Re: .. I had to share this experience....
- --- In ShamanicWays@yahoogroups.com, DNatureofDTrain
> Althought I am left with mixed emotions facing the possibility of
> home and my pets...they
> I awoke to an interesting dreams on and off not understanding what
> meant....ocean full
> I had slept all night last night and dreamt about swimming in the
> gear, something I would not do as I am afraid of swimming with swimgear
> sounds stupid I know, and I would never get that opportunityanyhow... But
> in the dream it was fun, and it was a man leading it but I couldnot for the
> life of me see his face his voice sounded familiar but I could notplace
> ... Later on.. I got up posted to earn some small cash.. blah blah
> frustrated with emails, my head hurt I wanted to go backto bed sodid, asked
> the famiy to wake me for lunch, as I was told we were havingchicken..
> instead it was some funky soup thing.. So I forced myself to eatthree bowls
> of it since I have not been feeling well, and I wondered if myheadache was
> from not eating enough... Then I thought it was caffiene withdrawlso had a
> coke.. headache still did not let up... So I wandered back to bed,and
> barked back and forth at my dogs, who would not stop barkinganyhow.....
> till I fell asleep....moved
> Next I know something kept waking me up it felt like the matressed
> like it does when someone sits in bed... Reminded me of an animaljumping
> in. I did not think much of it but felt warmth on my back, whichwas strange
> as the room has not heat... So I then drifted into sleep, then Ikept waking
> up to what feels like pawing on my leg, like nails... So I rubbedmy leg
> thinking it was circulation.... Then went to go back to sleep. Ifelt it
> again. I felt it three times.. and then shook my leg around..checked under
> the covers for a bug or something wondering what the heck couldpossibly be
> scratching me....and Felt
> Then I drifted back into sleep.. Then I felt it on my leg again..
> what felt like a dog chomping my toes... I sat up lifted the covers,weather is
> inspected my foot, and then laid down again and mubmbled stupid
> making my toe hurt so bad... and everything else that I am gettingstrange
> sensations....my leg..
> So again I laid down coverdd up got cozy felt the strange thing on
> Then I closed my eyes and used my clairvoyance to look. I saw myEnglish
> Shepard Molly who passed on last year sitting near my feet, pawingat me.. I
> then saw something strange... so I followed it up and it was thisStrange
> looking snake staring me in the face.. huge snake! ... I thought..WTF is
> this about? I almost lost vision as I was somewhat started, so Ilooked
> waiting for the message, then I noticed a crocodile head, lookingat me next
> to the snake.. Then I saw the elbow, and clothes of this man... Ifthe
> animals were not a bit weird, it was the strange man laying in bednext to
> me that was, which triggered me to leap backwards out of bedstumbling
> around, to get dressed and go downstairs....game.....
> So I watched ate started to watch the Bears Verses New Orleans
> And reinformed Mom that this is the Game the Voodoo Preists wereall doing
> their thing to win at...Orleans is
> And then I said well.. If the winning is based on Voodoo, New
> good but with all those railroad tracks in Chicago, they got more aChance
> do to Papa Ogun.... Then 20 seconds later, Some Player with theword Ogun in
> it made some move, and Dad looked at him and looked at me and askedPapa?
> ... I said no not him Dad... he then stood there surprisedscratching his
> head, as I was surprised the timing of the move... Then the girlscalled me
> into eat Taco salad I went in right after the Bears won... I saidSorry New
> Orleans people... I am glad to finally see one of my favorite teamsfinally
> make it to the Superbowl, don't worry you'll get there next year...Then I
> asked Spirit Next year? Really? They then gave me warm tinglies..and I
> shruged my shoulders at it...superbowl last
> Then I said to mom.. I love it I joked around saying that it was the
> Patirots, Bears, or Bears and Colts going to make it to the
> year sometime.. I wonder how many remember that joke.. It seems tobe odd at
> times that a little joke like that can manifest.. even no matterhow badly I
> would love to see the Bears up there, I did not know much of statsetc if
> they would make it or not... Althought I feel sad, in a way as Iknow many
> were hoping New Orleans would make it up there... after the lastcouple of
> hard years....kids
> Then we started to watch the colts game.. and patriots.. Then the
> started being little jerks... to me, whispering to me.. "You betterhope
> that the cat is not pregnant," blah blah just being crapheads causethey
> know my parents just had to pay more than they should have toplease a
> stupid state inspector..... and we could not figure out why after20 years
> he was suddenly picking on the issue of the cats.. Well the Snottythrees
> children I watch I think answered the question tonight... Sinceeverytime I
> seem to show the least bit of happiness, they end up wanting to cutme down,
> or ruin my life in same form or another, because I help my parentsout to
> follow stupid rules the care system has.....black
> I already told my best friend. I will not be afraid to resort to
> magick if my cats and kittens are taken from me, and my home is....I am not
> big on doing harm in anyway. But they already took away my friends,my dream
> of working on the railroad, and most anything else I held dear tomy heart,
> including building other homes right on my Sacred Places! ... If aso called
> family, can not act anymore like a non family, who are literallykilling me
> with stress, so much so that I get these huge boil break outs on mychest!
