Re: Jungle pride, Dawning of Uncertanty
- Haveing been feeling extreamly tired for the entire day Faith
go to sleep eariler than she normally did once the group had stopped
the night to rest. Her sleep was very restless throughout the night
she suddenly awoke in surprisement late in the night to find an that
had an unfamilure warmth spreading across her body and that she was
out of breath and breathing heavily. In addition to the spreading
also noticed there was an unmistakble sweet smelling scent
eminateing from her into the air around her. Frantically looking
around the area in
confusion searching for answers about what was happening to her and
why she was feeling like this, although even at this point it was
obvious that the young mew was beginning to enter her very first
Sergio was getting the others moving on when he realised he had
forgot that Faith was sleeping. He stopped in his tracks and took a
few steps back until he spotted her waking from her rest.
"Faith we are leaving I'm sorry everyone seem to be a little
restless. And we do need to move on." He caught the scent of
something...something familar yet it was weak, just the hints of
what was settling into Faith.
He said nothing for the time being, he had been rejected by her once
already and expected the same now. He had his own reasons to not
pursue her as well for his feelings for her had faded with his
pairing with Heather. He however felt the sexual desires her scent
Faith looked up to him in a partly dazed state while she did her
best to make any kind of sense from what was happening to her, the
warmth beginning to spread completely across her entire body now and
settleing in while her new faint scent filled the air to her dismay
and confusion. Gently nodding her head after a long pause she
lightly picked herself up "Alright Sergio..." she replied slowly
walking over to where he and the rest of the group was. She did not
know what this was though she was already beginning to feel
extreamly awkward because of it.
As she got closer it sent old sensations through him. It had been
awhile since he had mated...willingly. He tried to fight back the
lust...thesame he felt when he first met her. It hadn't been love he
felt back then and it took meeting the plain looking Heather to make
him understand the differences between lust and love. She was
beautiful yet...it was Lauren he kept thinking of lately. Though
there was the question as to why she left. She didn't stay to see
why he disappeared...if he was hurt or even alive for that matter.
It hurt to think about her yet there was still deep feelings about
her alongside the hurt.
Pauseing when she noticed the way that he was looking at her she
blushed deeply and looked down at the ground completely embairsed by
whatever this was, holding her tail closely beside her in her paws
nervously she made a little arc and joined the rest of the group a
little away from where Sergio was. All of these strange feelings
were coming to her so quickly that she did not even know how to
respond to them, feeling as though she could not even remain still
at this point while she nervously paced holding her tail while the
warmth creeping over her slowly was growing to an intensity that was
starting to extreamly bother her.
Sergio tried to stop looking back at her. He tried to focus on the
mission at hand. He felt a little at ease when she had stepped away
a little from him. He no idea how to handle his urges. It was hard
to think of else when his mind was filled with his times with
Heather, his fanatsies of Lauren, and his old dreams of Faith
He tried to shove those down. There just was no hope for it
happening. He asked her once to accept him and he was turned away
gently by her. No, it just wasn't going to happen he told himself as
he began to think of what he would say when he found Lauren again.
He knew he wanted to ask why she left. He wanted to know how she
really felt about him. She had been there comforting him after he
lost his Heather...yet so had Faith.
Focusing on the ground below he she had managed to gain control of
her breathing though the warmth and her strange new scent were
already beginning to extreamly bother her not only because of how
uncomfortable they were makeing her feel she also was not sure why
Sergio had been looking at her like that and still was a little.
Sqeezeing her tail lightly with both of her paws while it rested
close at her side she tried her best to ignore it all though she was
finding the more that she tried that the more intense that it was
growing on her, tears forming in her eyes from the confusion that
she was feeling.
~She rejected you get it off your mind.~ He told himself as he
looked ahead. A couple stray thoughts lingered in his mind and he
tried to fight them away.
The memory of Heather first admitting to him how she felt played in
his mind. Faith's scent brought back memories of what Heather had
smelled like, the feel of her, her voice, her...he looked toward the
sky feeling the anger with Hawk blaze in his heart again.
