13048Re: The return
- Apr 30, 2007
Actually, I don't particularly like the word `poor' especially in these times and on this side of the planet. Imagine, I read that when Steiner was in University, he lived with his family in a 2 room apartment, that's himself, a couple of siblings and parents.
Apparently he was an extremely sensitive man, having had a childhood of freely roaming around in wooded areas with magnificent rolling green hills around him to constantly raise his eyes towards. There's a lot of Quebecers from my generation who come from rural areas and had similar childhood experiences. Back in those days, parents always sent their kids outside, even the ones under 5 years old, with the older ones to care for the younger ones, in the frigid cold as well
I don't like thinking of money either. Luckily, summer's coming, and there will be much to distract me from paying any attention to it.
I hope to see a lot of bees and fireflies. The fireflies are a favorite of mine though they seem to prefer the warm nights of late June. They are so beautiful at night with a great starry backdrop. I'll be especially looking out for the bees this summer
--- In email@example.com, "chanting_om" <blue_star_in@...> wrote:
> --- In firstname.lastname@example.org, "holderlin66"
> holderlin66@ wrote:
> > http://www.wakeupfromyourslumber.com/node/1387
> I was reasonably sane before I joined anthroposophy.. I thought so
> at any rate, a few extrodinary experiences and oddly eccentric but I
> have gone way beyond that now..
> Who are these people anyway? There's 300 odd supposedly on the list
> and besides a few gregarious souls no one says a word..
> Hmmm.. I am on a time lapse.. I don't know why. It irritates me and
> totally puts me off my story but I suppose I can live with it.
> Everything else in my life is instant gratification. 60 seconds to
> heat the water in the micro for instant coffee, 5 minutes up to the
> canteen for my daily ingestion of chinese vegetables.
> So if two or three days has to pass and even if it never gets into
> the mailbox - so what...
> Oh here's something I wrote earlier.
> I was thinking about how poor I am.. when you live your life out on
> the fringe invariably owing more than you own.. faith and trust
> probably play a much bigger role than in the lives of the property
> I've never owned a property, I was offered one once.. a beautiful
> one, with four houses on it. a swimming pool, pub, libraries etc
> etc.. but I didn't want it. Oh there were reasons but they are all
> too complicated to go into here ...
> Already I have forgotton. Oh yes.. I suddenly realised today how
> poor I was and all the time I had been feeling so rich ! Here I am
> living in this beautiful environment with everything I need, and
> this lovely spacious furnished apartment.. but I really only have a
> couple hundred dollars at any moment at this time..
> When you get down to it and you strip everything else away thats
> basically all thats left.. faith and trust.. I like to get right
> down to the bones of them. Maybe I won't make any plans and come
> August I'll just have a few yuan to get me to the next location and
> Everything I own, besides a laptop and a metal blue box in the
> middle east with my official "who are you" documents, I can fit into
> a pair of medium sized suitcases- and that is too much to travel
> I've probably been poorer many times like when what I have owed on
> my credit card was more than the bailiffs could have got by selling
> my household contents or car.
> Its not that I don't care about the present state of global affairs
> I have just read so much over the past seven years and of course the
> truth about industry and the banks I have known since I was about
> ten years of age. (My dad comes from the same part of the universe
> as I do..)
> Anyway to get back to my present state of mind.. other people don't
> seem to have problems with their outrageous stories and experiences,
> the internet is full of them. Perhaps I just feel so far away from
> most people to begin with and so I become more and more reclusive.
> So just to prove to myself that I am still in touch with "something"
> I shall press the send button again..
> > Politics is vanity of intellectual soul sociopaths. If an Anthro
> > thinks they are members of the School of Spiritual Science
> > entertains a vote for John McCain, they reveal the degree of
> > of Spiritual Science finding it's mark from the Michael School in
> > the 21st century. Forget even the sniff of the Republican party
> > candidates, all hopeless. And Barrack, and Hilary, are absolute
> > lying nut jobs as well.
> > But if you really must needs find people to admire, stand behind
> > press forward, Mike Gravel and Dennis K...for Pres and Vice Prez,
> > might so altar the existing Israel backed paradigm, that of
> > if they ever got within reach, they would be accidently murdered
> > some black ops, internal fascism sniper, plane crash or mysterious
> > heart attack.
> > If anyone saw the Democratic debates and did not cheer for Dennis
> > and Mike Gravel, you can at least count yourself as infected with
> > great deal of Ahrimanic deception, confused intellectual soul
> > navigation and a flunking grade in Anthro Consciousnesss Soul
> > ethics. If you imagine that Barrack or Hilary are somehow
> > candidates, because of the immense corporate and military backing
> > their funding paradigms or maybe you think, like I do, awe shucks
> > is time for a woman and an African American, think again!
