual
worlds and what they see. But then again I think this
understanding can be helped by taking in a Dennis
Klocek lecture. He's just ease and grace with lots of
understanding for what we all and he goes through. And
then again, I guess it helps to be a Philly boy as
well: it's the fonzy thing in a way: Whoooaaaaaaaaaa.
That's a good reaction when meeting the spiritual
beings in their worlds.
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>>> Having children `at our disposal for demonstration'!!!!!I am not sure if I want to read on :( :(
Hello Adrian. Personally, between translations and the time period, I
wouldn't put any merit to the words "at our disposal". Could be as
well you're simply not interested in reading on, which is fine of