I know what you mean about Chinmoy sneering -- word got back to me
once how Chinmoy was insulting me to people on the porch, because I
wanted to go to Miami to work for an art gallery! JS
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> Hi everyone,
> I agree that there was a big element of bait and switch in the
> Center because they started you out thinking that you would retain
> your freedom while reaching for "the goal". Then, little by
> freedom slipped away.
> Now when I see the disciples lately, I sense tremendous fear and a
> feeling of urgency. Of course they've learned to fear me or
> accepted the conditioning that tells them I'm some sort of evil
> force to be contended with but I wonder how they see themselves.
> they could only look at their lives from an outsider's point of
> view, see the wild, fanatical looks and see the addiction to
> dissociation. Would they see themselves preoccupied totally with
> their smaller and smaller world of conditions and rules and
> their bliss white-out the all too obvious hypocracies and
> If they could only see how Chinmoy sneers at them behind their
> backs - some see him sneer at others but foolishly think it's
> them. I have seen it a few times and it makes me really think he
> sees them as stupid fools who perfectly deserve the deception he
> nicely dishes out to them.
> I don't pity them though because I know the bliss they get
> meditating is real for them and I know that if they want change,
> door to the truth is just waiting there, ready to be opened.
> Take care