Re: meeting for HI's
- I was really dissapointed!!!!Diana
--- In EckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, "prometheus_973" <prometheus_973@...> wrote:
> Hello Diana,
> Before I went to my first H.I.
> Meeting I read the H.I. Only
> Books available at the time.
> Actually, I had already read
> one when I was a 4th. The
> books were a disappointment.
> More about EK business than
> most anything else. Plus,
> some of the flasher "inner"
> things 99% of H.I.s never
> experience, unless, they
> become very delusional
> and lose their balance and
> perspective while becoming
> insufferable to be around.
> Yes, the H.I. Meetings were
> merely pep talks much like
> the 2nd and above Chela
> Meetings. The real difference
> between an H.I. and a Chela
> was years more experience
> in leadership positions and
> learning how the org worked.
> "Diana Stanley" wrote:
> I remember my first higher initiates
> meeting. I thought we would get
> secret information that the lower
> initiates were'nt able to understand
> boy what an ego trip!!!!! All that
> happened was that Darwin rambled
> on for half an hour. when we left
> the meeting all I could think was
> maybe I was'nt ready for higher
> knowledge. I'm sure others felt
> the same way and all the lower
> intiates felt they had only to wait
> for thier 5th and they would finally
> get the secrets we Hi's had.
> The only secret we had was that
> there wern't any secrets!!!!
> Diana stanley