Re: Kaspaur - Diana
Thanks for some back ground on Diana.
I remember going to mass the morning i heard of
Diana's death. My wife's mother had phoned early to
tell us the news. I went to mass because i wanted to
be in a group of people who connected to something
bigger than what i imagined Diana was connected to - a
mass sad by a Jesuit. i remember the atmosphere in
Edinburgh and right across Scotland, the UK and other
parts of the world - she had touched many hearts as
Christ does. My wife, her mother and i drove across
to the west coast to Dunoon and to Benmore Botanical
garden. It rained heavy that day. The radio stations
did not function to their preprescribed programming.
The atmosphere had a blackness and shock , disbelief
to it. This went on for a whole week.
Every single flower in Europe and N America was
shipped to Britain for the event, despite efforts
being made to tone everything down. The senior
members of the Windsor family were verbally mocked at
the funeral, to the whole nation, the whole world.
The Spencer family lied about where they buried her.
Yes some, a few, mocked Diana as an idiot, the Nathan
Jesus was considered an idiot by family and friends -
Diana was very close to having all land mines stopped
forever, can you imagine one personality achieving
that. She also connected to Mother Tersa - no light
weight in anyones book despite her lack of inches.
Diana also lifted the stenched veil that was
surrounding AIDS at the time - with her sweetness and
honesty and child like qualities of fear, awe and
compassion. held presidents captive and terrified the
UN and governments as they just did not know what she
was capable off. Loved by millions and totally
overshadowed, eclipsed the Windsors.
Gained more attention in an hour than most of us will
expeirence in a lifetime. A third child dying at 36
years old - what might have become of her. if she was
an idiot why did the Windsor family want her so much.
and if she was an idiot why were the establishment so
keen to see her dead. What is true for heaven is
often a joke on earth.
The people who i know were preparing for a visit from
Diana in the summer before she died. One of the group
is a sculptor. I only made a passing connection to
the group through a telling of a dream my wife had
about our daughter. She has 3 holes in her heart - in
the ventricular wall. And her mitral valve is a wee
bit not quite right. We took her to see an
anthroposophical doctor and he successfully treated
her for 5 years. During that time when we went to see
him when he viisted Edinburgh - the man who owned the
house he stayed in when he came to Edinburgh died, and
was laid out in his coffin in the room we normaly
spoke in. we went to a back room and my wife felt
compelled to relate the details of her dream to the
She said in her dream a women who had come to her a
few times in her dreams came to her and said that
Claire heart problems where caused by her coming back
too quick, not having had enough time to get
everything just right. And that she was connected to
Diana and this would become more apparent as she got
older, she is 8 now. The Dr listen very carefully and
asked us if we would mind if his wife came to see
Claire. She did visit and very quickly established in
her mind that there was no connection with Daina and
Claire. which whether there is or is not , i was quite
relieved not to have that connection.
The only remote connection i have with my daughter and
Diana is when Claire was conceived , something i was
very aware off, and told my wife and a friend she was
pregnant 10 days before she was confirmed as
preganant, i was even aware of the momment of
conception as i was with my 3rd child. I cant
remember so much with my oldest child who is 25 now.
But the only remote connection i have is that at
conception Diana fever calmed right down, and her
brother said publicly on the week of Claire's
conception that it was time to let her, Diana, go and
release her soul. And for the first time in 4 1/2
months the hysteria following Diana's death disappated
away into the ether.
As for Diana's connection to Kaspaur i see feel it as
obvious but have not translated that into words - it
feels right but i have not put it into words.
Thank you, Robin
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