Title: Love Me? (Part 0 of 3 AM) - Just a Little Teaser
Author: KhaosX aka Chris
Universe: Movie (Naturally!)
Disclaimer: If I owned them, Rogue would be naked alot more.. In my
bed.. Without the whole soul-sucking thing. Stan Lee, Bryan Singer
and nameless others own them. I just do twisted things with them. And
even though this ain't a songfic, the song 3 AM belongs to Matchbox
Rating: PG-13 - Language.
Spoilers: X-Men Movies
Part 0 of 3 AM
He's stuck in my head. Along with the numerous other personalities I
have up there, the man I love more then anything is stuck in my head.
He touched me twice.
The first time, I had to touch him to heal myself, after he impaled
me with his claws, when I tried waking him up from a nightmare.
The second time, he touched me without a care in the world after
saving my life when Erik.. No, Magneto. Tried sucking the life out of
me with that blasted machine.
Ah am stuck with his memories, his feelings. His fucking lust for
Jean Grey. Perfect Jean Grey, with her perfect fucking life.
I light a cigar, something left over from the remnants of Logan's
memories. I smoke cigars now. I even crave the occasional beer.
It's 3 AM now. I'm very lonely. I close my eyes, and will the
memories to the back of my mind, but they don't leave. I wish Logan
could love me, like I love him. But as always, Logan lusts after the
one woman who will never love him back. *Could* never love him back.
Jean Grey. She's with Scott. They'll be married soon, maybe.
I haven't been able to sleep in weeks. Maybe even months. I keep
expecting Logan to return. To tell me he loves me. But he never does.
I still have his dogtags. A token of the promise he made almost 2
years ago that he'd protect me. 'I'll be back for these' he said. But
he hasn't returned. I want to go look for him, but I know that
without the Professor's help by Cerebro, I'll never find the man who
holds my heart.
That's right Logan. You stole my heart. I love you, but will you ever
End Part One