Fwd: Re: Doing the Church Steeple Exercise
Tom, I just reread this post, and now, because I've past through my the worst of AT hurdles, I feel more free to look at what you wrote.
All right, I see it is a game, a cosmic one, but at times we are also called upon to deal with matters which cause this 'game' image to trasform itself into something else. The image of this being but a Cosmic game is somethiing that I can experience during times of rest, after pulling back from the battles and gathering up what is there for me to gather from it.
You wrote: 'Rocky is the "loophole" through which we can actually live in a free human consciousness.' awakening to anthroposophy as a cosmic Game, through that "freedom loophole" supplied by Rocky, the Spirit of Cosmic Humor, is the awakening to the Consciousness Soul today, here and now."
I don't get what you're saying here. I already know the sense of Cosmic humour. I also know that all things pertaining to spirit are extremely complex- this idea/image must be a slight detail which I don't quite get, perhaps because you are presenting it as a Whole meaning. Please connect 'freedom loophole, Cosmic humour and Awakening to Soul Consciousness and the here and now.' in a more living picture connecting the action with the process.
You wrote: "What really worries me about Dottie especially, and even you, Carol, to a large extent, is that you will remain stuck in your literalness about anthroposophy, not realizing that awakening to anthroposophy as a cosmic Game, through that "freedom loophole" supplied by Rocky, the Spirit of Cosmic Humor, is the awakening to the Consciousness Soul today, here and now."
Tom, please take a look at something very obvious. Your nature allows you to manipulate humour easily- AND you have come to be familiar, in a living manner, with the lighthearted aspect of the Cosmic game. Do you not think this is a karmic attribute specific to your individuality? -and which allows you to maneouver in a manner which is specific to you and your tasks?
I'm not sure about Dottie ('s complex being) but I personally don't take anthroposophy literally. It animates me; when I was younger, it was intimately connected with my experience of my own 'fountain of youth.'. and so much more. And, I do know how to keep all this seperate from everyday reality, in spite of the fact that 'it' is fully integrated into all of outward reality. So with me, and likely in some capacity with Dottie, it's the living spirit (of Anthroposophy and all) that has us pinned down and not what you think as evolving and spiritualizing egos crutching onto it's literal sense. Remember, we are both female, and by nature, we stand 'within' where as men stand 'without'.
Tom, what I am trying to show you is that strong variables of karma are present in reference to this subject and not really any controlled or egoistic external stand.
On the subject of the Waldorf Critics, this also relates to multi variable karmic ties and links. I've mentioned a few, obviously there are many more aspects 'available' to look at. I know that on a certain level, it's simply part of the big cosmic, incarnate game. Sure, once the pricks, points, pokes etc etc have passed, but while these are occuring, is it not the time for serious work and at moments, extremely serious work? Heck, in bygone days, the need to work over an opposing view could easily have led to certain death. So this serious aspect does exist and for elaborate reasons as well.
Also Tom, I don't particularly enjoy taking on people's 'dead sides' but I don't seem to have any choice in the matter. I am passionately devoted to the tasks which are written for me 'in the stars' and do not in any way wish to compromise on this for Ahriman, Lucifer or the Asurus, especially at this moment in time.. (They still manage to get at me anyway, especially the Asurus).
Now that I've manage to come through (what has it been?)a few months at the AT all of which culminated with some serious stuff done this past week, including something big today, I'm hoping to be able to pull back. (please remember, it was all synchronicity, servitude, not ego)
I'm taking an interests in, and a good look at the Peter S. (Straudemeir?) 'caracter'. I know he's significant on a karmic level vis a vis Anthroposophy. I know he's not an active Michael student. Maybe you could call him an 'inactive' Michael student. But that's not to boast anything. He may, in good part, be holding the responsibility that he does as a sacriificial act, to make up for previous incarnate shortcomings. However, he's position looks complex and deep. Perhaps I'll continue the reflection and will have occasion to speak on it again.
Thanks for the support, it's was all quite tough, some good humour along the way, but it just goes to show another aspect of what genuine Anthroposophy is about. Discovering. Carol.
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> > Tom, I would really like to see an answer to : What has brought you to
> > TOY with this ESOTERIC THEORY like a child at play surround by plastic
> > and metallic toys??? That is in terms of your biography / your
> > predominantly Luciferic tendency which cowardly plays up to
> surrounding> rising Ahriman presence. C.
