Re: what's going on?????
- Hi Dani, I can remember calling up a 28 day inpatient rehab...I gave my
insurance info over the telephone and I was approved to be admitted.
However, my plan was that I would either get admitted or I was going to kill
myself. At the time, I had 3 children, who meant the world to me, but I felt
so hopeless and felt that they did not need me.
Well, I did go into the rehab and when I got out, I stayed clean around 7
months. Once I relapsed, I went on MMT.
As far as your hubby....I hesitate asking this, because I do realize that
there is a big difference in the manner which we got our money when we were
doesn't he use more than $77/week, when using ?
Take care, Stephanie
In a message dated 9/28/02 9:27:13 AM, dani111lpn@... writes:
<< Hi guys,
Just thought I'd put in my two cents also...
Hey, it got so bad for me before MMT that I got out sleeping pills
(Ambien so I could sleep during the joneses) and lay them out on the
counter and counted how many I had to see if I might possibly have
enough to end it all. I had two little boys and I couldn't take care
of them at all. If it hadn't been for my Mom and my husband......I'm
sure I would've lost them. I couldn't even get out of bed most days,
and if I did, I just sat and cried. It was horrible. I did end up
going inpatient and detoxing, stayed clean for 14 days, then went
right back to it all. That was in May, and Oct. 1st 1997, I started
MMT and haven't missed one day yet (knock on wood ;-) I will
probably be on it for life. It literally saved my life and improved
my life and my children's lives 1,000 percent! We are back to just
being a 'normal' family again, whatever that is.
If I could just get my hubby to get on it we'd have it made. He
still is in active addiction, which, so far, hasn't tempted me. I
wouldn't jeopardize my treatment for NOTHING. There's NO WAY I'd go
back to that kind of life. I just wish he'd wake up and do it once
and for all. If it weren't for the $77/week, he would most likely
Oh well, I've went on long enough. Hope you all have a great weekend
and week coming up.