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Sent: Wednesday, June 01, 2005 4:13 AM
Subject: << lovingpurelove >> Room With a View of
Heart~Soul full Sharing by me~
I have always felt that there
is a love story of a different kind. In every person young and old there is
a room for love..one just have to tap on the door. open the door and look
around, feel the air, make it cozy, comfortable for that person..and in doing
so..you also make the room within you look, feel brim with light and
One of the first person that I
meet this way on this path as a child..was my friends grandmother. She
was so full of light and love..She was educated, could talk in English, really
smart..and in some ways she was trapped..all of this made her a strange mix of
beauty, pain..she was abused, hurt by her own daughter and
grandson..who happened to be my close friend then..
In that woman..I saw a great
potential..and I saw so much room inside her heart...it felt so good at
heart just to be nice to her..give her respect and love..it was like for
ages she didn't mean anything to anybody..like a book written in foreign
language and I just read the pages..and understood her.
How much fun it is to love a
person..not in relation with a context, relationship, want..just loving him and
her..heart to heart..
It doesn't have to be person
whom we know..even a strangers face, can feel, look beautiful(not in physical
beauty)but in beauty of soul..some sort of
revelation...to you..and so many times I just feel like
going to that person and shake hands with him/her or give him/her a
hug..or to say that I love the 'being' that you are..(offcourse it would sound
so weird..but I used to do that as a child...cant afford to do that
I think when we become adults
or as children grow..we prepare them to the adult reality/world..and
something is beautiful is lost in this..to explore people..like sea..and find
out things like personal truth, dreams, way of love and life..
There is so much in this
journey..that cant be explained in words..it cant be shown..now that I have
started to write on it..it feels so mundane..How I wish I could show you all the
magic that I have felt, experienced finding stream of water, cool shade of a
tree, blooming flowers inside and through people.
In this way one doesn't have to
love another person for any reason..you can take out everything off..labels,
wants..and play in the field of magnetic probability of love..
Bring the best in everyone you
meet, be enthusiastic, find out the symbol, appearance inside in that
person..it is a such a exciting journey..because our body matter
might age or differ yet inside our body,, maybe in soul or heart there
is this thing that still remains ageless..and you can connect to it at any
level, age..sometimes even without the knowledge of that very
Another interesting person
was..Maria..an unwedded woman..who couldn't marry because no one saw the beauty
in her..she always played , acted like a fool..but she was really wise, and in
her was this beauty of unexplainable kind..although she was old..she was
beautiful..in so many ways..there was room in her heart too..although it seemed
that her room was untidy..unkept for..maybe she had forgotten looking at
herself...and maybe she wore the face that everybody wanted her to wear on her
body..yet to those who wanted to see the beauty in her..she had a gentle
face of love..designed by God.
You don't become a person just
of body, heart and soul..there are several references with in
you, fragrances, maybe seasons of spring, rain..maybe even animals..or
flowers..and poems..that you live..a person then in being self is a world
What you discover in a
person in such journey..is not always understandable in words, sometimes you
feel his/her truth of soul..and this revelation makes you feel so
special, smile and in awe of this whole process...but you cant prove it or
show it to the world..as and how one can show the usual love.
I hope this doesn't sound all
weird..I have always, always been fascinated by this..and wanted to extend
this..put it in words..to share and/to make out what really it is..
I am really glad that I have
finally putting it words..you know..there are some truths that you live
and they may not always sound real to others..or maybe they wont even look
like dreams to others..its all so strange..
Wishing Everyone A Wonderful
With Much Love & A Kiss on
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