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BREAKING NEWS: Ex-gay leader experiences 'moral fall'

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    NEWS BREAKING NEWS: Ex-gay leader experiences ‘moral fall’ Johnston allegedly had sex with men without disclosing he has HIV By LAURA DOUGLAS-BROWN
    Message 1 of 1 , Aug 7, 2003


      BREAKING NEWS: Ex-gay leader experiences ‘moral fall’
      Johnston allegedly had sex with men without disclosing he has HIV


      Five years after starring in a national advertising campaign claiming gays can change their sexual orientation, Michael Johnston experienced a “moral fall” and left behind his ministries, two conservative Christian groups that worked with Johnston confirmed this week.

      “I received a call from [Johnston] asking forgiveness as a Christian brother and asking for our prayers, indicating that he was working with his pastor and his church to try to find some restoration in his relationship with God,” said Buddy Smith, American Family Association administrator.

      The Mississippi-based AFA partnered with Johnston to promote ex-gay programs, including Johnston’s National Coming Out of Homosexuality Day.
      The annual event is unlikely to continue following Johnston’s “moral fall,” but Smith said the AFA won’t abandon its claims that gays can change.

      “I don’t think the message is changed at all, though of course the messenger is certainly harmed,” Smith said. “I don’t foresee he would ever be back in a place of public ministry, especially in an outreach to homosexuals like the ministry he had.”

      Johnston founded Kerusso Ministries, based in Newport News, Va. The ministry’s published phone number is now disconnected and the Web site is no longer operational.

      “He obviously had a moral failing, that’s true,” said Peter LaBarbera, president of Americans for Truth, which had been affiliated with Kerusso before a “professional parting of ways” prior to Johnston’s fall.

      “Many people are still behind him, and we think he did the responsible thing by closing the ministry down,” LaBarbera added.

      In 1998, a coalition of conservative religious groups — including Kerusso, Americans for Truth and AFA — launched a high-profile national print and television ad campaign preaching that gays can change.

      Johnston appeared with his mother, Frances Johnston, in a controversial print ad under the headline “From innocence to AIDS.” A similar television commercial also appeared in 1998, dubbed “Mom.”

      “My son Michael found out the truth — he could walk away from homosexuality. But he found out too late — he has AIDS,” Frances Johnston says in the television commercial.

      In the ad, Michael Johnston praises his mother for telling him “the truth that set me free.”

      “A decade ago, I walked away from homosexuality through the power of Jesus Christ,” he claims.


      Second ex-gay star to fall off wagon?
      Johnston now apparently becomes the second star of the campaign known to have failed in maintaining his "ex-gay" status, and the scandal surrounding both ex-gay leaders was uncovered by the same enterprising gay activist.

      John Paulk, who appeared in the 1998 ex-gay ads and on the cover of Newsweek with his “ex-lesbian” wife Anne Paulk, was spotted in a popular gay bar in Washington, D.C., in September 2000.

      Wayne Besen, a former communications staffer with the Human Rights Campaign, photographed Paulk in the bar, Mr. P's.

      Johnston’s “fall” should be a final blow to discredit ex-gay ministries, said Besen, author of “Anything But Straight,” a book aimed at debunking ex-gay ministries due for release in October by Harrington Park Press.

      “This was their knockout punch, and now it is the punch line,” he said.

      Besen contacted this newspaper after interviewing two men who Besen said claimed to have had sex with Johnston in the last year after meeting him online.

      “There has got to be a point where you can no longer say this is the exception,” Besen said. “If you have exception after exception, you have to at some point say it is the rule.”


      Unsafe sex allegations
      In his speeches as an ex-gay, Johnston acknowledged having sex with men without disclosing his HIV status.

      “I continued to live as a homosexual for two years after I knew I was HIV-positive,” Johnston said in a 1998 speech to a California church, reported in POZ magazine. “And I am ashamed to say that in those two years not once did I ever tell any of my partners that I was carrying this deadly disease.”

      Johnston allegedly continued that behavior during his recent “moral fall,” according to a Virginia man who says he had an ongoing sexual relationship with Johnston that included Johnston using drugs and having multiple male sex partners.

