Pt 1 The Ascension Series~Lesson Ten "From No Identity to New Identity
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The Ascension Series
Lesson Ten "From No Identity to New Identity"
Presented at the Crimson Circle
June 1, 2002
TOBIAS: And so it is, dear friends, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together
again in our circle.The energy of all who are here in body or spirit is
loving, and is strong, and is enduring. The path of ascension you are walking
is not what you thought it would be. It has not been so easy. But, you
continue. You continue your journey. You continue with the lessons we bring
forth to you, because of the love and the commitment within your being.
Those of us on this side of the veil can feel your commitment. It is thick.
Your love and your energy are thick. Your desire to keep going on is strong.
There comes a point when it is time to take a pause. This is the time for you
to sit in relaxation and quiet. You can release the struggling,
the challenges and the emotional and physical pain. It is time to simply
receive the love of those who are your family.
For this next short period of time that we are together here, we ask you to
open yourselves to our love. We ask you to take a break from the challenges
of your human life. We ask you to take a refreshing moment on your path to
sit under the tree, much as the Buddha sat under the
tree, to enjoy the shade. Use this time to bring your energy back together.
We will do the work here for this next period of time while we are in the
circle together. We will move the energy. We will bring you the love that you
so richly deserve in your life. Dear friends, we know that part of your
journey has been giving up love. It has been giving up the very ones who you
have been close to in the past, whether in this lifetime or others. You have
given up the closeness of the human relationships so that you could focus on
your inner spirit and being.
Perhaps it was your biological family. Perhaps it was a mate, or in some
cases, many mates. Perhaps it was your own children or friends that were near
and dear. They were not taken from you. Instead, you released them. You
released them so that you could continue on your path and bring forth your
But, we know it has been difficult, being without this direct love, the
intense love from other humans. We know this. That is why we come to you now
as family, as ones who support you, and encourage you, and love you dearly,
and know you so well. We come to you now and say, "Simply relax." You are
here with friends. You are here with Shaumbra and angels who come from all
types of dimensions to join you in this circle.
How much we love you for the work you do! How much we admire you for the work
you do! There is not much more that we need to say to you. It is the energy
that we bring in, the love that we bring in.
And, yes, for the one who just asked, yes, this too will change. The loves
and the relationships in your life indeed will change, but it will be
different than what you have known in the past. Some of you rejoice for that.
It will be different. It will be a new type of love. We spoke of that in
It will be a love that is complete unto itself because YOU are complete in
yourself. It will be a love that carries no agendas. The love will not be the
other face of duality like it was in the old energy. It will be a love that
is complete, and full, and true unto itself. It will engage you only for the
purpose of love. Imagine that – a relationship with another human that
engages you ONLY for love. It won’t be about agenda, or about somebody trying
to get into your emotional back pocket. Only for love!
Dear ones, we cherish this time we have together. We have much to discuss
today. These times are precious, and these times are few. We know so many of
you, Shaumbra, are so busy right now in your lives. We know so many of you,
Shaumbra, are also lost in your life. We will speak
of that today. We know that you feel the speeding up of duality in and around
you right now that you hardly have the time to sit like this with Spirit,
with Self, with Shaumbra.
The energies here are building and intensifying. Through your divine senses
you can feel that there are visitors who are coming in through the doorways
of the other side. There are many visitors who come in now to sit in the
Second Circle to be with you, to observe, and to love, and to
support. Yet, there are two in particular who come today who join in this
circle, who bring interesting energies.
Indeed, for the ones who can feel this energy building, you are already aware
that one you know so well now, the one who is guiding you, walking with you
side-by-side on the journey into the New Energy, this one called Metatron is
here again today. Metatron’s energy is different than when he first came in
many months ago. The energy of Metatron much different.
It is not that Metatron has changed, dear friends. It is that you have
changed. The energy of Metatron does not impact you like it did before. He
does not throw you off balance. He does not come roaring through. Now, he
feels much more comfortable, much gentler, but yet still very
intense. That intensity in Metatron’s energy represents the intensity of your
own journey. But, Metatron comes in for this lesson where we will talk about
you… and who you are no longer.
Metatron’s energy builds in this room, builds with each of you. But, you are
much more familiar with it now because, dear friends, Metatron has been so
close to you. Metatron IS you! Metatron is your voice in Spirit.
Metatron held a balance of energy on the other side of the veil. Metatron
held the balance of energy in a very sacred temple within the Order of the
Arc, a temple that was secure, and safe, and very sacred. Very few were
allowed into this temple. That is where part of your own divine energy has
been watched over by Metatron. That is where part of you that is so divine,
and so pure – the purity of love – has been waiting, watched over by your
voice in Spirit, Metatron, until the time was appropriate. Metatron has
walked with all of us throughout this Ascension Series.
Metatron is now able to bring his energy directly to the level of Earth. This
was not possible before. It was not possible. Metatron is able to join with
us now, bringing his energy into this space, into this circle. And, indeed
his energy is here today.
Feel the energy of Metatron today, not as an outside being, not as some
male-angel entity. Feel the energy as your very own divinity, under the name
of Metatron, under a collective energy of Metatron. Allow yourself to feel
yourself in Metatron. And, allow Metatron to feel himself in you.
Allow the melding to take place.
Metatron, the symbol of your divinity and your voice in Spirit, joins us now.
Metatron is your divinity, allowing you to take a rest along your rather
challenging journey, in this time we share together. Metatron allows your to
be held in the hands of your own divinity, to bring your energy
back together for a moment of rest and to rejuvenate your body, your
emotions, and all who you are.
