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4523Re: "Paul Twitchell played jokes on us."

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  • jonathanjohns96
    Mar 1, 2009

      Thanks for your understanding. I will remember that "mishmisha" is
      apricot in Arabic.

      I'd rather forget about my goofup, but I think mishmash was
      describing my state of mind and emotions yesterday as I was healing
      all of this Eckankar-induced trauma.

      Also, as soon as I realized my mistake on that post I was saying to
      myself "How could I have been so stupid! "How could I have been so
      stupid!" which was exactly how I felt when I found out about the lies
      in Eckankar. So that mistake on your name was really another healing
      for me. It shows how spirit continues to work with me even after
      leaving Eckankar.


      --- In EckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, "mishmisha9"
      <mishmisha9@...> wrote:
      > Jonathan--no problem about the name mix up. Kind of funny
      > really, but in Arabic Mishmisha means apricot! Maybe that will
      > help you keep it sorted out! : )
      > I can well imagine the emotions you are going through right now.
      > I know I felt pretty stupid about my involvement in the cult. Can't
      > believe I fell for it either. However, it has broadened my
      > about religions in general and a lot of other things. I hang around
      > here because I do value Truth, and sharing the "eck" experience in
      > an open and honest way . . . just might help some others to think
      > about theirs as well.
      > Mish
      > --- In
      EckankarSurvivorsAnonymous@yahoogroups.com, "jonathanjohns96"
      > <jonathanjohns96@> wrote:
      > >
      > > Mish,
      > >
      > > I just noticed that I thoroughly messed up your
      name "mishmisha9."
      > > Sorry about that. I must have seen the name "mishmash" on another
      > > message board and it got stuck in my brain. If you knew how much
      > > been through today you would know how well my brain and emotions
      > > fried. I really found it very difficult to even make this post,
      but I
      > > wanted to respond to your's and Etznab's posts before too much
      > > went by.
      > >
      > > I'm going to make a big sign and put it on my wall to remind me
      of your
      > > name because that always seems to be the only way I can
      > > something like this out.
      > >
      > > Jonathan
      > >
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