> Hi Carol,
> Thanks for your great insight here. The reason that I play with these
> matters is because it really is a Game, and a Game is to be played.
> But notice I capitalize Game. I am not treating it like a mundane
> finite game, but rather in the sense of a deeper and more
> sophisticated Infinite Cosmic Game.
> How best to describe this? I mentioned the wonderful little book by
> James P. Carse called "Finite and Infinite Games." We are playing
> here an Infinite Game as opposed to a finite game.
> Think of Hermann Hesse's great novel "The Glass-Bead Game" also
> sometimes using the title "Magister Ludi" which is Latin for "Master
> of the game."
> Bradford has great insight into a contemporary expression of the
> Cosmic Game, which he has written about extensively, all based on the
> movie, The Matrix.
> And even Tarjei here plays the Game. He has at least 3 trolls of his
> own on this list, with names that are variations of the Hindu Goddess
> of Play called "Lila."
> But anthroposophically speaking, I must refer you again to the Rock
> being, the Spirit of Cosmic Humor who is the highest figure in the
> statue group of the representative of Man.
> That Being is also we right now --- as individualized Witnesses to the
> relationship of Christ, Lucifer and Ahriman. This Being, whom I have
> nicknamed "Rocky," represents who we are today in this "Matrix."
> Notice he is not a Plant Being, nor an Animal Being, nor even a Human
> Being, but a ROCK Being, a Mineral Being.
> Well, think Asuras, not only as the fallen Spirits of Personality, but
> also as their function of directly invading the ego relationship to
> the Physical MINERAL Body, might we call it the ROCK Body?
> That's where the Game is being played. Rocky is the "loophole" through
> which we can actually live in a free human consciousness.
> On the other hand, I am concerned that you and Dottie and others, take
> the Game so seriously that you obviously miss it all as The Game.
> Taking yourselves too seriously is a literalness of thinking that
> traps you in the Intellect. Rocky allows you to escape from this
> mechanistic prison of the Intellect.
> Now imagine that the Waldorf Critics and the Steiner people were all
> in one room playing this Medieval Grail cum Nazi variation of Dungeons
> and Dragons as a video game.
> In this little video role-playing game, imagine how silly, even insane
> it would be to consider the Critics as actual, literal, mortal
> enemies, instead of realizing that they are opponents in a game.
> As such, when all players get tired and hungry and need to eat, we can
> all order pizza together and eat together, may I say have communion
> with each other.
> For example, in my case, I will go to breakfast with two of the
> arch-critics here in L.A., Pete Karaiskos and J. Marshall Knight. You
> see, Carol, I do not see them as enemies out to kill me, but rather as
> game opponents with whom I can fellowship and more importantly, with
> whom I can laugh at myself and with them and they can laugh at me and
> my pretentiousness as an anthropop, and at themselves in return.
> Even Diana misses the playfulness with which I can call James a "Negro
> with a Ph.d." because he comes right back at me with the more subtle
> racism and bigotry he has experienced as a black man in this society
> with a Ph.D. And since I am there and since I don't consider him a
> mortal enemy, I can then LISTEN to what he has to say.
> What really worries me about Dottie especially, and even you, Carol,
> to a large extent, is that you will remain stuck in your literalness
> about anthroposophy, not realizing that awakening to anthroposophy as
> a cosmic Game, through that "freedom loophole" supplied by Rocky, the
> Spirit of Cosmic Humor, is the awakening to the Consciousness Soul
> today, here and now.
> The Time is at hand!!!!
> For pity's sake, will you and Dottie awake
> to laugh at yourselves and your pretentiousness?
> SPIRIT OF COSMIC HUMOR!!!!
> SPIRIT OF COSMIC HUMOR!!!!
> SPIRIT OF COSMIC HUMOR!!!!
> There, I said it three times, just like in a fairy tale. Maybe it will
> break the lugubrious enchantment!
> All Good and Bad Things, (a Manichaean farewell)
> Tom, Tom, The Piper's Son
> (Brother of that other Pied Piper, Peter Staudenmaier!
> Hmmm, Peter Piper picked a peck of . . . Nyuk! Nyuk! Nyuk!)
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