God: hello judi, i haven t seen you in a while..- let me suggest something to you and I mean this seriously, instead of always fighting all the time, withMessage 1 of 72 , Mar 31, 2003View SourceGod: hello judi, i haven't seen you in a while..- let me suggest
something to you and I mean this seriously, instead of
always "fighting" all the time, with the people in this club, which
in reality is what you're seeing that your life is about, why not
look underneath all of it. find out who and what you really are. you
see, your trying to make some sort of story up in your head, your
thinking i know these other people need to wake up, but judi, thats
your story..it's not real.In other words, forget about trying to make
the "story" of judi rhodes the *Enlightened One* work out, Look into
your life, look deeply and honestly. whats making little judi be
mean to anyone here? what is your little heart doing when your being
mean,,,what is your limited mind doing when your being nasty?
Becoming Enlightenment Itself is greater than what you're expressing.
In other words, it's about making me happy,,it's not about making
judi happy, or doing what judi wants, it's not judies job to *wake up
others* there are no others,,it's just you and me judi..and one of us
isn't supposed to be here anymore...
this is serious and deeply profound work judy and you're turning it
into a hell realm...Most people of course, do not like you. but i do,
judi, i want you to remember me, realize me... I can't stress enough
the seriousness or the profunditiy of the realization any more than i
have most of your life. The time is NOW.for you to disappear.This
*Self-realization* business is the Ultimate Search for Me..can you
find me judy,,can you let go of yourself for one minute? Go as "deep"
as you can into yourself, don't bother to understand jdui, judi
doesn't really exist, she's some ego you've made up...please judi,
this is me talking to you,,,wake up,,your me. not judi. we are not two
... i ... those ... and ... sourse...and ... solid ... stone ... further ... and ... yes, thank you very much for your compliments,it s niice when a window ofMessage 72 of 72 , Apr 2, 2003View Source--- In email@example.com, "freyjartist"
> --- In firstname.lastname@example.org, "Gene Poole"i
> <gene_poole@q...> wrote:
> > --- In email@example.com, devianandi
> <no_reply@y...> wrote:
> > >
> > > what's wrong with being devious?
> > >
> > > it's just another activity of god, which is the only one here --
> > > remember?
> > >
> > > no, i forgot but thanks for reminding me that in the beginning
> > > alone existed i was perfect and tranquil and then somethingthose
> > > and i divided into two, then those two divided into two and
> > > into two and into two and into two untill there were millionsand
> > > trillions of particles of my sparkly light god energiessourse...and
> > > moving further and further away from my center, the
> > > down down went all those particles of God energies until a
> > > point was reached and that particle of God energy became astone
> > > the material universes were formed and since there was no
> > > down to go those particles of god started to go back up up upand
> > > after millions and trillions of divirse forms of existence youryes, thank you very much for your compliments,it's niice when a
> > > almost home, to your sourse, which is me
> > Cool!
> > ==GP==
> Yes! Way cool!
window of opportunity opens up and i get to goof around, you know
evrytime i say something negative or hurtful it causes me pain..
baba hari dass tells me to love God and love myself and i will see
love everywhere...when i do this love god and love myself it really
happens, i see love everywhere,,,but when i forget god and forget
myself and look at negativity it's like that stone that catches all
the mossss rolling down the hill,,,