His anger with the Light Goddess as well flared once more. And he
felt like this was another in a long strong of cosmic jokes created
to merely amuse the betaka.
And what he began to miss was Heather, and the feelings he shared
with her. All of that stolen from him. His life had become
vengenance. His heart longed for a mate again, one he could trust so
openly as he had with Heather. To have children, to feel love once
more. He was afraid his heart had gone too cold for any of it once
more. Not when he felt his greatest desire was to break Hawk, and
force him to feel the same excruciating stabs he was dealt. He
wanted to see the same despair on the brown mew's face before he
killed him. Yes...that was what he wanted...he had been fooling
himself before! It wasn't justice he burned for....it was revenge.
Walking along at a slow pace with the rest of the group a little
away from Sergio still since haveing him stare at her in the way
that he had been had been makeing her feel extreamly uncomforable
for several reasons, feeling cramped and enclosed she had no idea
why she was feeling like this untill a thought dawned on her and in
an instant she stopped dead in her tracks with a look of complete
fear on her face while she looked down at the ground to avoid
catching Sergio's gaze anymore than she had already. Trembleing
slightly she sqeezed onto her long tail a little harder than she had
been while she tried to wrestle with ideas about why her thought
were completely impossible and could never happen to her, atleast,
she hoped that was the case while she stood frozen and trembleing.
Though the way that Sergio had been stareing at her continualy
flashed in the back of her mind while she keened in on the weak
sweet smelling scent again that she had first noticed when she had
awoken from her restless sleep in this terrible condition. "Oh
no...." she thought to herself while she desperately tried to come
up with reasons why a thing like this could never happen to her
though was haveing troubles even coming up with anything which might
"Faith?" Sergio noticed she was falling behind. "Come on. Or...are
you feeling fine enough to travel?"
He knew why or most likely why she was falling behind. He made sure
he forced any desire from his facial expressions and tried to skim
it off his body language as well. He desired another more strongly
even though he was unsure of her feelings toward him. And that was
part of the paradox of love. For the pleasure it brought there was
pain waiting with it. A hell of uncertainty, a hell waiting for some
reply. He knew how Faith felt toward him so he tried his best to
ignore her scent. ~FOr how long?~ One of those stinging questioned
reared it's head in his mind.
Looking up faintly to only about his feet to be certian that she was
looking in his direction she nodded her head slowly "I'm.... I'm
alright..." she said finally after a deep pause and did her best to
walk a little faster than she had been while she thought about the
possibilities that this might hold and actually found herself
shuddering even at the thought unaware that her what had been light
hold on her tail was firm and tight by now. Trotting along holding
her legs slightly closer togther than she normally did while walking
since it appeared to help with the uncomfortableness a little,
unsure even of how long a thing like this would last for her and was
unsure about if she should try to get away from the group untill it
had passed for her. Already well aware of what being in heat would
do to the males in the group and if that was what this was than she
did not know what to do about it or even where to begin, haveing a
litter was definatly one of her larger fears in the world and being
in heat did not help her worries while tears began to run down her
pure white cheeks soaking the fur a little.
Sergio nodded slowly his head turning from her at last he tried to
just keep from taking in her scent. They had a mission, he had his
vendetta and it was time they began the journey that would bring
them closer to achieving those goals. So why was it that he kept
losing himself to a temptation? He was a male under all the pain he
wore, and he was drawn to her scent. Even if he knew he had no
chance with her the thoughts still floated in his mind.
Ace & Mew RP.
We got tired of waiting for Yahoo to fix its damn self.
- --- In Realm_light@yahoogroups.com, Ancalagon Ancalagon
>forever, especially with Justice~ he sent as he took on the appearance
> ~Then that is good~ sent Morgrin, ~But one can not rund and hide
of a purple mew with purple eyes, ~We will have allies though, the
other Aruseus doubtless should know more about what it going on. In
time everything will probably become clearer~
>~It could be that they know already,~ said Sylon, with more calm than
he was feeling. He kept any fears well-veiled. ~If they can be any
element, they can be psychic, and that generally means they can
probably sense these things, especially if she is of their kind, they
may have some connection to her.~