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The Day I died

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  • Devidasan Chathanadath
    Dear Moderators,   Christmas and New Year have just gone by leaving the world for us to continue to live in   .... .to surmound the difficulties we always
    Message 1 of 1 , Jan 1, 2011
      Dear Moderators,

      Christmas and New Year�have just gone by leaving the world for us�to continue to live in

      .... .to surmound the difficulties we always wanted to surmound
      ......to achieve what we always wanted to achieve,
      ..... to over come that pain we always wanted to overcome,
      ......to help those ones we always wanted to help,
      ..... to share the sorrows of those who we always wanted to share


      ..... to go�behind�that most sought after thing in this world.......Success.

      Kindly post this mail in our Forum if it is worthy.


      C Devidasan,
      Member ID 0975

      The day I died

      It's another morning..... .... Again I have to go to the office.

      Ohh!! this is me... I shouted, having a glance at my ‘photo’ in today's news paper.

      But what the HELL is it doing in the death column??


      One second...... .Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe pain in my chest, but I don't remember anything after that, I think I had a sound sleep.

      It's morning now, ohh....... It's already 10:00 AM, where is my coffee?

      I will be late for office and my boss will get a chance to irritate me.. Where is everyone...? ?? I screamed.

      "I think there is a crowd outside my room, let me check." I said to myself.

      So many people..... Not all of them crying...... But why are some of them crying....

      WHAT IS THIS??? I’m lying there on the floor... "I AM HERE" ....... I shouted!!! No one is listening.

      "LOOK I AM NOT DEAD" .... I screamed once again!! No one is interested in me.

      They all were looking at me on the bed.

      I went back to my bed room. "Am I dead??" I asked myself... Where is my wife, my children, my Mom, my Dad, my friends?

      I found them in the next room, all of them were crying...still trying to console each other.

      My wife was crying... she was really looking sad. My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just because his Mom was sad..

      How can I go without saying to my kid that I really love him, I really do care for him. ??

      How can I go without saying to my wife that she is really the most beautiful and most caring wife in this world..??

      How can I go without saying to my parents that I’m what I am ... just because of you??

      How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I would have done most of the wrong things in my life... thanks for being there always when I need them...and sorry for not being there when they really need me..

      I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears....

      Oh.... he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part, and we both have a strong enough ego to keep us disconnected.

      I went there..... And offered him my hand, "Dear friend.... I just want to say sorry for
      everything, we are still best friends, please forgive me."

      No response from other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his ego, I am saying sorry... even then!!!

      I really don't care for such people. But one second...... It seems he is not able to see
      me!!!! He did not see my extended hand.

      My goodness.... .. AM I REALLY DEAD???

      I just sat down near ME; I was also feeling like crying...


      I just want to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize how much I love them.....

      My wife entered the room, she looks beautiful.

      "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL" I shouted.

      She didn't hear my words, in fact she never heard these words because I never said this to her.

      "GOD!!!!" I screamed... a little more timeplzzzzz. ..

      I cried...

      One more chance please... to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to feel my dad proud of me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends for everything I have not given to them, and thanks for still being in my life....

      Then I looked up and cried!!

      I shouted..... ..


      "You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up. "Did you have a nightmare?"

      I was sleeping....Ohh that was just a dream....

      My wife was there... she can hear me... This is the happiest moment of my life...

      I hugged her and whispered... .


      I can't understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in her eyes, still I’m


      SO, now it's not late... Forget the egos, the Past... and express your love to others...... .

      Be friendly...

      Keep smiling..... . forever....It is another chance For you...
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