> ....thought why
> I was biting my tongue keeping from...
> lashing out or saying something back to snotty children...
> Anyhow.. Mom then turned on the Steve Irwin Tribute... I then
> does his voice sound familiar from something else...it.. and
> I watched further on... Everyone went to bed within 20 minutes into
> I sat there alone and watched it.. Then they showed him with a seasnake...
> dive into the water holding it, and I got the wickedest of chillsas then I
> realised who the hell the man was that woke me up... I know I havementioned
> for a month I had wanted to watch his tribute, and last couple ofshows...
> as all my life I been big into watching his shows, and Nationaldo as
> Geographics... His passion and enthusiasm I always admired...
> Then they aired a special message from him to his fans...
> About how he said any of his fans could do anything they wanted to
> long as they remained passionate and enthusiastic about doing so...I then
> lipped thanks Steve... Good message.. and then felt a gentle nudgein my
> side.. and the rocking chair started rocking... ,...was they
> I thought then well.. If this is not weird crap...
> I am used to having animals visit me all the time.. I wonder if it
> who brought the Spirit of the Croc hunter to visit me! ...over his
> Then afterwards... I just hit a low spot and started to cry.. not
> passing as I knew his legacy was right.. And I am proud he hadaccomplished
> something I been working my butt off to do...idiot..
> He Made a positive change in this world, even if he was at times an
> He was an awesome man, and fun... It just reminds me that I do nothave to
> be perfect all the time, but I keep working as well to make apositive
> change...life of
> But I told the spirits lately.. How am I expected to help lead a
> love, and lead people into a peaceful life, when I am surrounded bysuch
> crap, and negativity, and just so full of hateful and resentfulfeelings,
> which is not like me, and it is not natural, and it is making myphysically
> sick on and off to the point where I can not function, and I amsleeping
> 12-16.. hours..... I seem to make a positive difference in thecommunity,
> and on the internet for others.. But damn when am I going to beable to do
> so for myself? .....anymore. I am
> I been fighting so hard where I feel like there is no fight
> keeping up hope as best as I can, but I feel my walk is alone,althought the
> Spirits show me, that I am getting some very interesting surpisesupport....
> ..like my
> I am all for challenges, but not when its to the point where I feel
> head is going to explode, and I am struggling to move my left side,which is
> one reason I been working the living poo out of my body trying thatDance
> Dance revolution game... I don't want to be paraylsis... It'spainful to
> move but dang it I insiste I will keep moving! If I end up evensicker
> physically in this situation, with no way out... I want thelightning
> spirits to rush me home, as I do not want to live out the rest ofmy life
> sitting able to do nothing. I need to be actively doingsomething........But
> on the other hand. I am burned out from trying to make a change inmy own
> life... Hell, even trying to keep up with my normal emails I cannot do
> right now my gmail is 98% full....railroad
> I am fevering and sick from stress... and some of this maybe the
> empathy getting me however it works both ways.. sometimes thingsgoing on
> with me can manifest.. on the lines.... ..enjoy my
> Anyhow.. Other than the negative stuff. I thought you would all
> experience with Molly my Ghost dog, and interesting things... SteveIrwin
> etc.visit site
> - DNatureofDTrain
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> Oh my goodness! I see so many things in this; ur dog
I see changes in your life that are coming and may have
already began, but I don't see none of it as anything bad. For some
reason, I see it as being good. With any change that we go thru, we
abviously have different things that could upset us, but whatever it
is, you will make it and be happy. I only hope this helps!
- Thank you, as far as changes go things are moving in interesting ways.
... and I believe you are right its all good. And a couple of days later mom
said she knows a woman who rehabilitates birds.... I may get to do some
volunteer work with her..... which may explain why Steve Irwin Appeared in
vision by me, as his spirit, and many others know. My favorite shows always
have been National Geographic, Nature, Nova, then the Train ones... Tracks
Ahead, Trains and Locomotives ... All are very simple shows that show real
life things just happening... I have taken a big interesting in photography
too .... and amazed myself as some of my pictures with my cheapo camera... I
had found a way to earn some money through the internet via posting and
responding to discussions. .. So the changes are flowing in slowly, like
rising water, and are slowly starting to work out in my favor.
I'll tell you all more about it later. I am also in the process of
relocating 11 yahoogroups back to topica.com I can not stand the yahoo lag,
and someone hacked into two of my yahoogroups. So for the safety of my
members I am getting them all off, and relocated.
On 2/2/07, cu2fond <cu2fond@...> wrote:
> --- In ShamanicWays@yahoogroups.com, DNatureofDTrain
> <dnatureofdtrain@...> wrote:
> > Oh my goodness! I see so many things in this; ur dog
> Molly is there to reassure you that she is there to protect you.
> I see changes in your life that are coming and may have
> already began, but I don't see none of it as anything bad. For some
> reason, I see it as being good. With any change that we go thru, we
> abviously have different things that could upset us, but whatever it
> is, you will make it and be happy. I only hope this helps!
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