- Aug 4, 2005Queen of Red. King of White. Unite! Turn the Universe into Pink.
--- In email@example.com, "dottie zold"
> > I was struck by your mention of the "visitation" by Miss
> > With experiences like that it seems to me that one should get
> > immediately "practical" and grounded.
> You know what's interesting Gaelman? People thinking what it should
> mean or should happen once a person experiences somethings as I
> I have seen the Christ in my room, and once in a box guiding mehome,
> I have seen his form in the clouds as well as that of Michael andthe
> know they were for me to specifically see. But the only one who
> appeared as a physical moving exsistance as in a bodily force was
> Now, I never gave it any thought as to what that means or even that
> there was a difference in my experience of these Beings. But with
> your question it ocurrs to me that it was the Magdalene that I was
> clearly able to experience as a seeing and a real physical
> The others were for me to 'believe' in the possibilities, or evenlittle
> maybe a 'shoring up' a bit for what is in store for me. Like a
> bit at a time so as not to overwhelm me.see
> But the Magdalene came straight at me in physical movement and from
> above me. Almost as if one could close ones eyes and feel or even
> a sparkly energetic thingy moving at you. And you would open youractually
> eyes and truly what you thought was coming at you unseen was
> truly coming at you. And she came with a thinking possibility, likea
> real possibility to interact with one on one. Like, right there inwas
> your face. I never wondered what she thought about me 'batting' her
> away. I did a few weeks back think on this but never before. I
> actually try not to imagine if she understood that I thought she
> saying she was truly me in the sense that I was that incarnation. Ishow
> didn't understand that she was showing me to myself as she will
> others to themselves. Now I understand.can
> But I want to say there is a very grave misundertanding as to who
> see her and also the Christ and what that must mean for their moralto
> lives and such. It is not as others say. It really is a weeping
> heart that calls them forth. My heart weeps in a sense for wanting
> serve. It always has and I imagine it always will. I am not perfectI
> as can be seen by this list however I do have such a perfect heart.
> do so love everyone. And I do so stand at the service of the Queen.to
> And I think that my deep desire, which must come from the beginning
> of time, is what calls them to me. It's not that I have acheived
> Consciousness Soul or Spirit Self, or have attained the three
> whatever it was that Terence spoke on, it is none of that. It is my
> pure desire to serve and to grow to learn how to better serve.
> So, I may not seem practical but I am very. I may not seem
> intellectual but I am very. I may not seem balanced but I am very.
> And the reason is because the grace that has been bestowed upon me
> experience the Christ and the Magdalene and the Sophia and theboastful,
> Michael have pulled me to the center of my core. And I still make
> great mistakes. But I do try so very very hard. And that is what I
> think it takes: a trying, weeping, swashbuckling, sailor swearing
> heart that is very meek within.
> Doesn't your heart weep Gaelman? I sense that it does.
> And I will tell you a secret: I don't tell these things to make
> myself look good: if anything it makes me look unbalanced,
> and I catch a lot of slack for just suggesting it. But I do it for
> Them. They want people to know that They are about. And I am fine
> with that.
> All good things,
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