> > Anthro's in the la-la land of the intellectual soul can entertain
> > any number of deceptive thoughts, that is the fun of making a game
> > out of intellectual soul cess pool and educational lies offered by
> > the MSM. All of the political world is loaded with deceptive
> > corporate and military infections that rule as Ahrimanic forces in
> > our age. Dennis K and Mike Gravel, well, I can only hope that
> > poll numbers rise through the ceiling. I can only hope that
> > wakes up and says, we want none of these Biden like, Barrack like,
> > Hilary like Ahrimanic shills. Hilary, herself, is desired by the
> > Republican party to run, because the catty luciferic females
> > to dim-witted males in America, hate Hilary and will vote against
> > her...and the Republicans will merely walk away with another
> > victory.
> > I can only hope that Mike Gravel and Dennis K and the American
> > and Spirit and those on the periphery of the Michael School put
> > immense destructive deceptions behind them and vote, if the votes
> > are not once more stolen, if once more the election is not treason
> > and fraud as GWB's election results were... that America wakes up
> > and removes the immense lying, cowardly, torture promoters roaming
> > the halls of power in Washington. We need to halt this, if America
> > wishes to recover it's senses and not spiral further into
> > delusions, murder, torture and global crimes against humanity.
> > Popes, Presidents and sociopaths of all stripes are rejected by
> > Consciousness Soul rulership that comes from the I AM and our
> > consciences'. With out a doubt a Michael student must see the
> > horrific delusions of the entire Main stream Media money vortex
> > merely shills and plays games with the immense moral reality of
> > human spiritual potential. It has become a global corporate
> > Orwellian game, and Steiner warned, warned again and again that
> > Angelic work in the astral body of man should not become a huge
> > game that serves the Ahrimanic-Eisenhower alarm of the massive
> > military industrial complex.
> > The scab and scales on the eyes of the Intellectual Soul of
> > humanity, where all our knowledge is just so much monopoly and
> > playing with human lives and moral impulses, destroying and
> > shredding childhood potential thinking and soul development, so
> > humanity remains ten-fold more hyena like hypocrites and liars
> > at the time of the crucifixion of Christ, because we refuse to
> > openly enter the Consciousness Soul and dedicate ourselves to the
> > sincerity of higher intuition and truth. The intellectual soul
> > the soul in a web of Spin and seals the soul in the vortex of MSM
> > lies to maintains the deadly death hold it has on the current
> > American culture.
> > See Bill Moyers; and he was being nice, fair!
> > http://mparent7777-2.blogspot.com/2007/04/bill-moyers-neocons-
> > takeover-media.html
> > Michael students who claim to be Michael students should not think
> > this is a game. This is not merely an opinion, these our dangerous
> > straits where we become complicit in the destruction of humanity
> > culture in the same way Nazi Germany and Carol's recent fine
> > contribution pointed out.
> > This is not a game! And the Angel's Work in the Astral Body of
> > humanity is not a MSM game as played by sociopath intellectual
> > Ahrimanic shills posing, always posing, and Barrack and Hilary are
> > just posing but preparing to take the Corporate Israel and Main
> > Stream media backing to remain giddy in the game; of Continuing
> > Ahrimanic deception. Which is the only game in town that the
> > Hawkings, lying game of Creationism and Evolution and big bang
> > that supports the utter deceptions humanity, that spoiled rotten
> > western humanity refuses to let go of.
> > BAGHDAD (Reuters) - The powerful Iraqi cleric and militia leader
> > Moqtada al-Sadr called President George W. Bush the "anti-Christ"
> > Saturday and urged him to heed calls by the opposition Democrats
> > withdraw from the chaos of Iraq.
> > Sadr, whose ministers quit Shi'ite Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki's
> > government this month, renewed his demand for a U.S. pullout a day
> > after Bush pledged to veto legislation that would require U.S.
> > troops to begin leaving Iraq by October 1.
> > Calling Bush "the greatest evil," Sadr said in a letter read out
> > a Sadrist MP in parliament that an eventual U.S. pullout would be
> > a "victory for the Iraqi people."
> > "Here are the Democrats demanding that you withdraw at least with
> > timetable and you are stubborn against them," said Sadr, whose
> > Army militia fought two uprisings against U.S. forces in 2004.
> > "You are like the one-eyed anti-Christ. You look with one eye and
> > refuse to look with the other," he told Bush."
> > aIYq4MXT2W2MwfIE
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