2188Re: [METHADONIA ] Re: Clinic Harrassment
- Dec 10, 2009Hi Terry and Rokki,
It's so nice to have support from people who know what I'm going through. Thanks.
I've decided to take control of my treatment/life by managing my detox from the clinic as much as I can and keeping a positive attitude. Tommorrow is clinic payday and I plan on not paying which will place me on administrative detox. (they'll start it tommorrow despite the fact that we pay a week in advance which means I've already paid for tommorrow. More BS from them). They'll reduce my dose by 20mg a day so by Monday I will have cut my dose by almost 1/3! I'll be at 140mg (from 200mg) and will reassess with my counselor how I'm feeling. If I'm not doing well, I could pay and either stay at 140mg or go back up to 200mg. If I'm doing well, I can continue to not pay and they will continue to drop me 20mg each day till I hit 100mg and then drop me 10mg a day til I hit zero.
So this will give me a chance to sample withdrawal and still be able to back-up if needed. I feel empowered by this decision. And, I'll be closer to the dose max required for Suboxone treatment, which I believe is 40mg. I have an appt with a Suboxone doctor for next Friday. My counselor told me today that if he had known that I have medical insurance he would have recomended me to a private physician when he first got my case. There is such a high turnover in counselors that they don't get to know you. He's the first counselor I've had here that actually counsels. My 10th counselor in 5 years.
I'm reading everything I can get my hands on re: Suboxone and methadone withdrawal in general.
Terry, I will get your number and call you this eve.
--- On Wed, 12/9/09, Terry and Dianne wrote:
From: Terry and Dianne
Subject: Re: [METHADONIA ] Re: Clinic Harrassment
Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 6:25 PM
If I can help in anyway please get in touch with me. You can
call me if you want. My number is on the NAMA chapter list.
N.TX NAMA Recovery MAT
Together we WILL make a difference
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From: Sherryl Sagendorf
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