Oh, dear friends, you are indeed allowing this energy in. We can see it from
all around the room, from all around the circle we sit in together. You are
indeed like a flower unfolding, allowing your own divinity to come in now.
There is another one who joins us for this lesson. He now brings his presence
forward. It is an energy you have known quite well, the energy of – how to
say – the one you have called "boss." It is a very familiar energy. At times
you have gotten very frustrated with him. You will know of what we speak here
in a moment. In a sense, he is a type of group leader or guide for you who
comes from a family you are very familiar with. He comes here on now because
this is one more turning point for you, one more transition point.
Welcome the energy of Archangel Michael. His presence has not been very
noticeable in this "classroom of the new energy." He has not been one of the
featured guests until now. But, he comes in for this lesson. He comes in with
the sword that you curse so often. The Sword of Truth Archangel Michael holds
is blazing, on fire, and illuminated. The time is appropriate now for him to
join us. It has not been appropriate until now.
We will tell you a little bit about Archangel Michael. He asks you to simply
open up to his vibration as we talk. Michael, in a sense, carries a
responsibility for each of you. Michael is one you work with very closely at
many different levels. When the Order of the Arc was formed in an effort to
bring about the New Energy of the universe, it was Michael who worked with
you, helping to train you, helping to prepare you for your journey to Earth
that began so long ago.
As you know, Michael has never taken human form. He is an architect who,
along with you, helped create the templates of Earth and human biology and
human consciousness. Michael, in a sense, was your drill sergeant before you
left the Order of the Arc to come to Earth. Michael was the one who gave each
of you a Sword of Truth, a symbol of your own journey. The sword is part of
your own consciousness and your own biology, given to you by Michael before
you embarked on your journey to find your own truth. The sword was given to
you before you left for Earth. It has been part of who you have been ever
Those who teach your Bible and scriptures tell the story of Michael and how
he fought Satan, or Lucifer in the giant battle in the heavens. Michael threw
Satan out of heaven. Dear friends, the story is somewhat mixed up, because in
the story, the one that is Satan is really you! (audience laughter and Tobias
chuckling) But, it made a better story to present it as the devil.
It was YOU that left the Order of the Arc, or what would be called "heaven."
It was Michael who trained you. It was Michael who gave you the sword and
sent you on your way. You were not thrown out of anywhere. You chose to leave
this "heaven" and come to Earth. You agreed to it in advance.
The real story is that when Michael handed you the Sword of Truth, which is a
symbol for the consciousness of your search, there were tears in his eyes.
Michael knew it would be a long and difficult journey for you. Michael knew
that there would be times when you would not recognize him when he came to
you in your dreams and in your altered states. That brought sadness to him.
The real story is not about a big battle where Satan was thrown out of
heaven. It was about your own departure from the Order of the Arc to come to
Earth. It was about your journey to find your truth, dear friends. Your truth
is your divinity. You had to find it on your own. You had to
find it with the elements of duality, and furthermore, with the element of
the veil – two very strong forces that hid you from your past, hid you from
yourself, and hid you from us for so long. You had to go out on this journey
to Earth in a very – how to say – neutral environment to discover
your divinity. The Sword of Truth represents your own journey.
Is it no wonder that Michael comes in to be with us now? He comes here as one
who was your trainer, as one who you have bonded with closely over long
periods of time. Michael comes in for this lesson, for it is also a type of
graduation ceremony. He is here to release you, so that you can come to those
final energetic moments of finding your truth within.
The energies of Metatron and Michael are here to nurture you, so you can take
a rest from the busy process of ascension you have been going through.
Dear friends, we have covered much ground in our lessons with you. We have
gone now through two complete series (New Earth and Creator). Now we are
coming to the conclusion of this Ascension Series. We ask you to look back at
the essence of what we have been talking to you about.
Indeed, we have given you the story of how you left Home. You were the young
Prince or Princess, seeking to go out on a grand adventure, seeking to find
an identity for yourself outside of the First Circle. You wanted to discover
who you were before you inherited the throne.
We have gone through many discussions in these past three years. We have
talked about standing behind the short wall, and putting problems in the Oven
of Grace. We have talked of the fact that it is no longer about you or who
you thought you were. It is not about you anymore. There is something far
It is not about healing your karma from the past. It is not about even
healing karma from the time before you came to Earth. It is not about you
anymore. You transcended that in your ascension status. We have talked to you
about releasing so many things, putting them in the Oven of Grace. We have
talked about having no agenda, letting go, because agenda… oh, it is so much
based in duality in the Old Energy!
We spoke with you in our gathering last month about the void, about going
into the void, an interesting lesson, an interesting concept. And, indeed,
indeed we chose this word "void" very carefully. Indeed, it brought up
reminders of when you left Home. There IS a correlation to the past. When you
left the Kingdom, you did go into a void.
When you leave duality, again you go into a void, because what lies beyond
duality has not been created yet. You are the ones creating it, my dear
friends. You are the first to go into the New Energy. You are setting the
foundation for the others. And, indeed it does bring about fears, and
memories, and concerns of the past when you left the Kingdom and went into
So, is it no wonder that in these past 30 or so days you would have old
feelings come back up… that you would have fears… that you would have
perhaps remembrances of remorse… that you would have concerns about what you
are doing? Many of you thought in the days that followed our last lesson, "
Is this some type of trick? Am I releasing all of who I am? Am I letting go
of myself? Am I being asked to go to a place where I can be taken over by
others, or influenced to the dark side?"
And, as you know, we said to you, "Indeed, if that’s what you would like to
do. Indeed." But,we know that you don’t. And, we know that you are ready to
release this old game of light and dark. You are ready to release that
energy, the fear that if you do not hold on tightly to duality that you will
be consumed by some evil force.