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3484Re: [Adults AMC] Head, Sholders, Knees and Toes.. Knees and Toes

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    Jan 21 7:48 PM
      My chronic pain started during my twenties when I underwent 8 hip surgeries,
      and 2 in my thirties. I haven't worked since then.
      I'm 48 now and I'm a student. My memory is shot completely,
      and menapause isn't helping. I don't know how I keep a high GPA.
      As a young girl I had leg aches they called growing pains, and as I got older
      I wondered what the pains were called.  Then when the hip surgeries started
      at 20 I was in severe pain, laid on the couch for 2 years, and haven't had a
      pain free day since.
      As far as pain pills, at 12 I started taking codene, my 20's started vicodon:
      strenth, 500's 750's and extra strenth. Once in my 40's the pain started
      unbareble again.  I begged the doctor to put me on methadone, actually told
      him I would not leave his office until he gave it to me, he gave me a script and
      the next day I was 95 percent painfree.  It's been 4 years now and I'm still
      doing great! 
      I don't know what I'm doing to my body by not feeling it, but I don't think
      about it much and live life to the fullest. I have to say tho, my body seems to
      be giving out where I didn't expect.  My elbow, my wrist and fingers. AMC
      doesn't even affect my upper body! Arthritis set in pretty fast.
      Oh boy, what to do!
      Please tell me about spinal blocks and what happens when they do it.
      Tracy Ann

      From: Denise <denisecsus@...>
      To: amc_adults@yahoogroups.com
      Sent: Fri, January 21, 2011 8:03:04 PM
      Subject: Re: [Adults AMC] Head, Sholders, Knees and Toes.. Knees and Toes

      How old were you when the pain started?I remember my knees hurting as a kid,
      then my lover back as a teen and now I'm 38 and I'm having nerve blocks done to
      my spine because my pain pills are not cutting it. I'm also feeling "stupid"
      because of the meds and that isn't good as I feel it is jeopardizing my career.
      As it is I have been on disability from work since september . . .I'm trying
      meditation too but Im tired of hurting ALL the flippin time. I too do not have
      children and I think that has been a blessing in disguise. I wouldn't be the
      best mommy I can be.

      Life is what you make of it!

      --- On Fri, 1/21/11, TRACY ULRICH <tautracy@...> wrote:

      From: TRACY ULRICH <tautracy@...>
      Subject: Re: [Adults AMC] Head, Sholders, Knees and Toes.. Knees and Toes
      To: amc_adults@yahoogroups.com
      Date: Friday, January 21, 2011, 2:50 PM


      I do understand pain.  There were times when I said "just shoot me!"

      A few years ago I was put on Methadone 5 mg 4 times a day. I don't like

      taking it either, but my life changed in such a great way. I can walk out

      of the house, walk around some, and come in and make a sandwich and

      not think about pain. I've even left my house without having pain pills

      on me, I don't remember the last time that happened.

      The pills will probably kill me in the long run, but I'm a firm believer

      in quality of life not quantity.

      I don't have kids so I can't understand that much of it,

      but just about every part of my body would be in unbelievable pain,

      if it wasn't for pain pills, that it's hard to say.

      I wish you the very best and good luck. Hang in there and keep pushing forward.

      Life is good, but not always.



      Tracy Ann


      From: elizabetheel8 <elizabetheel8@...>

      To: amc_adults@yahoogroups.com

      Sent: Thu, January 20, 2011 7:45:59 PM

      Subject: [Adults AMC] Head, Sholders, Knees and Toes.. Knees and Toes


      Remember that song? I feel like that song lately! I have given up going to

      doctors because they either don't know what AMC is and or they want to dope my

      up. I have four children and cannot afford to be medicated that way. I am in so

      much pain every day that I feel like I'll die any minute. My solders, elbows,

      wrists, hands, hips, knees, ankles, and feet all hurt all the time.

      Growing up I was always able to ignore the pains and keep moving. Over the last

      year it feels like I'm being crushed in a rapidly and continually exploding

      volcano. The daily pain and suffering is affecting my sleep which causes sever

      sleep deprivation. I feel my hands becoming more useless as the days pass by and

      I feel like crap when I recently had to call the local police to break my door

      in because both doors froze shut and I was trapped inside while the children

      were trapped outside in -2 weather.

      Where can one pull strength from? I go to church every Sunday and I've been

      praying since I was a little girl.

      When is it OK to acknowledge defeat? My life has snowballed into something I

      never saw coming and their is zero quality left.

      Thank you for listening, as only we know what we are all going through.

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