Continued prayers for the living and dead in Haiti and for all trying to help.
Continued prayers for the eternal rest of Edie and for her husband and two children, 5 & 11, and for her husband's mother and grandmother, who are there trying to help. Special prayers for the gift of faaith for Edie's husband, as he is agnostic, possibly atheist.
Prayers for the eternal rest of Lib, on her death annivesary, and for her sister, Dot and all their family.
Belated prayers for Mary McQ. on her birthday.
Lord, help us all as You know and will. God's will is best. All is mercy and
grace. God is never absent, praise Him! Thanks so much. JL
February 3, June 4, October 4
Chapter 7: On Humility
The sixth degree of humility
is that a monk be content
with the poorest and worst of everything,
and that in every occupation assigned him
he consider himself a bad and worthless workman,
saying with the Prophet,
"I am brought to nothing and I am without understanding;
I have become as a beast of burden before You,
and I am always with You" (Ps:22-23).
It is easy to miss the hardest word in this reading. Our eyes fly
right away to the ones we want to argue with- and these days many
want to argue with them! Slyly stuck into the first line is the
precept that the monastic "be CONTENT with the poorest and worst of
everything." The connection this time is not to obedience, but to
other virtues in humility's service: simplicity, poverty and stability.
Contentedness does not bide its time for a jump to something better,
does not merely endure things, but accepts them rather matter-of-factly.
Contented monastics aren't hunting for or wondering about something
else, usually it doesn't even occur to them. Truly contented people,
in monasteries or in marriage or in the world do not spend a lot of
time on "what if?" or "what next?". In the 70's a lot of people loved
the popular phrase on posters: "Bloom where you are planted." Quite
possibly they never stopped to think exactly what that meant: being
contented enough to blossom in any circumstance. Whoops! A little
more teeth to that version!
I know from sad personal experience: stability with divided attention,
with tons of Plans B, C, and D, simply is not very effective. It is
better than nothing, to be sure, but it is nearly nothing when
compared with its power once all those distractions are dropped. We
may not be able to drop them all at once, but we must try to stay rooted, ever
more and more rooted.
I knew one great monk who told me, at 83, that he had finally decided
to stay! There was not even a hint of irony in his voice.
On the other hand, I have known monks who were happy as clams and
completely contented in their forties. It is a different struggle for
each of us.
Truly contented simplicity and stability are powerful, counter-
cultural witnesses to offer this age. Materialism, consumerism and
the short attention span rule. A consumerist society is actually
fueled by provoking discontent: how else can superfluous consumption
Every time one person, family or monastery gets even partially free
of those constraints it is a powerful witness to those still bound.
Most of us truly do not "need" more. The Holy Rule can teach us that,
but not if we look at it through the lenses we have hauled along with
us from the 21st century world. Those lenses are completely invested
in our reaching the opposite- and false- conclusion.
Lots of people LOVE consumerist enslavement, or at least think they do!
Your efforts to free yourself might be far less than applauded in many eyes,
while some may actually try to pull you back. Someone
once remarked that we think nothing of people spending themselves, even
dying in the pursuit of sports, bodybuilding, mountaineering and the like,
but our secular culture has a VERY different view of those who spend them-
selves in the pursuit of the spiritual.
The other, equally important consideration is that simplicity is NOT
just a way to save money- though it will free up plenty. The goal is
not to hoard what you have saved, but to spread it around or, as St.
Elizabeth Seton said: "Let us live simply, so that others may simply
live." We can direct our goods ever so much more responsibly toward
the common good, goods we had been tricked into believing we had to
throw elsewhere in the service of greed!
As to the "bad and worthless workman" line, where I expect there'll
be a lot of dissent, well, that isn't St. Benedict or me. You'll have
to argue with Jesus Himself on that one. He said that after we have
done ALL that was commanded us, we should say we are nothing but
unprofitable servants. Being God, I don't imagine He was mistaken.
Love and prayers,
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