Re: A curious and mysterious happiness
- Hi Sharani and Pranam,
I was thinking of writing a similar post to express this new inner
closeness, but Sharani, you did it perfectly.
- Thank you Sharani for posting your feelings.
It is incredible that we all felt the same. It is our inner
connection with Guru and each other. For me it was one of the most
powerful experiencies of silence that I have ever had.
It was like I was with Guru in the Eternity during all these days
that I spent in New York. I came later and I was not able to see his
Mahasamadhi, but his presence was so powerful.
I came back home unwiling to accept ordinary life and seeing some
far distance in my light-empty eyes. My face started shrinking and I
was unnaturally pale. For a few days I did have the feeling that I was
leaving this earthly existence and that I was not able to resist.
Something was pulling me away and I could hear that Silence bekoning
A friend of mine brought me back and the light in my eyes became
visible again, when she told me "Please, do not go, please, do not
go!" In her voice I heard Guru's voice telling me that it is not
time yet to come to him, because I haven't done my job here on
Still, deep in my heart, I can feel this powerful Silence and I know
it is waiting for all of us when time comes for us to leave.