      “What we did was unsafe,” said the man, who spoke only on condition of anonymity over fears that he would lose his job because of his sexual orientation or HIV status.

      “I brought it up all the time, but [Johnston] didn’t seem to think it mattered," the man said. "He would have these parties, get a hotel room, get online and invite tons of people — he just wouldn’t care.”

      The man said he met Johnston, who he said called himself Sean, in a gay Internet chat room. They began meeting in the late fall of 2001, and their sexual relationship lasted about six months.

      “It wasn’t all the time — he would just appear from time to time,” the man said. “But we were friends for a year and a half.”

      “SeanSean” only revealed his HIV status at the end of the men’s friendship, claiming he had just found out, the man said. He learned Sean’s true identity from a friend who also dated him.

      The friend apparently learned that Sean’s real name was Michael Johnston from his driver’s license. An Internet search revealed Johnston’s work with ex-gay ministries.

      “I was shocked, and I felt betrayed,” the man said. After seeing photos from the ex-gay Web sites and television ad, “I have absolutely no doubt Sean is Michael Johnston,” he said.

      After discussing the issue with friends, the man contacted Michael Hamar, a Virginia attorney.

      Virginia law makes it a felony to knowingly expose someone to HIV, but Hamar said his client hasn’t pursued either a civil lawsuit or a criminal complaint against Johnston.

      “At this point, he is sort of overwhelmed by it all,” Hamar said. “But he felt at minimum he needed to get the word out, so that if nothing else, others who may have been exposed would go get tested.”

      Hamar learned of Besen’s book on the Internet and contacted him. Besen then traveled to Virginia where he said he interviewed Hamar’s client and his friend who also said he had unprotected sex with Johnston.

      One of the men told him Johnston had said he was entering Pure Life Ministries, Besen said. The facility in rural Kentucky requires a minimum stay of six months and “helps Christian men achieve lasting freedom from sexual sin,” according to its Web site.

      When Besen called Pure Life and asked for Johnston, he said the person who answered the phone confirmed that Johnston was there by saying he could not come to the phone, but offered to take a message.

      Two Pure Life staff members contacted for this article declined to confirm the presence of any individual “student.”

      Johnston did not respond to a message left there.


      Pattern of falls
      While ex-gay ministries continue to claim that gays can change their sexual orientation through prayer or therapy, Johnston is the latest in a series of fallen “ex-gay” leaders.

      When Paulk was seen in the gay bar, he initially claimed he only entered Mr. P’s to use the restroom. But Paulk later said he was seeking the “easy camaraderie” of his former stomping grounds because of the “great deal” of stress in his life.

      After Paulk’s gay bar visit three years ago, Exodus International, a leading ex-gay organization where Paulk served as board chair, placed him on probation and removed his voting rights. Six months later, Exodus restored Paulk to the board, although not as chair.

      At the time of his fall, Paulk also served as manager of the Homosexuality & Gender Department at Focus on the Family, a Colorado-based group that opposes gay rights.

      Focus founder James Dobson stood by Paulk, who stepped down from his job with the group in April 2003 to move to the Pacific Northwest “to be closer to extended family,” according to a press release from the group.

      Paulk wasn’t the ex-gay movement’s first brush with scandal. Gary Cooper and Michael Bussee organized the 1976 conference of ex-gays out of which Exodus International was formed. But Cooper and Bussee later fell in love with each other and left their wives to live together as a couple, becoming frequent talk show guests in the 1990s.

      And Wade Richards, an “ex-gay” featured in a 2000 press conference by anti-gay groups, came out as gay again in an interview with the Advocate several months later.

      The series of scandals proves that ex-gay ministries and groups that support them are “dishonest,” Besen said.

      “They told America, ‘You can change. Why? Because Michael Johnston did,’” he said. “But when he fails, and in spectacular fashion, they sweep it under the rug. They owe America an apology.”

      LaBarbera, however, said using Johnston’s behavior to discredit all ex-gay programs “makes about as much sense as saying Alcoholics Anonymous should close down because one person started drinking again.”

