Re: Snow's Dreams
- Thanks Storm Rider
I'm dreaming alot these days - but alots going on in my life. The
thing is, these negative things are things from the outside - 1. a
partner who is pious and who hates that I'm reading, studying, or
practicing anything else than his chosen religion; (I do my best to
hide it, and am VERY discreet, but he digs through my stuff!) 2. an
eldering mother who lives across the sea who is negative to most of
what i do, even when i took a month free from work and waited on her
hand and foot in March, yes, I know the elderly need love and special
attention, but she's ALWAYS had a critical attitude towards my
"differentness." 3. My oldest daughter who hates that I am growing
into a different person than the Mommy she grew up with. I mistakenly
thought she could handle it. We've always had a very close relationship.
These are all things which tug on the heartstrings, but still, I am
what I am. I am not doing anything to hurt them, but trying to grow
and be free, what I'm meant to be.
So I think that's why I'd like to burn all of these things - burn
their influence over me, just be drastic and get rid of it! but at the
same time, they are all an integral part of me! That's my dilemma!
--- In ShamanicWays@yahoogroups.com, Dave McKeen <dmckeen@...> wrote:
> One must embrace all of themselves. Rather than discard or "burn"
> that which is negative in yourself and your life you must accept that
> it is a part of you that helps to make you who you are today. If
> the influences now seem negative then accept that you overcame them
> and don't punish yourself for those influences. You are human with
> all that that intales. It's called "Hunan Nature" for a reason. So
> rather than destroying the doll see it placed in a display box and
> labeled as a life lesson learned. Look upon it with fondness as
> something that will never be in your life again. Hope that helps.
> The truth as I see it,
> Is right but only for me
> At 03:47 AM 4/30/2006, you wrote:
> >First, I finally got the book by Sarengerel on Shamanism which I
> >ordered weeks ago, and am thrilled. Started reading last night.
> >And last night I had one of my dreams; we were staying at a hotel/camp
> >kind of place, many people together, and I and some others,
> >trying to find a "bad doll" which had a negative influence on this girl
> >who was me, i think, and she was holding on to it and hiding with it,
> >so we couldn't take it and throw it into the fire. She finally hid
> >under the stairs with it, but we took it and got rid of it.
- you bugger!...lmao
--- In ShamanicWays@yahoogroups.com, "wayne_dogfox" <brightforge@...>
> --- In ShamanicWays@yahoogroups.com, "Raka" <mlady_raka@> wrote:
> > I wasn't writing this from my perspective, I was simply inside
> > mind and picked up on how he would react.....(sorry if it was
> > love and rainbows
> > Raka
> aaahhh! the mists clear ;)