Re: My Fourth (and Last) Salvia Report
- the more we know the less we know,
many have met their missing partner in
some personal psychedellic teddy bear,
be a gentle seeker.
sometimes a teddy bear picnic is ok.
--- In SalviaD_Alliance@yahoogroups.com, "cidmorrison" <bardins@b...>
> --- In SalviaD_Alliance@yahoogroups.com, "Rick" <rv6338@y...> wrote:meds
> > Although I am not sure of your age/situation, I am sure with time
> > the depression will subside. Time heals everything.
> I am 22, and I have Bipolar Disorder, so unfortunately time will not
> heal the depression... Hopefully medications if I find the right
> combo, but that's pretty hard to find in my experience...as Ihaven't
> found it yet...
- Hi Juan,
Sorry for the late post... but your words spoke to me... and reminded
me of some older memories I have. I think I have told most everyone
of my one and only bad experience with MJ. Because of it I have
been afraid to go back. I do remember a point in the experience
WANTING to enjoy it... but the religous part of me kept telling me
that it was satanic. I think Cid... may be doing something like this.
I could be wrong.
I recently was looking over a book called soul retreival. It reminded
me so much of the experience and if I had gotton my hands on that
back it would of confirmed my theory that I lost a part of my soul
that day. And I might of been able to seek out a professional
aside from a psych. to bring me back to that place and take back
the part of me that I lost.
I bet their are alot of people on the list that experience or have
experienced panic attacks. When some/most of us do experience them
we feel like we see things differently clinically known as
dissasociation, "I believe" I equated the feeling to having your soul
misaligned or a part missing from your body.
I further hypothesize that there are people out there that have the
ability to go into a shamanic trance bring you with them and walk you
over to that lost part and bring in back into alignment. I read
a short bit of that in the soul retreival book. It was fascinating.
The one thing that God has gifted me with is the ability to
occasionally see snapshots or things in my mind in particular with
people I connect with... the majority are women. It also seems to
occur in me in regards to death.
Lately I have felt like I a missing out on an opportunity to grow
my soul and help people. My wife says I do a tremendous job as a good
dad... but that just doesnt seem to be enough for me. I want to help
Anyways... hope some of this rambling helps someone.
--- In SalviaD_Alliance@yahoogroups.com, "explorador54" <tranq@c...>
> I´m still thinking in this post, and I can´t avoid to give you my
>And, after you didn´t like it, try it again, and again.
> First of all, I guess you have had a great courage to try salvia.
> Perhaps some part of you do like it, but other part don´t. In thatcase, only you could solve that dilemma.
>small doses, you threw the leaf away and you kept the 5x with you.
> Second, I don´t understand why, if you noticed that you preferred
> It happened to me that I read a book that I didn´t like it, and thenI read it years later and I found them wonderful. Salvia only works
when you already needed it.
> My best whishes,