      But Besen noted that other ex-gays, including Cooper and Bussee, later denounced the programs.

      “The argument that this is someone who fell off the wagon is discredited when you realize the people who built the wagon say it doesn’t work,” he said.


      Conservative ties
      In 1973, the American Psychological Association removed homosexuality from its official list of mental disorders.

      In the three decades since, many major medical organizations have spoken out against “reparative” or “conversion” therapy aimed at changing an individual’s sexual orientation, including the American Psychological Association, the American Psychiatric Association and the American Medical Association.

      But “ex-gay” programs like Exodus continue, propped up in recent years by support from conservative religious groups including the AFA, the Family Research Council, Coral Ridge Ministries and Concerned Women for America.

      “By elevating the ex-gay movement, the Christian Right has shifted its message to a model of preaching personal salvation for homosexuals,” researcher Surina Kahn wrote in “Calculated Compassion,” a 1998 report on ex-gay ministries.

      “But behind this mask of compassion, the anti-gay and authoritarian agenda of the right remains unchanged,” Kahn concluded in the study, released by Political Research Associates, the National Gay & Lesbian Task Force Policy Institute and Equal Partners in Faith.

      Johnston’s Kerusso Ministries had ties to many of nation’s highest-profile religious right groups, joining with the AFA, Family Research Council and Rev. Jerry Falwell’s Falwell Ministries to host National Coming Out of Homosexuality Day events.

      An Oct. 11, 1999, press conference sponsored by the groups in San Francisco drew national headlines after two gay counter-protesters threw blueberry pies at Johnston, a featured speaker.

      Johnston was back in the spotlight with Falwell just two weeks later, speaking at a press conference and a morning worship service when members of Falwell’s Thomas Road Baptist Church held a historic meeting with Soulforce, a group dedicated to ending spiritual violence against gays.

      In 2000, LaBarbera, an outspoken gay rights opponent, merged his Americans for Truth About Homosexuality into Johnston’s Kerusso Ministries, creating a new outreach of Kerusso called the Americans for Truth Project.

      LaBarbera worked part-time for the project at Kerusso, but said the relationship “didn’t work out” after LaBarbera took his present job as senior policy analyst at the Washington-based Culture & Family Institute, an affiliate of Concerned Women for America.

      “Michael remains a close personal friend of mine, even though I haven’t talked with him since he closed down the ministry,” LaBarbera said. “Obviously, we are very saddened by it.”






      My sexual orientation is not a sickness to be healed or a sin to be forgiven. My sexual orientation is a gift from my Creator to be accepted, celebrated, and lived with integrity.

      "The Bible has 7 admonitions that allude to sexual behaviour and intimate relations between persons of the same gender, however the Bible also has more than 300 admonitions that specifically refer to sexual behaviour and intimate relations between members of opposite genders. Does this mean that God hates heterosexuals?

      NO ... certainly not! It just means that heterosexuals need far more supervision."

      " Coming Out is spiritually cleansing.  Harvey Milk of San Francisco was the first openly gay elected official in the United States in 1978.  Harvey repeatedly said: “Come out, and when you do, you will feel so much better.”  Before he was assassinated in 1979, Harvey predicted that he would be murdered, but he said that he would gladly take a bullet if it would blast open all of the closet doors that trap and imprison gay people.  You will feel better about yourself and you will see yourself and the whole world as a more beautiful place when you come out.

      Coming Out is liberation from a host of unclean spirits.  Homosexuality is not demonic, but homophobia is.  Coming Out is an exorcism of the destructive forces that deceive you into believing evil things and rejecting yourself and your own reality.

      Coming Out is an act of God in your life, whatever your view of God might be.  God is always seen in Christian perspective as Truth.  Remember that Jesus said: “You shall know the truth, and the truth will set you free;” and added: “I am the truth.”

      “Homosexuality is actually a privileged spiritual path and natural mode of human expression that our Souls have chosen in order to help us discover the true power and magnificence of our Authentic Selves“.



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