Monday February 12th
>I find that as I get older I get more social. I know I'll end up inReally, the best way to handle this eventuality, is to start and fund
>a nursing home on television clapping my hands and smiling like a
>goofball while some old geezer is playing a fiddle or something,
>while the voiceover is saying 'Residents of the Happy Farm old age
>home finally have their fiddle player back...". Yeah, solitude
>sounds real good right about now. This is the real challenge:
>bringing us together while keeping us away from the goddammed
an initiative to build special, NonDual nursing homes. There is a big
difference between being an inmate in such a place, or actually
owning (or at least being part of a financial trust which owns) it.
Think of it. We could find a place in the warm, like outside of
Tucson, and rebuild it to resemble some sacred place, like where the
Famous Dead Guys once habituated in India or elsewhere. Throw in a
few stupas, a few impressive temples, and it would be a great
money-making tourist attraction!
We could all be sitting around in loincloths (actually disguised
'Depends'), being waited upon, leaning up against the sun-bleached
adobe walls, surrounded by young seekers (who would of course pay an
admission fee to enter 'NonDuaLand'). An entire community of 'Retired
Masters, who by now are completely comfortable, sitting around while
constantly spouting what sounds like nonsense.
Is there really a difference between denying you are an individual,
and being unaware that you are one? Unshaven, unkempt, constantly
breaking into weird laughter... it certainly fits the stereotype,
does it not?
Throw in a few Oriental-Style Retired Masters, or give them their own
style of retirement environment, complete with Dojos and Tea Houses;
they can chase the visitors with sticks, threatening to enlighten
them. Sake would of course flow like water.
Then there is the Kerouac Village, consisting of run-down cheap
boarding houses and late-night coffee houses. The poetry readings
would be... entertaining! The nearby distilleries and
Ganga-plantations would of course, fuel the fun.
The ability to see auras, to predict the future, to display special
powers (or at least claim to have such), to example high spiritual
disregard for 'the body'... all of these are okay in "Masters".
Otherwise, it is diagnosis... Alzheimers!
I think you can get the idea. A little planning, a little funding,
and we could all be set up not only for retirement, but the
opportunity to make Big Buck$ while coaching our young seekers while
we are at it!
What really, is the difference between an 'OM', and the droning snore
of one who is lost in 'meditation'?
I can see it now...
Last night this dream came:
I was in a wooded area with some small buildings about. Native
American people were gathering for a new kind of dance. It was a dance
of atonement and reconcilliation.
The dancers all held thier arms out to the side. This symbolized a
willingness to be open. The steps were a simple step, step, half step,
step, half step, step. On the half step some of the dancers would make
a quarter turn either forward or backward. On the half step someone
would speak in a formalized tone of something he or she had done in
They would speak of the things that they had done. There was no crying
about it. It was simply expressed. "I hurt my wife. I was a
radical communist 20 years ago. I started having kids at age nine."
They relased many things.
They spoke out thier lives openly and honestly. There were some tears
shed from the releasing of the pain. But there was no crying of self
This was a new thing for the people. They were willing to be totally
honest about the stories of thier lifes. There was no blame and no
shame. And absolutely no judgement.
It was beautiful.
We are not separate from the play of the universe. We are the play of
the universe. At times the play is rough, damned rough. At other times
it so gentle.
Wisdom, compassion and understanding do not come when we hide away in
some cave or on a mountain top. They come through experiencing the
pains and joys that life offers.
It has been said that all is an illusion. While this is true, it is
not a bad thing. Though it is an illusion it is juicy and delicious.
HAHAHAH and HOHOHO!
Peace - at play in the fields of infinity - Michael
Say, are you bored? Do you wonder what's going to happen.
Are you perchance expecting the end of the world as we know it?
Well, friends, you may not be alone. Down through history
the end of the world has been predicted many times over.
Check this out
heeheehee - Michael
Jim Dreaver will be at the Kripalu Center
The theme of the workshop is contained in the article below.
THE WAY OF HARMONY
Exploring the Yoga of Freedom and Power
by Jim Dreaver
"This is what brings freedom--the awakening to your true nature as
consciousness, as the timeless awareness behind all phenomena.'
--THE WAY OF HARMONY
For the past twenty-five years, I have been fascinated by what it takes
get grounded in the source of inner freedom and power, so that no matter
is happening in our lives or in the marketplace, it doesn't shake our
fundamental clarity and inner peace.
Stress, conflict, and an underlying sense of powerlessness are endemic
society. We worry about money, deadlines, unresolved tensions at work
home, job security, our health, family issues, relationship problems,
whether or not we are doing what we really want to do in life.
Even when we feel full of confidence and self-assurance we are often
that way because we are winning at the outer game of life and work. In
words, we feel good because things are going well for us. Unless we have
developed mastery at what I call the 'inner game' then should we
a reversal of circumstances, should things take a turn for the worse--as
frequently do, given that change is the fundamental nature of life--our
confidence inevitably falters, and turns into self-doubt and anxiety.
