Re: Are Eckists Really Happy?
- Hello, Liz!
I do enjoy your sense of humor--and glad you enjoy the cartoons with
your little one! It's been a long time since I've watched any,
unless you can count South Park in that category! : ) I can't
imagine the abuse you suffered at your mother's hands--very cruel
and frightening experiences for you. I can understand that she has
been an obviously very sick person for a long time. Thankfully, you
survived all of this and are a very strong individual as a result of
being that survivor! I have also read your response to Truthdecider.
It seems that you recognized your intuitive sense and allowed it to
be your guide--an important survivor tool!
--- In EckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, ewickings@a...
> In a message dated 9/4/2005 12:11:22 P.M. Eastern Standard Time,enough!
> mishmisha9@y... writes:
> > I was in a discussion group one time when a guy
> said he knew that he had been a murderer and rapist in one of his
> past lifes and he knew that was why he was having some very hard
> times in this one.
> **** Sucks to be him!
> > Well, since I was sitting next to him, when he
> announced this revelation, I couldn't get away from him fast
> **** LOL and so the drama continues with all these peopleclaiming to
> have had the most difficult or sick past lives. Seems moreinteresting don't
> you think, than saying gee I was just some poor goat herder with16 kids to
> feed. Makes him look silly actually, cuz why on Earth would themahanta of the
> universe pick him to be an eckie when he has done such terriblethings to
> others in a past life? How did he earn the right to be a chosenone?
> >LOL! But actually how can you develop a good self image if you
> carrying around all this "past" guilt of things you believe youdid
> in another lifetime? How important is it to allow this sortthis guy
> of "punishment?"
> **** It makes for an interesting story to someone? Or how about
> has carried over some of his illness to this life?experiences in
> >Truthdecider, you have shared your terrible childhood
> your posts. Do you feel that you had created this sort of karmafrom
> a past life?but thought
> **** I understand this question was directed at Truthdecider,
> I'd throw in my two cents worth. I came from an abusive familyas well.
> Actually just my mother.... Before becoming an eckist (and itcontinued on in
> various forms until 2 years ago when I left eckankrap!) wasphysically abused
> to the point of nearly being smothered to death too many times torecall, etc.
> After becoming an eckist, my mother used the past life thing asher crutch
> and excuse. We were supposed to *understand* better why she washaving such
> trouble living life this time around. I was the oldest of four.Was the
> second and only parent that cared for the younger kids. Whilemom was out
> getting wasted, and claiming it was working off karma, Smoking,and her fake
> attempts at suicide was an attempt at controlling a life she hadno control over.
> But hey she got our attention plenty of times.was F*****
> Did I ever buy into the past life excuse? Hell no! I knew she
> in the head way before eckankrap gave her a way out of herabusive behavior.
> To this day she acts and feels she is superior over all that arenot
> special and chosen by the mythical mahanta. She is smug andbetter than even her
> own children and grandchildren. We are low life kal vehicles andshe has to
> protect and never question the mahanta. I hope her 4th husbandhas a
> million dollar life policy on her, and is just pretending to be acult puppy!
> >I don't really look at HuChat much and I am not Frank! : )
> **** LOL well I have my ideas, but didn't think it was you Mish
> > I did take a glimpse the other day, it seems that one attitude
> is going very well for eckists is that "wow, I am so getting itas
> a 'co-worker'and this is my 'reward.'" It is a seemingly arrogantare
> and smug attitude--I especially, felt this when I read about one
> person cruising along on a pretty, sunny day with a full tank of
> gasoline and not a care--to be so blessed when obviously so many
> going through personal hells in those hurricane devastated areas.public system
> **** And unfortunately this women is a school teacher in the
> in MN!!!!! Let's hope her attitude or cult brainwashed smug nessdoesn't
> effect her students! When you hear of eckies going through thesame normal life
> like loosing a son to cancer, or one of their *friends* in eck isnow living
> on the street because harji failed him..... hey where is thereal
> compassion anyway? It's all just cheap talk, and eck luvvvvvvbut no real
> compassion!the day.
> Anyway, too much eckankrap for one day..... off to try to enjoy
> Holiday over, and back to watching cartoons with the wee one