WOW, sounds like tough times, Tatyana...
Thanks for reaching out; that is a great first step. Glad to hear Gabrielle suggested connecting with her husband Thomas. I know you will find the support you need; "Ask and you shall receive." You WILL find the support and love you need to get to a second step & beyond.
Blessings to you in the midst of trial and pain. May this be another small voice saying: YES! There is light & hope ahead... Trust in tomorrow, Tatyana.
> I'm not even sure of what I wrote here, or if it makes any sense. Forgive me, my head is spinning. I have had dark times in my life, but I have never felt so lost and alone. I would appreciate a voice in the darkness right now.