However, it doesn't have to be this way. It is possible to play
in life and at work without the stress and conflict that most people
with on a daily basis. Learning to do this involves understanding and
embodying three essential keys for accessing the source of freedom and
within: presence, insight, and vision.
Heightened mind/body awareness is the key to presence, and yoga is a
vehicle for developing this. As you breathe deeply and consciously,
release tension in your muscles, and bring your focus out of your head,
your body, into an awareness of your immediate environment, you find
naturally more alert and at ease in the present moment. Presence itself
the source of your physical energy, power, and charisma. It is the key
seeing the facts of any situation with clarity, to making the best
and to taking the right action.
An alert, relaxed sense of presence brings you into harmony with the
rhythms and changes, the inevitable ups and downs of life, so that you
not struggling against reality, the way things are. You are more
centered, in the flow. You instinctively know when to stand firm, and
yield; when to move forward, and when to pull back; when to speak, and
to listen; when to hold on, and when to let go. At the same time, you
easier to focus on your goals because your creative energy is no longer
inhibited by the fear of loss or failure that inevitably looms when you
about the future.
Another major benefit of being truly present is that it greatly improves
flow of communication between yourself and others. It is easier to
truth, because you are no longer in your head, caught up in trying to
or justify your ego, in the need to be 'right'--which is the mark of an
insecure ego. You are more genuinely interested in listening to others.
want to know what they think and how they feel. This kind of openness
honesty establishes trust. Trust, in turn, is the key to resolving
and building a strong sense of teamwork, of partnership, both at work
Self-knowing is critical to mastery, and it begins with insight into
strengths and liabilities. Ultimately, though, it is knowing who you are
beyond all your beliefs and ideas about who you are, beyond the 'story'
have created about who you are.
In my book, The Way of Harmony, I call the shift that facilitates true
self-knowing the core insight, an idea which has its roots in many
traditions, including yoga. It is seeing that you are not your story,
personal history. The world between your ears that you 'think' is who
are, and that gets expressed in the mind and body as conflict, stress,
tension, is not who you really are. The more you learn to be present,
your awareness, and see the inner drama for the self-generated illusion
is, the more it drops away. Meaning and fulfillment no longer depend on
you think, have, or even do, but stem from the aliveness, the joy, the
fullness of being that vibrates in your very cells in each and every
Freed of the psychological and emotional component--the incessant
with 'me, myself, and I'--thinking becomes available as the powerful
creative tool that it is. You use thinking, in other words, but you are
longer at the effect of your thoughts. This inner clarity gives you
a constant stream of wisdom, intuition, and guidance, and what you are
to do--your unique mission, purpose, and destiny in life--becomes very,
Changes, of the kind which throw most people into crisis, cease having
power to upset you, other than momentarily. If upset does occur, you
get really present, and remind yourself that you are not your story, but
your true nature is consciousness, timeless awareness, breathing through
body, mind, and heart. This allows you to recover your equanimity
The authenticity, spontaneity, and sheer goodwill you then bring to each
moment inspires the highest and best in others.
Just through mastering the first two keys, you begin to influence the
game in a whole new way. Synchronicity and serendipity become much more
common occurrences in your life. You don't have to 'try' to make things
happen so much anymore. You just set your intention for the future, stay
present and focused on the task before you, and creative things happen.
The key here is vision, being very clear about what you want for your
Vision includes intention. In life, you get what you intend. So, if you
to access the source of inner freedom and power, that must be your
intention--your 'inner' intention. But then you must also get very clear
about your outer intention, what you want to create, or make happen, in
world. You must visualize clearly where you want to be in your life. The
clearer and more inspired your vision, the easier it is to figure out
get from where you are to where you want to be.
Strategic planning and goal-setting are important tools, but when the
and outer intention are clear and congruent, things tend to happen by
themselves. The people you need to meet who can support you in attaining
objectives show up, the right doors open, connections are made,
appear. Without even having to 'try' to, you begin to manifest truly
conscious, harmonious, and productive relationships, both in your
life and at work--all as a result of presence, insight, and clear
Gratitude for life's abundance and blessings then becomes your daily
and service to others the single most important reason for doing what
Â© Jim Dreaver, 2001
Jim Dreaver, DC has been guiding others in the fields of mind/body
integration, stress-management, and personal mastery for twenty years.
the author of several books, most recently The Way of Harmony: Walking
Inner Path to Balance, Happiness, and Success (Avon),which has been
for its clarity, elegance, and practical wisdom. Contact him for
about individual and group work.
The dates for the seminar at Kripalu are March 8-11,2001
> Spiritual apathy ...~ Apathy comes from being caught between two fears:
> I think it's root is fear. Of what?
One, that you will never reach the self-realization you long for.
The other, that you will.
The fear that your conditioned identity is dissolving
in the truth of you is very strong. It seems as if
there is an entity called *I* which fights for its life.
In actuality though, it is just the tendency of forms
to maintain themselves and to resist change...
including the form made up of ideas and memories
Looking into the fear directly... more closely...
leads to seeing through to what is beyond all fear.