4523Re: "Paul Twitchell played jokes on us."
- Mar 1, 2009Mishmisha,
Thanks for your understanding. I will remember that "mishmisha" is
apricot in Arabic.
I'd rather forget about my goofup, but I think mishmash was
describing my state of mind and emotions yesterday as I was healing
all of this Eckankar-induced trauma.
Also, as soon as I realized my mistake on that post I was saying to
myself "How could I have been so stupid! "How could I have been so
stupid!" which was exactly how I felt when I found out about the lies
in Eckankar. So that mistake on your name was really another healing
for me. It shows how spirit continues to work with me even after
--- In EckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, "mishmisha9"
> Jonathan--no problem about the name mix up. Kind of funny
> really, but in Arabic Mishmisha means apricot! Maybe that will
> help you keep it sorted out! : )
> I can well imagine the emotions you are going through right now.
> I know I felt pretty stupid about my involvement in the cult. Can't
> believe I fell for it either. However, it has broadened my
> about religions in general and a lot of other things. I hang aroundEckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, "jonathanjohns96"
> here because I do value Truth, and sharing the "eck" experience in
> an open and honest way . . . just might help some others to think
> about theirs as well.
> --- In
> <jonathanjohns96@> wrote:name "mishmisha9."
> > Mish,
> > I just noticed that I thoroughly messed up your
> > Sorry about that. I must have seen the name "mishmash" on anotherI've
> > message board and it got stuck in my brain. If you knew how much
> > been through today you would know how well my brain and emotionsare
> > fried. I really found it very difficult to even make this post,but I
> > wanted to respond to your's and Etznab's posts before too muchtime
> > went by.of your
> > I'm going to make a big sign and put it on my wall to remind me
> > name because that always seems to be the only way I canstraighten
> > something like this out.
> > Jonathan
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